i am your teeshirt jeans girl <3

shifted.

2009-10-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

soppy.

2009-08-10T22:31:00.006+08:00

long weekend was wasted when the cold get you. down with what i thought would be mild cough,flu and headache. it gets nastier by sunday,which i'm supposed to go out with the usuals to catch the firework,but all i did was to sleep comfortably covered with blanket and ice pack on the head. nursing the 39.3degrees fever was a pain. but thank god,it got better by now. only that whatever i eat taste bland,even my tom yam cup noodle & BBQ curry twisties.

on another note, Happy Birthday Singapore. this reminded the ouh-so-melodious national anthem that was sung by the crew,but hazrul nizam voice was more outstanding,and dammmn nice. i was in bed, half of the the time i thought it was imran ajmain, when i sooo know it was hazrul's voice.but who cares, they two have powerful voice. need i say more?

mungkinkah kau jua dalam kerinduan
di saat begini aku merindukan
-suatu masa ; m nasir

apples boosters.

2009-08-06T16:03:00.002+08:00

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

credits.

so i guessed i am still the few lucky apples still sitting on the top of tree.

a box of tissue & a bag of doritos.

2009-08-05T16:07:00.004+08:00

it sucks to wakes up with a blocked nose, heavy head despite having a fresh shower before hitting the bed early. well at least earlier than usual. there was too much fun goin on last nite that deep in my heart i was praying that time would at least stopped for an hour, or was hoping that everyone doesnt have curfews. hanging out with my best girls & some new company, that was on i had on my random tuesday night.

just a lil update, life has been back to track for now. mother is getting better, recovering from septic arthritis, slowly learning how to walk back, gaining extra control over the knee muscle, keeping tabs of her diabetic as well as regular consumption of antibiotic and good food. good food in this case would be referred as edible food. what do you expect, me cooking marvelous food? i doubt i have inherited 'mother's talent in cooking' genes. so there you have it, something edible, well atleast.

been out of job for almost a month now, and no, i have not been lazing around. tables are turned now. i am nursing my mother at home, doing the house chores, laundry and etc. i am not complaining neither i am too happy. so i guessed you figured it out.

speaking of which, my main agenda was to tell tales of my first date after so long. which was a bit dramatic. but i guess i will leave it for later. i have to replenish my tissues stock, my doritos are not helping either.

till next time yaaw,
go kick some balls :)

long goodbye & second chance.

2009-07-13T00:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
it just hard to learn to let go.

i guessed i have walked down into the sea for too long, without realizing the water is already at my neck.
i guessed, i was too naive to believe that things gonna worked out, at least for us.

please dont make a reverse.
all this have to come to an end.
for good.for you & me & you know who.

daaang!

neverending lullaby.

2009-07-03T14:55:00.005+08:00

breathe.

things dont always go the way its planned, as much as planning is required there is such things call uninvited surprise or unwanted dilemma.

for me,
i would say,for now, i am being tested by Him. yes, a great challenge and test that i ever faced in my life.
but, a lil breather and support or more love from the family manage to help me thru this ordeal.

redha.

chasing the last train to nowhere.

2009-01-20T19:39:00.000+08:00

my life seems like a refuge running around,
scampering and finding comfort in everything, but then again i find
myself laughing how i got so paranoid and the fact i am still protesting against the fact that i,siti kamirah, is gonna finally end my tertiary education..

saying goodbye and farewell is painful when there lots lots lots of memories and whole backpack of life-learning valuable lessons, pardon me, i do take back some useful information as well...

ask me if i am excited, i would say i am half excited, i practically have no idea what will happened to me after 23rd Jan 2009, no, i am not bragging about the early holidays, but i have a whole future in my hands.
talking about a nineteen year old deciding and shaping her future, gosh that will be the most scariest thing i will have to do..
seriously, what i do next determine where am i am gonna be in the next 3 months or so..

i am at crossroads where all i have is decisions and choices and decision and choices to be make.I am also thinking of the consequences if i quit before i get my future plans straightened out, that would spell d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r.

My expectations and ambitions has taken me to a level where i really need to do whole lot better, and more importantly screening all my options and make sure its within my limit. I could scream like there's no tomorrow.

okie enough of all the preppy talks.
i guess i am missing a summary of my happys days.
seriously, i need to get back to Life.

i guess i noe what could cheer me up,a post about me turning old.muahahaha.

self reflect, future planning

2009-01-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

so tmrw(thurs) there will be Career Fair in school and i thought it is already time for me to get my mind straight and start planning how to grow money, make my wallet fat and make my bank go crazy with all the money.

after having waffle with bestie, walked down to the clinic which has the clinic assistant promo, and i was trying my luck to get the application form coz i tot it would be near my home..and this is what i get..

me: hey i saw the advertisement about clinic assistant, so how do i apply...

she:can apply here ar, but you wont get here ar...they will ar post you to any other clinic that needs staff ar..

me: okie, it is possible to see the application

she:can ar but you must fill in here,cannot bring home ar..but you do ar..they will see laa which clinic needs you

me:okie sure,can i just see the form

she:*in chinese*give her see ar the form(talks to the other assistant) + giving me a stare.

hahaha.relax ar nyonya...scared i take away your job mehhh?hahahaha
so i decided to think it over and just left the clinic.

was surfing and reading some blogs which obviously have interesting entries,i came across this career test survey.is a super long want, but it contains truth,i think.hehe
here what is says for me.

maybe true maybe not.

her state of mind

2009-01-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

emotionally overwhelmed?jaded?sober?fiery angst?upset?melancholy?...
or simply said,clueless about describing the state of mind and feelings..
weird isn't it? how something that is closely related to you seems to be too difficult to be express in words or worst sort it right.

how could something simple be so complicated?

making decisions is something i would try to work on..
succumbing to the dark side apparently sound more interesting than being the nice and demure and everything nice. somehow, being myself, doesn't bring me anywhere..a little spice of evil and rebel is all i need to end of my ouh-so-no-innocent nineteen.

sitting back and reminscing, thinking of all those things i should have done and should have avoided. i have left nothing but memories, and there is too much that i have learn and there is a only a little room of regret. getting myself trapped in these 'non-existence' emotional dillema which is almost equivalent to being in a state of emotionally distubed is very disturbing.

sleepless night period is over,
i am not gonna make myself emotionally drained anymore.

okie i promise a proper update real soon.hehe

her state of mind

2009-01-14T08:19:00.000+08:00

raya outing.

2007-10-22T16:04:00.001+08:00

more pics later.malas nak copy.
OS is sooooooo booooooooooooring.
thanks bestie for de link.new addiction.

wheres the link?

2007-10-19T10:29:00.000+08:00

i cant help but say this.
i noe its very random.
okie.the ringtone for sean kingston,the beautiful girls they say, type sean and send to blablabla.
but take for rihanna-umbrella, they say type wet and send to blabla.
hahaha.
wheres the link??
whatever.

pamperdays.

2007-10-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

ouh.
skipped school for hari raya concert at agora.

nice to see us in baju kurung.and i love making things hard for razan.but yahhh.i am sooo naive and always get bullied.so well...i am such a toot.
the atmosphere was nice.ppl in baju kurung looks extra nice and hot and jambu and handsome and sachok and..(the list continue)

phat and mira.spastic arr

faaa wearing so hip and hott.in skirts& sneaker and cap la.

girlfriends.wait for de full length pic..but this shot is soo cool.wtv.

but the day,dint end here.
find ourself a retreat.from all the hectic weeks and days, plus the ouh-so-tak-sanggup shoes we had today.we decided to give our naughty yet innocent side outshine.in vain of searching pampering spots at suntec*the cigar is SUCH a temptation*,we landed at marina to have a wash&blow&cut for $21!!!.*yes razan.i noe.just keep it between us*it was a well deserved pampering session, heart2heart talk, bitching and complaning and best of all, being bimbotics like we always do.best of all.we had fun and yes deiya, de next round, u are gonna come with us!!

finally a hair cut.!!

introducing: non razan.opps...

the new red hot blooded woman.thanks to jaslyn toh @ heatwave

so yeahh.basically we had out moments of errr...opps and wow and eee and whatever and not forgetting cursing the jahanam shoes like mad.and i soo can get a new one since my one and only surviving one have finally let out last breathe.in other words.dah jahanam!!

so we are one the people that happened to be the most happiest person.

picture of the day:

aww

decision making.

2007-10-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

okie.
now.i am contemplating whether to go school or not today.
and i noe i aint longer the oh-goody-mira.as if i was.
and i am craving the white grapes and kueh bangkit.

i need a...a...anti-pemalas cream or whatsoever.

doaku.

2007-10-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

Sesungguhnya apa yang aku dambakan

adalah cinta Allah yang Esa.

so sweet

2007-10-05T15:08:00.001+08:00

sweet nyeeeeeee!!!
thanks to HP tablet

oops

2007-10-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

i think boys in baju kurung and sneakers are

cool&hot

:)

what my worth

2007-10-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

its finally wednesday, which equals to break.
okie i am not gonna be boastful about the break lah kan, but hey its break bebeh.
hahaha
finally done with the PP draft.like woooho.now left the poster.
so what else have had happened to me?
hmmmm.beside suffering a short insomnia for the last past weeks,i hope i am goona be okie.
who doesnt love sleeping but i hate when i cant sleep when i have the opportunity.
and i wasnt even thinking of anything that is able to make me restless and stuff besides worrying of what to wear the next day, but hey besides that,nothing i guess.
and it is sooo fun when you know it is already the 21st Ramadhan and i have been doa-ing for the best for me&family&friends.and i hope i can last for the whole month.its too late to waste any furthermore it will be the most special night of the month right?

and finally i am updating these blog.which i usually find the only right time on weekends.
well i am trying my best to do the things that i can now before its too late.
in life you dont have ur magic mirror to tell whats next, well maybe u might never know whether there will be the next time rite?
so people of loves, live life to de fullest and make the best out of everything,do whatever you think will benefit not only you and the people around you.remember.it aint a ME,MYSELF & I world bebeh..

oooh.i find myself crapping away. so here is the deal when you get super duper bored and when you know that sometimes some information will just make you smile and goes "hey,i am not that bad after all'.haha

so sourced this from razan's multiply which originated from ziema's multiply and now you will see it in my blogspot.hahaha.
have fun people.

pick the letters that cotains in your name.

A: hott
B: Amazing kisser
C: good kisser
D: sexy kisser
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: loves people wild and crazy adore you
G: very outgoing
H: cute
I: GREAT in bed
J: is really sweet
K: crazy
L: loves to laugh and smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: a hypocrite
R: is a good person to be with
S: makes people laugh
T: smile to die for
U: is very sexual
V: not judgmental
W: very broad minded
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: loved by everyone
Z: can be funny and dumb at times

so in other words.
K: crazy
A: hott
M: Makes dating fun
I: GREAT in bed
R: is a good person to be with
A: hott
H: cute

oh welll.
and it doesnt end here.

Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way.

1. Had sex: $25.00
2. Smoked: $10.00
3. drank: $5.00
4. Went skinny dipping: $10.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $1.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00
7. Cheated on a test: $7.00
8. Fell asleep in class: $5.00
9. Been expelled: $10.00
10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00
11. Given oral: $10.00
12. Got oral: $10.00
13. Prank called the cops: $10.00
14. Stole something: $10.00
15. Done drugs: $10.00
16.Dyed your hair: $5.00
17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $10.00.
18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $10.00
19. Ate a whole bag of oreos: $10.00
20. Cried yourself to sleep: $0.50
21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $1.00
22. Been in love: $5.00
23. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: $10.00
24. Went streaking: $1.00
25. Got arrested: $10.00
26. Cuddled: $1.00
27. Peed in the pool: $5.00
28. Played spin the bottle: $10.00
29. Done something you regret: $5.00

and my total sum is: $58.50
my god...cheap seh..does dat mean i have been a good girl??
hmmm..not so sehh...

anyhoots.have fun people.

over.

2007-10-01T00:43:00.001+08:00

i am in a overly sensitive mode.

nightmare#2

2007-09-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

woke up with another nightmare i might defined it to be.

it happened in my dreams that i was married to someone's husband, and his wife came to my place to find the husband that we shared
it was weird and stuff, but somehow it got sexy half way and to think the husband that we were sharing was an old man.well not really the 70-80 year old, but more of 50+ years old and both of his wife are still young...

somehow it is still scary okie.
very!!

and now i cant even remove that image in my head.
gosh.

changes.

2007-09-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

changes is sooo inevitable.
its about adaptability.

my goodness.eversince, the last semester break, which was only 3 weeks,and my body 'time' has been changing.
so much, for holidays and to catch on sleep, instead i find myself hogging on the comp, from midnight till early mornings.i love dat routine soo much till i got soo addicted.staying up for 20hrs straight was really fun sehh.and now the aftereffect is taking a toll on me.
right after terawih i find myself hogging on comp to either to do RJ or just doing nothing, and then slept for a few hours before sahur, and then cannot continue to sleep.
i always wanted to cry when i find myself wasting dat one hour of sleep before officially getting ready to go school.pathetic as it sound,

and i soo looking forward to every fridays,TGIF!
not because i have boyfriend that get out of camps or such, but its just another day where i can stay up all the night and get my space updated.
like FINALLY!
and finally a rest from all de hectic schedule,only minus the busyplussuperpacked preparation for RP Iftar 07, with a spirit.SMILESS!
but i still i am tired due to all the superLengthytheory from Operating system to system analysing.
i seriuosly need to find motivation to go to school.like really badly, and it turns out pocket money doesnt excite me that much.
its just de second week of the new semester and i have skipped two lesson.
well, a skipper got to do what a skipper got to do.

&& i think i have my observation to full use.
i observe the surrounding, and make use of issue to excites me.not excites me sexually, but excites my humour, but i think faa&deiya find myself lame.super lame.

the first random observation tat was made when i was otw home from buke at Al-Falah,
i was standing in the train, de weird thing was dat, there were seats, but apparently, i choose to stand all de way from Raffles Place...& den i wonder, why are there seats, but still some people choose to stand, so here might be some of the reasons,..ready?
1.maybe these ppl 'terkencit', and there might b stained in de underwear,so they cannot sit.
2.maybe their butt got bisul
3.they lean on de glass panel, because they want to test de durability of the glass panel.

i noe super random.
but i dont care!

i remembered cikgu aliza said this: "alah takkan mati kerinduan" & "kat agora takde reception,tu kan kat kubur, cume ader reception dgn Allah"..
Ingat zan??hehehe

so wells,
i soo in love with ...................

random zone.

2007-09-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

well.

they say great powers come great responsibility,
but i think great choices come great responsibility...right?

okie its had been the random very random week,days,hours of mine.
there is a lot thing that just happened, and i wish i had a video recorder that will record and give me this power of playback and then laugh again.

and they say, laughter is always de best medicine huh?
den what explains the stomach cramps and the spins in the head?
hahaha.
whatever mira.

so anyways, i think moms are the most busiest peole on earth during Ramadhan,dont you think?
first they must have always a list of recipes settled for this month,they have to cooked twice a day man, the buka-which must be nice and extra special since its a reward for those who puasa and the sahur- which must be extra delicious so that everyone in the family will wake up and more importantly must be extra healthy lah kan, coz we need all the energy to last for the day..
&& their duty are not done yet. they are either busy planning what cadar to use for hari raya, which langsir, and there are even those busy baking kueh, and those busy sewing baju kurung.sometime it just make me wonder, ibu still jahit her own baju despite the many outfit they sell in bazzar.ye lah..save money katekan.
but serious man...women-ibu-mothers are the most amazing people on earth.

they are my new definition of my superheroes.so goodbye, superman!

and that means, i cant wait to me the superhero.
i want be to be the women, the mother..but i just cant imagine myself have to coook everyday, like waking up three plus in the morn just to do cooking and to tolerate all the nonsense that i might get when i have a husband and many children.ohmyAllah.
imagine having to know of what to cook everyday, well lets say having to know atleast 200 recipes,i mean, i dont want to eat the same food like every 3 days.it is more torturing then having to memorise the periodic table man.

okie.that was preety random rite?

not untill when i had this convo,
we were watching this malay tele movie,where this guy was married, and his mom apparently wants him to marry another one since his wife is having kidney problem.and this guy actually agree to his mom request.

me: abeh laki tuu nak kahwin? then the guy agree to get married?
ibu: nak lah..baru sakit buah pinggang sikit, abeh nak cari ganti want lahh!just because of kidney failure then want to find a new one.
me: sape yg suruh kahwin? who initiate?
ibu: mak dier ar his mother ar
me:alah dier nak turut ckp mak dier perr..taknak jadi anak derhaka haiayh, he dun want to be a rude son lah...he is just obeying his mother ar.
ibu: alah kalau jantan takkan takanak melawan, dah kate jantan, gatal,pantang di hulur then dun call himself a man, dunnoe how to stand on his feet,men are all de same, see chance, sure grab the chance..
me: rilek ar...dier ikut script lar, ada cameraman semua.hahahaha relax ar...they acting oni mah, got scrip, cameraman and all.hahah.

&&
it had been two days since i had a ohsoromantic buka.
once was with fatin, where we had packed meals and sit outside civic facing de sunset..untill there was dis lizard sound near us, that make me jumped and hurriedly asked her to pack all de food and find new spot..
then the nextnext day, had it again, but now 8 of us, de iftar comm ppl basically, sitting behind the mrt station and had the lepaks moment again.the laughs was unbearable lahh.

okie taaa...
in life, there is no guarantee...u got to take that risk.

new defination

2007-09-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

SALAM RAMADHAN!!

to all my muslim readers.family,friends and acquaitances.

a more blessed one this year?

InsyaAllah.

terawih is only 30 days a year.
& have never got better when u have babes that spent time with you through all these.
well, lepak-ed is never a bore and we will find time just to do dat.

so its errr...26 days more to go.
and you people be good;
in de mean time,
HEAR,SEE & SPEAK no evil aites.

school starting soon.
hmm like.TOMORO!
new class, new friends and new module and new facil and new practices and new...(insert own text)
new addiction and new feeling of happiness.

new defination of happiness,loves,sacrifica and most important, new defination of life.

ironic

2007-09-13T13:24:00.000+08:00

people are complaining of global warming etc.

and you know some people can go irony,

damn, they are cutting trees now.dang.

now you can feel the heat.now shades and no more source of "air refreshner"

this is what is goin on.

dang...and all these trees bear mangoes sehhh...waduhhh...

forestry.

FYEZA'S EIGHTEENTH BDAE

2007-09-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

singing or screaming whatever u define, to sisterschick its pleasure & FUN!
3rd row: singing My Heart with emotions. mcm paham.

its all pure fun.i swear,
from 2.30pm to 8.00pm and its still aint enuff right?
its was nice and all...
terserlah hidden talent.
and to think we won third and an islandwide comp, kicking butts with 'Tanjong Katong' 4 years back.hahaha.
hahaha....

happy beachday!

2007-09-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

it was happy beachday on last tues.

yeah kinda slow in updating.busy banget.

and we are a bunch of happy kids.

thanks to Top1 bread,TC Boy tuna and skippy peanut butter with chocolate strips and ntot forgeting de delicious scrambled egg that put us on cloud nine.

thanks for the nice and beautiful weather,

thanks for the company girlfriends.

and minus de fact i got scared in de water. i need to buy sandal so i can wear and swim with it.hehe

i swear we these food were giving us an extra energy to have fun!

and then we had emo times.NO LAHHHHH!! mane ader....it was just a day specially for happy moments.

thanks to all de happiness we had.and yeay.to dese girfriends that make it happen!

taggies replys

2007-09-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

replies to taggies.

8 Sep 07, 11:52
fyeza: THANKS FOR YESTERDAY DARL<3
awww...i really hoped you enjoyed it.and it great to layan u thru ur jiwang mood.nehh

8 Sep 07, 11:29
akhbar: eh fun ar kaunyer entry...hahaha...aku pon nk buat cam gitu...=)
hehehe.BUAT lah....something to do lah kans.hahaha.lame tak dgr khabar kau....

5 Sep 07, 21:15
fyeza: dinner tmr, 3pm town. chalet? monday afternoon jumpe. and i see u have an interview on tues. make it at sentosa ah.
:)

5 Sep 07, 01:18
aauudd: hmmm we are meeting next tues time not confirm but shld be in the afternoon.will let u know again (=
thanks babe.keep me updated ehh.

5 Sep 07, 00:36
deiya: BABE! ECP was LOVEEEEDD
MESTILAH!!because ur precious was around..u noe hu rite?...me lahh...:)

4 Sep 07, 21:50
aauudd: eh darling let us know if you are free this thursday cause we arranging to meet up!
okie sureee

4 Sep 07, 02:12
icka: that song question thingy is interesting. Kita pon nak buat lah!!! HOHO~ KPO nye aku!
hahaha.ape pula kpo pulak...ape jerrrr
4 Sep 07, 00:40
Khairiyah: anyway kan..the question and answer thingie with the song super cutee!! kekadang,tkder link langsong ngan questions asked.heheh..
yarr...precisely.tapi kekek lah buat tuuu..mcm paham her lah dat questions asked.

4 Sep 07, 00:39
Khairiyah: ohhhh heyy missy! yeap..of course I know u and u know me..chets.(mcm paham!) your the director!! kan kan kan??heheh...anyhoots,ur linked laa babe!! *loves.
erkkk..dah takde title tu lagi lahh..hahaha.nice knowing u babe,thanks for de link.

4 Sep 07, 00:32
faatin: haiyaaaak!!!!boring2 turun toysrus lah..jengok2 saya=p
jauhlah kat suntec..nak TAMAN WARISAN!!!

3 Sep 07, 15:24
Wirni* <3: Ahahaha intended to do it at ferst when I read her blog ydae bt mcm malas gitu.. Niways Mira!! Date wif me soon ok... PP lah seyh!! Dating2!!! Weeeeeetz~
yeap..DATE sett!!!

boredom strikes.

2007-09-03T12:36:00.000+08:00

okie.I AM BORED.
so i went bloghop and saw dis entry.
i copied from khairiyah(NP).credits.
sorry ehhh...i dah bored lah.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN
NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

a) How are you feeling today?

"Jangan Tunggu Lama-Lama"-Gerhana Ska Cinta

hmm.i wonder who the "dia" i am refering to from dis song.and indeed a ska rendition of dis song explain my mood.

b)Will you get far in life?

"Kata Orang"-Imran Ajmain

i belive i will rite?if only i wont be bothered with all these remarks given by them, betuk tak Imran?hehe.mcm paham.

c)How do your friends see you?

"Qyiam"-NewBoyz

ape makne qyiam ehh?ntah ehhh....maybe,maybe not..

d) Will you get married?

"Semua Tentang Kita"-Peterpan

its all about us rite?so yar shud be boleh kahwin...hahaha...yeay nice song to represent a marriage thou

e) What is your bestfriend's theme song?

"Wait For You"-Elliott Yamin

aww...sweet.yes we will wait for each other no matter how late.

f) What is the story of your life?

"Give Thanks To Allah"-Micheal Jackson

Alhamdulillah.i believe there is hikmah in everything i do.and whatever is happening.

g) What was high school like?

"Seize the Day"-Avenged Sevenfold

hmmm.maybe.i seize all my days indeed.oppurtunist.

h) How can you get ahead in life?

"Nyanyian Rindu"-Iwan Falls

i dunno.missing.

i) What is the best thing about your friends?

"Ingin Tahu"-Erra Fazira

hmmm.my friends are curious bunch of ppl indeed.

j) What is in store this weekend?

"Kian"-Mawi

HAHAHA.ntah!!!

k) What song describes you?

"Bahasa Hati(interlude)"-Imran Ajmain

i believe de melody does reflect my mood somehow.but i dunnooo.

only i understand de language of my heart

l) To describe your parents?

"Hapus Aku"-Nidji

NO!!not hapus dem..listen to the first part of de song."tulis kan kesedihan..lalala"

m) How is your life going?

"Ada Apa Dengan Cinta"-Melly & *i forgot who*

YEAY!!read de title...whats wif love?yeayyyy...soo betul gituuu

n) What song will they play at your funeral?

"Umpama Mimpi Dalam Mimpi"-Damasutra

songs that i will dedicate to all my friends that have been by my side all this while.

thank you.our friendship is a sweet dream

o) How does the world see you?

"Pencinta Wanita"-Irwansyah

hahaha.direct translation.women lover=lesbian??FUH dahysat nyeee..

i think i make a best girl bestfriend.hahaha.mcm paham.

p) Will you have a happy life?

"Lemas"-Ruffegde & Bernieve

drowning?i dunno.i believe everyone is entitled to have a happy life.there is always a blessing in disguise.

q) What do your friends really think of you?

"Hanya Menari"-Imran Ajmain

unless boys get jealous over the fact that their girlfriend loves me more than him.hahaha.

r) Do people secretly lust after you?

"Bukan Diriku"-Samsons

YEAHHH BETUL.not me!!lust after me.you got to be kidding kans?

s) How can i make myself happy?

"I Wont See You Tonight-Part 1"-Avenged Sevenfold

hahaha,not seeing yoou make me forget you and forgetting you makes me happy..somehow logic.

t) What should i do with your life?

"The Sweet Escape"-Gwen Stefani

sweet escape kerr?

u) Will you ever have children?

"NowWhy2"-OAG

YEAY i will explain thru dis

makcik1:dah ada anak?

me:sekarang(now?)

makcik1:yes

me:kenape?why?

makcik1:takde tanye jer(just askin)

me:ouh..ada dua(i have 2)

so i have used de title to ans.

this thing make me laugh lah kan.

ok people

have a nice day ahead.

baju kurung affairs.

2007-09-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

jemputan at banana leaf was nice.

had good laughs and had soo much things to laugh at.

and bestie was excited over de fact that we were in baju kurung and that leads to camwhoring session at midnight.giler punya kerja.

and thanks deiya, i am all addicted to sudoku.

and to hidayat hassan, good luck for de hearing.

pictures time.

kene abuseeeeeeed!!!

poses mule bodeh... i loike!

and holding a baby is a bliss.

planes affair

2007-08-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

i would love to sit by the beach/viewing mall to see flying planes,

where i plant my dreams and wishes on them,

seeing the planes taking off with my dreams and wishes, and to never see and hear about

them again.

dissappeared behind the clouds...

relieved.

tagged.

2007-08-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

Rules&Regulations:
1) each player of this game starts of by giving 6 weird things or littlest known facts about themselves.
2) people who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well as state the rules clearly.
3) in the end you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

and soo i was tagged by deiya.

a. i love talking to myself ; bebual sorang.

b. i have a unique name.kamirandom. yarr dat is..i talk nonsense.90% bullshit.

c. i think i have tooo much time for people, and cared too much for people, dat i neglect my own needs.

d. when i start laughing, i think it is contagious. and i cant stop. so i will go "ok wait.let me finish my laughs first"

e. i love to cut my hair and pissed people off.

WHOEVER HAVE READ MY WEIRD LIST!!GO DO LARR!!!

fuck off!!

love is bliss.

2007-08-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

okie for one moment i just tot dat

maybe, maybe, perhaps one day..

i will just have to give my love...

maybe.:)

ok.some overdue picture dat i wud love to put it her.
on 17/08 went fireworks plus a mini reunion with siti nabilah.
and yahh.its beenn months since we last met.thanks.

look how united sporeans ar man..
like woohoo.de crowd, de human traffic.
i love it lah kan.so semangat.

and friday.
my babe performed her silat.
and for once it give me dis warning :"stop bullying me"
hahaha.and and MI gave dis a whole memory feelings.
overdued pic wif nurra.
and i love seeing familiar faces, like sabirah and shahida and fareez and and i think i saw amal.
and sooo i missed my days at MI.
okie. i soo want a reunion.dearest 06c6,hear my cries!!
suppered at mac.and head home.

so lepaked at bestie place.
going thru memory is funn somehow but a lil bit amusing and and.
i am slow.it takes a few hours to understand dis pic.

presenting : the Jellies;jellyNauts.

2007-08-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

lets start with a prayer for the loss of razan's aunt.
Amin.Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

we will always be here for you.

missing you.

i dun wish to elaborate, hanya doa yang diperlukan.jgn nak soal2 byk.

okie.so far how did my weekends goes..

hmm.Saturday:

me with my steeewpid faces.haha

yes went Awang Belangga @ MI with these crazy babes.

performance dier gerek nak mampos.

boleh mampos pasal gerek.

hahaha.

and sees familiar faces, like sabirah:) and and many.

okie dian oso acted in de play.

teringat zaman ngaji aku selalu kacau/bully dier, sampai dier complain kat cikgu zailena, den i yg kene marah.
had sooo much laugh and it never kills to laugh soo much.

and bodoh nye taxi driver.nak tipu tak beragak.sekali gua rembat.

had choclote bread which sooo remind me of PPP.thanks ehh.

haha.and Sunday, meet up cousins for jemputan.

haha,kecoh when meet up with nicholas.

never fail to kutuk me.and never fail to condemn and kutuk people.

siak betul.

so family event on 1Sept.

karoakeing or bowling ehhh?

and monday.

hmmm.never go class.AGAIN!

hahaha.and dang.skipped UT.

i can jollywell wave goodbye to a good GPA.

Year2Sem1 suxs.but the people and the memory are soooo gerek.

okie.

and and.since sunday night i been having dis super-ouh-pain backache sehhh,it doesnt help much when it comes with these chilly temperature.mcm nak deman badan.

but i still attend mrs samuel class.

class was busy preparing oral and here me and amna busy recalling our secondary school days.

best kan?

and soo.tuesday.

last IT security lesson.Thanks ehh felix.sooo generous.

so yanti,shaff and shimah and i had dis crazy moment in class, where we keep on making noise and laugh,trying our best to fight with felix.

had muchie donuts fiesta.and de cheese is nice..yumyum.

and shimah is leaving for bali.best siak.

haiz.we are sooo kecoh.

shitt gonna miss u all sehhh.haissss.

makk aiii.panjang kan entry aku.

and and lets end off with this..

ku mencintai mu lebih dari apa
pun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun
yang tahu
ku mencintai mu sedalam-dalam
hati ku
meskipun kau hanya
kekasaih gelapku
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hati ku
meskipun kau hanya kekasih gelap
kukekasih gelap ku
-kekasih gelapku, Ungu

rushing for more love

2007-08-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

a well spend wednesday i might say.
i love it.
went movie-ing with the babes and a dude.haha.
went rush hour3 with fatin&razan&ekin at cathay.
i swear i need someone to draw me a map of de town.
i cant even get de place rite.next time i wun want to decide the place sehh.
confirm satu satu hilang.

the new simpson's potrait...awww.

the fantastic four or wattt?

girls+toilet+camera=camwhore!
haha.

had late lunch at PS.its been a while since i stepped into PS.

shafiq den joined for dinner before they two guys left for Seram @ TAPAC.

cheh cheh..berbakat sehh member gua nie.

before dat met deiya and meme, who are joining us for Seram as well.

okie.so they were doin script reading on script called Ahmad written by nor Effendy in 1996.

the story goes around pisang and time and some cute lines.

hahaa.

having 5 guys calling each themselves ahmad was rather confusing but very hillarious lines and stuff.

so it was nice.and there were very intellectual discussion goin on after dat, i swear i dun understand most of it.

so yahhh.

nevertheless.i enjoyed meeting these favourite people of mine.

especially these babe:

i love dat pic of us.

and on monday.
lepak with the jellys.
hell.i din noe that tehre is such a fun place in IMM.so yah had our weird nights there.
especially me.
it was monday, but it wasnt blue.i was in this very high mood as always.singing in class and i started crapping to de jellys.and and..yar.like fyeza says,there was something weird goin on in my head :)
and tried taking a group pic dat din turn out well.hahaha.

yeayyy.
term break in like 4 days.
i mean still left for friday(tmr),monday,tuesday and thurday.YIPPEE.

ok people.
go have fun.
NOW!!

song for de heart.

2007-08-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

song for de heart.

Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik

Yang ada di hatimu

Tak dapat kusangsikan

Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu

Bukanlah diriku ..

Kini maafkanlah aku

Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu

Bukan santunku terbungkam

Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu

Maafkanlah aku..

Chorus :

Walau ku masih mencintaimu

Ku harus meninggalkanmu

Ku harus melupakanmu

Meski hatiku menyayangimu

Nurani membutuhkanmu

Ku harus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu

Yang mampu memahamiku

Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah

Yang sanggup menyanjungmu

Yang ramah menyentuhmu

Bukanlah diriku..

woops

2007-08-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

Tad Hilgenbrink

aint he de hot stuff?

yessss.
sizzz.

so anyway.
watched soccer.selanggor and singapore
for both the veteran players and the selection.
i dunno wth was dat
but apparently they had two match.
de first match dat i din catch was 1-0.Singapore won!!
den the second one.managed to catch it.3-1.Singapore won!!
yeaah,glory night.
okie de commentator pronounce precious's name as pre-cious.
and SAF as singapore air force. -.-
and and.he still have to announce the supporters were leaving de stadium when Singapore made the second&third goal.
they even throw bottles.wth.

one thing for sure, our players are tough.
and and, dey are definelty good looking.
lets say, we kill two bird with one stone..

okie
bye now...

2007-08-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

de prefect trio.

mira.fyeza.nurra.

jakons.
jellynauts.loves (:
ta-i-ti
the pros.

fireworks with jellynauts.
never got better being with dem.
its been A LONG time since i met nurra and roy.
haha.
marina promenade.walk thru de hutan.
lepak at marina.
bumping into people that are familiar is a bless.
new friends.and MOST nice ones was seeing bubul.
u grew sweeter and hope to bump into u in rp.

din went object oriented programmin on friday.
went johor-ing.
wat a luck...they run out of donuts!!yeah DUNKIN DONUT
bitch can.
mum, mak wan and aunt laila had relaxing moment.
they had their foot massage.

i wud love to, but i cant stand de ticklishness.
hahaha.
and again i had another firework suprise.
firework at danga bay.
and watching malaysia vs chelsea.it tickled my heart.

i want dat for my child tea party.
cute lah...

moooo

lovely day

2007-08-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

merlionster
meet my lovers
aint enuff...
we declare love.
lovely date with my bestie.we cant get enuff of each other.

went vivo-ing.did A LOT of window shopping.

as usual, went ben&jerry-ing.caught up with fatin and khairiah.

and again, we have never stop sharing jokes.

went leg dipping at rooftop.shares memories.and best.singing national day songs and many song.

loves.

and and.imran ajmain WAS at KRSS.dang...to think its a few stop away and dang, its my secondary school lah bacin.

i am fuming...

fireworks later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

HAPPY MIRA :)

2007-08-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

gambar nie cool can?

hahaha.i was saying, dis picture is cool.
i got de feeling, soembody took it. but who ehh?
to whoever that person is.THANKS
is it u naq?
haha

presentation slides are done way before 2pm.dat sound awesome.
and and..i feel like playing bubbles.anyone wants?
lets blow bubbles and blow all de sorrows.hehe

kamirandomah..dats is soo me:)

girls rox!!

2007-08-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

i love dis pic.i dunno why.

i believe there's a kid in everyone.

yeah.superman rox.he flys faster than ultraman.

more updates later..

off to sleep.

time check 12.20 am

i love making razan blush now.

and and.

2 more days.

i really need to do shopping.

money please fall.

i wish...

2007-08-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

okie.
i just read a blog of a close one abt this story that i am gonna share.
something i might say close to the heart, even if i have never been one, i guess i know how it feels.

there is dis young mom-to-be...she is labouring her baby till date,is abt 5 mths.
my gosh, i never imagine the happiness of being a mom, to have the little one living and depending on u for live and most importantly for love.the joy of knowing that u will have the little one belonging to u, to be loved by you and to be taken care for life.aint that so beautiful.
so well, the mom-to-be had her scan, excitedly to know her baby gender...it turned out to be a baby boy...mom-to-be is VERY VERY happy.its a boy and she was indeed very excited.but that wasnt all....the doctor had to break something worst that gonna change her life...
the baby..wasnt perfect..he has a brain tumor,cleft lip and the pallate as well, his left arm bended, and last thing was....a hole in the heart...

she decided to keep her baby, for he is her blood and flesh...but her desires will not be fulfilled.she have to finally let go of the baby. its taking a toll on her life as well as her baby,too much complication.when her water bag burst and the baby is out, she held de baby, and she cud see him, to many deformalities, but the baby has his daddy' face.
my heart goes out to her.

Amin.

GIRLFRIENDS ROX!

2007-08-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

Persahabatan yang indah telah terukir dari secebis senyuman

Kata manis dari detik permulaan dijadikan sandaran

Memori manis serta salaman pertama dijadikan permulaan

Permulaan satu ikatan tanda persaudaraan

Hidup ini penuh dengan liku-liku

Onak dan duri menjadi lumrah

Dengan pimpinan teman seperjuagan

Tiada lautan dan bara yang tak kami redah

Secebis senyuman menjadi pedoman

Tanda kesucian dan keikhlasan persahabatan

Negeri mana yang tidak ditumpah hujan,

Inikan kita, tidak lari dari kesilapan

Kata pujangga jadi ingatan

Ungkapan maaf jadi luahan

Kasih sayang tersemat indah

Menjadi sandaran kehidupan kita

Jangan kau ungkap kata perpisahan

Kerana perpisahan ini takkan terjadi...

"Selemah-lemah manusia ialah orang yg tak boleh mencari sahabat dan orang yang lebih lemah dari itu ialah orang yg mensia-siakan sahabat yg telah dicari" -Saidina Ali

decited to all my GIRLFRIENDS!
from me, to let you know that u mean alot to me
thanks for making this all happen.

OUH LALALALA

2007-08-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

so ystd was J.U.M.P
so went 'clubbing' style at school lawn wif fave.
basically,fatin,deiya,shah,ekin,shafiq and huda joined us.
got our shirt,damn mine look like pyjamas.wrong size.dang.
later i have de pic i will upload.
so in de meantime, no updates for JUMP.

and now,
dis is how i spend my wednesday!
girls day out with darling naq and fatin
went vivo-ing.
laughs here and there mcm org gile.
ALONE was okie.
naq and i have sudden shouts.hehehe.and de ending quite dissapoinment.
hehehe :)

i love weddings now.

2007-07-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

so yeah.we had our sisterchick's bro wedding.
abg fiza kahwin lah.
hahaha.and we are there to eat and have fun and catching up and laugh.
went with mom and kin den joined by jellynaut den left with sisterchick.
i officially love attending wedding WITH FRENS oni can?
and minus all the makciks asking updates abt us.when we are oni eighteen.haha

soo the reception had dis jawa arts,kuda kepang and barongan.
BARONGAN for goodness sake.i swear i was screaming..inside my lil heart.
i swear i can just cry looking at that.especially when de person with de mask came up to our table, even thou i have roy and nurra infront of me.i swear dat is freaking scary.and de barongan had dis lion dance look alike thing.OMG.and to think i am a jawa, dats de culture.hahaha.contradicting kan?
hahaha.and i love ghazal boys!!!
SENI BOYS TURN ME ON!!
haha.so de reception had a live ghazal band.awesome lah kan.and and...de music are nice and de players too and and..wooo.de ghazal players are freaking young.u must be thinking all de mature man playing...but but they are YOUNG.poly students kind of age.
i like.

tapestry cum ppp outing pics will be uploaded soon.
and KNOCKED' UP is nice...
and i feel like getting pregnant but not giving birth.mcm paham
and people i want to see fireworks.
and there is J.U.M.P coming up.

somebody...i need black jeans.
and i LOVE wearing baju kurung.
so selamat hari raya.

BRATZ AFFAIR

2007-07-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

BRATZ make girls high!!

okie but BARBIE still rocks.

and i digging my BARBIE dat wears a purple baju kurung.

i swear i wasnt paying enuff attention in class.

on hand on de mouse the other on bratz.

if i got a d grade i will be ok, coz i noe its my fault.

but BRATZ are really fun.

and i wanna play more..

okie.see dat pink paper girl

that is stompAids flyers,

shaff,shimah and yanti and i are planning to join.

NO.we have signed up.and we are delighted.

WAY TO GO MYSS!!

and i am cloud nine.

you got me sucidal bebeh.

i hope dis is de beginning of everything,

i was abt to tell syg that i wanted to give up.

so SYG!!!! syg seribu kali syg.

woohooo.

salam sayang...

2007-07-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

these picture is so ber-class, i like.boleh buat album lah siak.

i SAYANG semua.

picture nicely editted by ekin,thanks.

finally.

it have come to end.

well honestly.i am not prepared to leave every memory behind and open a new chapter,

well this might be an ending but hell, it is just a beginning lah ehh.

well. seriously, i have been putting up dramas to conceal the sadness, but it is not helping me too much coz, everyday, i am being reminded of these memory.

in almost all our conversation, we tend to use the lines in de script.using it too much that it feel it is already part of me.

thanks to all these sweet memory.

MAK KAUUUU!!!!!!

sikit nye emo.

since 22/07:

well anyways, i love my ppp crews sooooo very de much.

dinner at simpang to celebrate the end of the ppp journey.

and we had sooo much laughs.

and on monday, caboting school ramai2.well 6 of us at least.

hushhush.

tuesday. finally a time wif girlfriend razan.heart to heart talk kerr?

meet up sisterchicks for dinner.

late night chaats.

i thank ALLAH for what have happened to me.and thanks for bringing these people into my life.

i sayang razannadiahwirni'arifahnaqfatinshahmemeekinakhbarshafiq

My Sweet Memories;PPP

2007-07-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dearest PPP crew,okie.let get to business.

well we did well both for company preview as well as the school.

we come together earlier april/may knowing nuts

but now, we are here blowing everyone away, at the very least.

indeed, we have grow well and we are getting close.

and to think, after sunday, will we have time for each other anymore?

treasure these last few rehearsal.

i owe u guys big time.

messages:

to this dearest bunch of people.

you have changed my life eversince, we have been coming together,having fun,laughing our ass of,late nite dinner, late nite discussion, a whole day of laughter, a day of tears and i swear there is NEVER a day that i din treasure.

people!!you have improved drastically.and boy, i am glad that everything is falling into place.

thanks for memorising your lines, thanks for getting into roles,thanks for crying and shouting and screaming and making you drag the big telur chair all over the day.

and i apologised if i have hurt you through my comments and actions.i am sorry if i pushed u guys too hard, sorry if i scold you, sorry if i call u names, sorry if ter-curse you.

whatever it is;

good lucks for this upcoming show and may u achieved whatever desire u have.

and and, boy, u did great guys.

hugs and kisses.

fark PMS

2007-07-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

urghhh...

i hate PMS!!!

why why why????

i hate PMS or anything related.

URGHHH,

why de **** i must get so affected by this..

i hate it when i cry suddenly,

i emo-ed suddenly

i random-ed suddenly

i worried easily.

i hate it most when i start to CRY!!!!!!

why why why??

conclusion: I HATE PMS!!!!!!

PESTA PETI PUTIH

2007-07-05T10:39:00.000+08:00

TAG OR EMAIL/MSN ME FOR TICKETS AND DETAILS.

birthday princess

2007-07-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

some overdue pictures and birthday wishes,
sorry for de delay..

dearest juu's bdae
16th June. darling fatin's bdae
26th June.
honey wirni's bdae
29th June.
SAYANG Deiya's bdae
1st July.
ps: to all my these special girlfriend.please keep in mind dat i love you soo

The Showdown....

2007-06-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

PESTA PETI PUTIH
REPRESENTING REPUBLIC POLY

2007-06-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

i am tired.
i am beat,
please,give me a sign......!!!!

URGHHH

discipline mira!!!!

hapus aku-nidji

2007-06-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

faizal, u just blow me off..

and...

"Yakin kan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarlah waktu, waktu
Hapus aku

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarlah waktu,waktu
Hapus aku."
-nidji.

whoopeeedaadoodee

2007-06-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

okie.
my house electricity power tripped.
haha.it happened thrice at 11.30pm, 12.30am and 12.45am and then it can never be fixed.
so me and ibu had to sleep in the heat?
SERIOUS seh.
and i keep on fanning myself and thus resulting no sleep till 4.30am
why?
cause bro just came back.so he was plugging out the wires and everything, untill his third try den we have electricity.
and fan is working.i was like OOOWWW fan..haha.and i was sure i was smilling when i went to bed.haha.

so ystd PPP meeting,
was a little bit mendak.
BECAUSE nobody was in de rite mood.
so we did postioning and more discussion.but nevertheless,it carved a smile on me.
they people never fail to cheer me up.
de heaches wasnt helping, halfway thru notes, i fell asleep.
which make me high after the nap.
like opss.early dinner with wirni and faatin and naq and 'arifah.
arcade-ed.haha.yeap we went arcade!
we went hunting sara lee.and den de rest get it for father day as well
haha
cute lah.and super-marketing have never been fun with dem
haha.

rushed down to west coast(Ayer Rajah foof Centre)
for juu bdae celebration and last gathering with yat.
allah! yat!!!
see lah what have u done.haiyah...
and they dinnered and me bringing de cake for dearest juu and den we lepak.
we played the silly all time fave game, de animal game.hehe and the all time fave but stay away game.
truth and dare.no i shud say is as truth and double truth.
it makes us noe each other, more bonding lah katekan.
haha.

bumped into yanti..lucky somebody spot me or else i wun even notice yanti.
awww i miss all my W66G babes (shaff and yanti and shimah and shama)
hehehe.
i cant wait for class tomoro.
but i dread it.
i cant wait to kecoh kecoh!!hehehe.

and razan is back
whoopeedoodaadeeedoooo
haha.:)

2007-06-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

PICTURES OF MY LOVE ONES.

venue:TAPAC.
camwhoring was never bored yah noe.haha.
see how drama mama.
i love dis pic a lot
LIKE REALLY A LOT!!
can we have a formal picture taken WITH ALL the crew next training.
wooohooo.

and dese picture actually sum up my date!!!
i love dese girls to the core okie.
it was SisterChick Date after soooo long.
but it wasnt a full squad.HAIYAH.
but still we enjoyed each and every min of company.
.had lunch at Seoul Garden at marina.hehe.sisterchick and seoul garden is like in de blood.
den we walked to boat quay to chill at coffee bean and definelty enjoy the scenary.
i, no we were overdosed with laughters and not forgetting snippets of dillemma wanita.haha.

i love my girls sooo much.haha.
see.i am sexist.Whatever.

and babe razan is on her way home now.
i cant wait to see u seh.and definelty PPP training again tomoro.
again a hell loads of laughs again
and dinnering with buddies(a moment of sadness)
haiyahhhh.

and APM is like bored ok?
maybe no, not maybe.THEY CUT A LOT!!!.
haiyahhh.and how come aznil and fiza and suhaimi and rika appear lesser.huh?
wahseh.dun like dat lah.
yar yar, there u say, u shud get tix, but still....
haiyah..

hmmm.
another announcement.
launched.

roller #2

2007-06-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

okie the next song stucked in me is NowWhy2 by OAG
actuali it was nawaitu.when u listen den u noe lah ppl.:)

okie.
i might sound damn sexist now,
haha.yar yar.some ppl say i am already sexist.
yeap especially when i planned outings and den i say, no boys allowed.
wah wah sexist ehh.
so finally. i have decided!for now.
and i watched WHI(wanita hari ini), so they were discussing de role of a father since Fathers' Day is coming.
so they are saying, if a daughter who have lost a father at young age, she basically tends to be dominant. and she feels that she doesnt even need guys to support her because she have been seeing her mom as de hero of the family.
hmmm.i dunno,and i think it was partly true.

okie so what happened to me for de past three days or soo?
i have been be a freaky girl, whom she dun even understand what she feels and what she wants.
LIKE YAR!!
and i have been feeling like a loser somehow.
and i noe.DONT.but i cnat help it but to feel dat way.
SHITTTTTT!!!
and i have made a decision.

okie whatever(baby ally style)

so training at tapac was cool.
everyone was in de mood to do more.haha.
and standing in was supppperr effing tired.
and i was half drained and migrained halfway.
haiyah.
de room too cold i think.and i have feel so remorseful that we come late for the training.
we are sorry.really am.
and we had lunch at amoy street food centre.de ayam penyet was somehow weird. yarr. but to see 'arifah and ekin and akhbar finishing de chicken till it bones, i was like ouh ouh. and yar. we had chocolate ice kachang too.
and we did a lot of things.especially laughs.
wif silly comments.and critics.haha.
i suke sgt222...
9am to 9pm really drained me.and walking back to esplanade was wahhhweeewooo.

weds.
two meeting, and a date in a day.
i was late.
my second meeting was more of a date rite wirni.
we did A LOT of bad stuff.hehe.
and we have a lot of catch up to do.
and i think wirni, we are getting closer, better and tighter than what we had earlier in first sem of year one.
thanks babe.
and another date!!
with dearest FARISHA.
yeayeayea.finally i met her after like a thousand days.
serius,i miss her.and dinnering and catching was de last few thing i would like to do before school starts.
and we shared a lot and some spicy secrets.woops.hehe.
love u babe.
and to dat farisha, u dun b too notty.GO DOCTOR PLEASE!!

okie so what happened today.
i will update de pics once i have it.too much to speak for.
nurul ashikin and norshafiza is love.
and i cant wait to see u again.i think in another 10 hours rite?haha

thanks to ppl for listening and telling how stupid i was.thanks so much

now it just me and me and....

my babes and girlfriends.

it have ended,

song of de week

2007-06-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hikayat Cinta

6ixth Sense

Takdir pertemukanku dengan dirimu
yang membuat aku jatuh cinta
malam gelisahkanku tentang bayangmu
yang hantui setiap mimpiku

takdir yang bisakanku
dengan dirimu saat ini

ketika kuterbuai dalam lumrah
takdir cinta di hatiku

c/o
aku mencintaimu merindukanmu
menginginkanmu
pasti takdir tak bisa
pertemukanku dengan dirimu

holidays.second tots.

2007-06-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

okie.
can i say i hate holidays??
urghh.i have turned into a bummer.
like wat bestie says.
i hate it when i spend most of my time sleeping.
see.how um-productive i am.

serious shitt seh.
i mean it.

okie ugly confession.
i hope like preety late today
den i got on de net settle some stuff, feed myself with news and then eat watch dramas
and then i sleep again and then wake up to attend tuition.
and freak.i din even concentrate, i was busy decorating my foolscape paper and my mind was thinking abt razan.i miss razan. and then i sms her.eat cadbury choc alone coz amna is not in class.and it was freaking cold and it stinks like what mrs samuel said.l

-.-

i am soooooooo NOT productive when it is holidays.
and holidays mean WAR.

WAR as in time.
ibu complains i am not at home most of de time.
ibu complains with whatever i am doin
ibu complains when i hog on the net ALL de time.

COMPLAINTS COMPLAINTS COMPLAINTS!!

urghh i hate lah...

and besties we having date!!and yeay.like finally.
woohoo
okie chit chat wif bestie fyeza at 10pm was craziee.
she look like some woman just been doin housework all day long.like u look shaggered.looked like u have been OPPS.haha
CONFESSION and SECRETS.
haha:)
pathetic bummers meet up. we were supper-ing on chocs bread(bonjour) and vitasoy.
waduhhh!!

and i in love with de song.
my fave for a moment.
de bold parts especially.
yarrr.

GSC is love too.
Gerhana Ska Cinta

cant wait for July to come to an end.
till den..
i will wait...

if being in love is about being in silence...
i will just be mum.

roller#1

2007-06-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

i just ended my yahoo and googleing seesion,
and i am kinda tired.haha

juts finished you-tubing sepet as well.

and APM will b shown on Suria dis friday i guess.
and see my boy..

and some artist that i am proud of still.
worth my vote.i send in only one but nyah.
like IMRAN AJMAIN.yeayyy.
he looked kinda shagged, but still he melts.
and he look ubberly cool and seeezzz hot on Suria Segar.
SITI still win.yeayeay.dats my girl lahh.
and MAWI too lah. and M.NASIR and KD.wooo

okie.
ystd was fun.
PPP was fun except we were 'nottty'.
haha.and brick games are fun!!
but to some, it make dem drop their waterface, but wierd they still wants it.
ahaha.
meet my some old-yet-happpening-still missing bunch of people.
the sexy crew.
haha.hmmm.kathy wasnt there:(
so who was here??
hmm juu and i had to wait for de guys like terribly long.
so me and juu had beard papa while lepakking at parkview parde(i dunno).de one opp raffles hosp.
haha.watch some cranky vids before heading to have our lunch and wait for lyd.sexy hair!!
walked all way from bugis to clarke quay, where we sat by de river and played some silly yet challenging game.Chop Chilli Chop. and dis animals games which was introduced by sol..
it was a pleasure meeting dese kids, and getting cranky was fun.i still miss dem.

and
thoughts we running loose in my mind,
there were tons to think abt, reall lots.
and to some people, there were just ignorant.
but i was at fault,i am sorry.

and thanks.

and razan will be back real soon.
i cant wait to see her, and her cheeky smile and everything abt her.
babe i miss you.

and to dearest pryncess deiya,
Alhamdulillah...its done.and i am smiling at you like there is no end...

i thought i would just give up...
i am tired...

2007-06-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

have u experience a day with a whole loads of emotions.
and seriouly it was worst than falling in love or falling out of it.
den i might say mine was a whole roller coaster of feeling.
it was a thrilling one i might say.

anyway.i am not in de mood to update.
so read deiya's
she have a great account of what happened ystd.

i am in a sneezy mode.haiyayy.

i want my kampong boy please.

------------------------------------------------------------
malam yang sunyi bagai memahami keadaan ku
Gelapnya malam seperti kegelapan yang sedang aku lalui
Sejuknya nya malam bagai terasa kepedihan hati ku

if only dreams are tommorow trailers...

2007-06-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

i love today!!
there are many reasonssssss that make me smile like crazy

i watched Kabil Khusry Kabil Igam
i wore skirt to school*double grinn* like finally.
lunch cum dinner was treated
i miss ---- ------
I FEEL SO FEMININE!!!!

so anyway met wirni.our date was to lepak at sch and do some discussion.
but we werent alone, deiya and akhbar was here too.to keep de atmosphere alive.
so anway.after a discusiion*ehem*
everybody went to their own world.
wini with her blogskin and two lovers watching just follow law.
and I.yeap and I. watched Qabil Khusry Kahbil Igam alone.yesh Alone.so i was feeling alone.
i swear i had de best movie that made me cry a losing my control.DROP MY WATERFACE!!!haha.its was bad enuff dat i cried, and my nose too.contribute to de wetness. the story was super sedih.and akhbar and wirni laughed when they see me crying my eyes out.and THEN!!they had deir turn.Deiya and Wirni CRIED TOO!!!haha.akbar step macho never cry.hahaha
IT WAS SUPER SAD.and i was just hearing and not even watching also made me cry so u noe how sad lah kann.

then as per normal...
you noe.i overdosed with lame jokes and laughtes and and my babes are my candy.
seeing deiya and wirni make my day sooooo much.i wish de time wud stopped for a moment.
and wirni has a cam-whored addict.haha.i love her to de max.i hope things gonna b orite honey.aku syg sgt kat kau.and i will miss you.haha

and thanks deiya!!thanks for LJS.
and now i am thinking whether to attend de PK esok.
coz i noe deiya and akhbar realli wants me 2 be there rite??hahaha.dun b shy.
and we did a very awkward yet sensational discussion.
about PAK PAK BING BING!!marriage.hahaha
its so fun.
i soo like de part when "YES AH" and a pucnched to mother in law.
haha.oni some ppl noe.haha.

okie shud i attend tomoro???
please give an answer.pretty please.

i love dis pic.and how deceiving my eyes were.
i swear i just finished crying.and dat makcik beside me,is soo in de cam-whoring period.!!hehe

if only love can speak.
will you answer my call....

2007-06-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

these are de pics to actualli sum up my tues meeting.
basicaaly we used de TRCC,yay.
haha.girl and cameras are soooo inseparable, but still i am still a camera-shy person okie.

i love my babes!!!
alalala.sweet okie.haha.we were drafting out something.ehhemehem.haha
my SM and PM
ouh.so drama-mama sehhh
us at kiddy.haha.i love her can?

she is just one strong person and babe.

hearing you out and to know it helps u, i am really thankful.

i hope i said the right things and i will love you no matter what okie syg.

so i will update another post for wed meeting as well.

with love

letting you leave my memories was hard,

but i thank God that i met you...

unfair..i am married.

2007-06-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

okie.
so today was monday.and still is a monday.
had committee meeting with de people.
mary and ezzah and fatin and yun and liyana and huda and suhaimi and saiful.
okie so many and.like dis surely fail english.
haha.
so we planned and planned with a lot of suggetion and collision of idea.
but alas we finally cmpleted a plan.and i think we did it, but still we got another whole lot of hearts to win.*cross fingers*

and PP is not accepted.hey faster sehh

PPP meeting/training tomoro.
and and i soo need guidance.
and wirni.please dun stress coz u make me wanna stress too and when this happen i will start my stupid antics,again.
and crews.its time to kick butts.haha.
okie
AND i am sorry to have troubled u guys alot.

so i was reading EH! magazine date august 2006.i noe its soo long ago.
and babes(PPP), after this production i got plans.how bout we staged something abt 5 types of guys tat we shud stay away.and i soo got the materials.haha .but whatever it is its FOCUS FOCUS now.haha.

okie.i am supposed to b working on something now.
but i have a weird thing to share,
this afternoon i had a dream/noon-mare
haha.
i was married.
married to a t______t.
i was running finding a place to hide.and dis person helped me soo much.
and to think of it, i told deiya dat i want a garang or fierce boifren and sooo t______t is tooo extra scary for me.
haha.

and out of random.
my mom is SOOOOO loving my bro.
and you are rite.you smell jealousy.
she asked me whetehr i want to eat dinner, and so she suggested that she decided to goreng telur and kicap
and i am definelty fine because i wasnt in de mood to eat so yeah i love kicap.
BUT.
when my bro came home and says he wants to have dinner. she COOKED for him!!!!
yeah she cooked asam pedas which i sooo not like.
okie.
shuddup mira!!

bye.

till the seas never drys.
till then, this feeling will never stop.

wahhhh...

2007-06-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

its weird.u noe.how sometime u see some people should end up together but it never happened??

okie.PPP meeting ystd was de awesome and dramatic one
OMG.i am soooo drama mama with wirni and darling fatin.
CREW was very very nice.dey did well with everybody JIWA-ing de character.
den we have our own gems.Sheqal.awww.dier hott seh.and he is oni 3.
kecoh giler.haha.and we rushed to airport to send razan.we reach airport like 5.50pm and she is checking in at 6.00pm.we running up de esc and rushed thru de crowd.oh man.touching maut okie.den we dinner at viewing mall.bumped into bitch!haha.phat i rindu u sehhhh.and lets really really go out.
so i am gonna let pic speaks.haha.I LOVE YOU!!!!

awww.seeeweeet can?
tahukah anda kami juga menyediakan kursus-kursus penyediaan utk alam perkahwinan dan alam ke-ibu bapaan.:))

haha.lame lah aku.
EHHH.why i amm sooo kena related wth patrick huh????
haha.first my sem2 people called me dat, den ppp crew somehomw kenakan me ystd.haha
ouh man.i am soooo goofy.haha
but heck.patrick is cute can?

ok chowz
i am soooo in angry mood.
i just snapped and shouted and my bro.
PADAN MUKA!!!!!
hahaha

was it meant to end dis way?
was it a sign that i ignored?

blupblup

2007-06-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

i want my own set of Puteri Gunung Ledang Love Story.
i want!
i want!

a love that is full of sacrfices and full of obstacle.
a love that was meant together but never had a happy ending.
a love story that touch lives and full of passion.

fulllamak.jiwang kape....

Puteri Gunung Ledang will always be a favourite movie of mine.
and i bet sisterchicks crews had been addicted to it too.
cmon we did a KR re-enactment version of it with a lot if mahjong paper that is filled with de lines.
how we spend late afternoon, pausing,rewinding and forwading the vcd to get the lines.
and how we spend the afternoons shooting the scence.I LIKE.
and
and
the musical?yeap we save our money just to go and catch it.we were PGL maniacs.hahaha
and how i drool over de sultan,woops.haha

okie.dats all for now.
i think i am gonna sleeeeeep early tonight.

and i think i am changing.
i having this goldfish memory goin on inside me.
like serius.and i give damn stupid remarks.
and doo things that are quite. no i mean very embarassing.
and.

okei.
ever wonder what does your moles mean.
i am offering a free 'tell-me-what-my-mole' means.
so nudge me.or tag me or whatever.haha.

to give a brief introduction.some facts are in malay,coz i dunno how to translate.
this is what my moles means.
i have moles at

my topright upper lips : byk rezeki and smart *ehem ehem*
bottom left lips : pandai bicara, tak mudah kalah - smart talkers and dun give easily.
left shoulder : suka kerja keras, banyak tangungjawab - hardworking and many responsibility
right side of my neck : cerdas, jujur, berani menderita - smart, honest and willing to suffer
right lower arm : setia dan taat pada atasan - royal to authority *i wonder*

in muacks2 mood.

2007-06-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

okie
i am squeezing some time to update dis blog.
haha.u noe dere is these pleasure that u get when u have the chance the update this personal space if yours.and it doesnt mattter if people gonna criticise on what u write.like WHATEVER PEOPLE!
haha.
okie.so today is de last day of lessons.
TERM BREAK.yeah bebeh.haha.
yeah yea boleh bangun lambat:))
so anyway lass was damn pathetic.oni 12 people turned up for class. and two left.so make a class of 10.hehehehe. -.-
database system was kinda OK. back to SQL.tell me abt it.
and to shaff and yanti and shimah...susah gila dok.
haahaa.

anyway.dis gonna be a lot of damn random post.like very very.
so anyway tomoro silat IVP will commence so good lucks to feelllow SELATRA people and you know who you are. and not forgeting to my one and only bestie.i am sooo roooting for u bestie.
SHOUTS OUT TO : NURUL ASHIKIN BTE SAMSURI!!REPRESENTING M.I..:))
all de best bestie.
and what else.ouh tomoro.Bahas 4PM preliminary round.soooo GOOO RP!!
SHOUTS OUT TO: NURUL FATIN, EZA ASYRANI,ROHONI aand NURUL...show dem bebebebeh.haha'
and my dearest razan will be leaving for UMRAH sok.so i doa and doa.:)huggies okie

okie.i am supposed to finish typing my RJ and now what i have done to my time.haha
heck.
and and some random facts.
the laksa yong tou fu is nice sehh.
and my class is freaking cold.
like relli super super cold.

THANKS FIZA!:)

okie i am getting ready to meet my Crazy PPP crews.cant wait.
to disturb wirni esp.she is attached,ALHAMDULILLAH.now cannot rogol-mengrogol.haha.

gua bingit!!

2007-05-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

i dunno ehh.
i have lost de enthusiasm to study oredi.
lesson is either too difficult or too boring or too merepek or maybe it lies in de group formation and even de grades that i have been getting or even de facilitators.
all i want was to stay in school but not in class.
and i feel like having morePPP meetings,cause dats when i will b able to let myself free.
and damn i misssed it.
java was preety okie on tues, but i maybe it just me having dese negative stupid attitude.
I AM SOOOO TIRED sehh.
people are not soo supportive nowadays.
and i feeel so damn pissed.
i cant help it sehh.i need to sleep now.i mean it.
i really reaaly mean now.

okie.
snappped.
shaff and shimah self declared holiday startson tuesday.yeay.
and yanti is kind enuff to come to class.
and so i assume i am gonna be in class on friday. like with who??
yar.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i need a change of blogskin.like serius seh.
anybody helpppp.?

i love my new personal message.
teeshirt jeans girl.
:))

and sooo.
two days for rest.
like errr today and thurs.
okie so had lunch with razan.
RAZAN I AM SOOOO GONNA MISS YOU
i hate it when u are mad but i love it when u agrees with me
i hate when u are pissed but i love when u start being random
i hate when u are not here but i love to know that you gonna miss me.

bammmm
i noe people are against me dis few days.
i can sense it.U dun have to tell me.
I am sorry thuis have to happened.

okie.
so i stepped to town like FINALLY
meet up with nurra and fyeza
and fyeza joined her Dago for dinner while nurra did some shopping hunt
i need a new bag.
would someone lend me $50??
my bag has a hole now..
:(
haha.i cant deny i love shopping but shuck no money.
I wants to cut my hair.
haha.i noe.

i love you lah fyeza but i hate you for cancelling de photography date
nyehnyeh.
so we complains about how brothers are nicely treated by mothers
LIKE SERIOUS!!
her mom and my mom make a good pair.
haha.
we are victimised and now i cant deny i am goona be a lil bit sexist.
i am gonna say I hate boys...
see what dey done.
FYEZA!!lets write a book abt how to survivor as sisters.haha
wahlahhhhh.

i swear its fading.
i guess its over.
till i meet u again

2007-05-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

life have been extra lovely.

rite people.

cmon.

sat had meeting wif cik anuar.

I LOIKE CANNNNN?? wahhh.very hardworking crew.i like:)

as blur as the girl wif black tudung.but i still sayang.

so den left my PPP team and headed marsling for CDAC
Volunteer Nite
It was fun to get back together with my crazy bunch of SLC.
I like.and i like de lucky draw.and the card.and the people and de food and de games
we palyed game like musiclicious.LIKE WOW

our thank you card.

maya and her lucky draw gift.hehe

and i date shikin on sunday,
get some love stuff for shikin and do some survey.
hehe.
i was searching for naq's and fatin's earphone but cant find.
dat makes me double heartbroken.
and some news too.
haiz...

so i bought these two over the weekend.
okie please!!somebody can slapped me.
i have been shopping blindly.
and dis gonna be de last thing i buy dis May okie?
haha
you couldnt less agree with me but all these things are cute:))

cute kan kental???

and akhbar have been complaining
he said i sound so drama mama now a days
and deiya complains that i am more vulgar now.so full of angst.
am i???

lets break the silence
let break the space
and
lets love blossom in the presence
of our silence and space....

2007-05-25T15:30:00.000+08:00

okie.

today IT security class like damn early okie.

and no one is oin class, everybody left so early.

and i have to stay for my PPP meeting

and damn.PP haven do.haha.

my internet page is being a bitch dat i have to use the school laptop, but lucky the better Acer not the IBM with loose screen.

okie life has been hectic eversice God noes when.

i safely say that i am in love with my life eventhough its kinda sucky at times :x

and i am greatful that my lovely girlfrens are here to be my me.

haha.and sorry to some girlfriends if i am being a bitch at times, hurting you at times.

i am sorry to my almost-hard-to-meet or now-longer-meet-girlfriends..i am sorry.

i have changed and i dont know whether its for the good or worst.

*crossfingers*

and i realise how hurtful truth was and reality do bites.

bites hard.too bitter to swallow.

dont blame anyone or even fate.

have faith in all that had happened,

we are being test to bring out the best and to stay persevere and resilience.

sesungguhnya kite di uji kerana keupayaan kita, dan janganlah merungut.

and yarr.

CMON PEOPLE!!
GET UP AND STAND UP.

CHIN UP AND LOOK FAR.

weet.okie.

on a lighter note,

the phantom of the opera is superb can.

anything free is NICE.

Blades of Glory is nice too.

super shaming story.go watch okie?

so.

yah.hmmm.

what else to say and share.

my class,is awesome.hahaha

especially, my yanti and shaff and shimah!!

haha.

i thought we moved on

but too bad...

u left me far at the back...

i am just watching you from afar...

2007-05-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

i had sooooooo much fun!

earlier in de afternoon, i went watch blades of glory with aunt laila.

den had lunch but kinda stop eating wen cik heri called and say he got two tix to PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.

like WAHH.

so rushed home and changed to go and watch.

and damn i am sleepy now.

will continue later in class okie??

got myself phantom mask necklace.aww.

and i had sooooo much fun in theatre.

all i asked

was just a simple affection...

2007-05-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

ibu is weird.
like she get angry when i dont want to eat.
like OH MY!!
yahh.

okie.saturday was LOVE!
i missed hanging out with girlfrens.
and i missed de feeling of going out on Sats.
ouh MY.where have I been all dese while?missing my saturday funs.
nyeh.
note: i am looking forward to have saturday outings. you dont have to have boyfriend to go on saturday ok syg.
haha.

anyway.date wif razan.more like study date.
razan had to study for her test.and she have like 12 more surahs to study.
ALL DE BEST LOVE.
like normal, we bitched around.and we share a lot.a lot.dirty lil secrets too i guess.
i so loving you okie.
and love my overall too.haha
and i think i have a loving sensation growing among my Pentas Karyawan babe.
esp nad and razan..
and de whole geng cann??
PENTAS KARYAWAN IS LOVE...rite?

and i went over to FYEZA plce
and yah i miss you damn a lot.
and i miss hanging on ur bed,and i miss laughing wif you.
and sorry u have to mengidam ben's and jerry for a longer period of time.
and you didn have a decent pic taken.
and i love you de way you are
and thanks for bringing back de primary and secondary school old time fave song
and thanks for singing out loud together
and thanks for being my ex-wife/husband.
and thank god i met you.
and berape byk and darrr

i love my girlfrens.

and soo my another girlfren deiya, said dis dat make exhilarated gilerr

/'DeiYa'/ sugarprincess.daGIRLwitEpinkLANYARD says:
one day i'll draw inai with u.. and while im drawing u can imagine ur persandingan

why bother a boyfriend when you have your girlfriends ?

i officially taken-ed by my many girlfrensss!

i will choose to stay for a moment more,
to even see if my presence make sense to you,
to even see whether i will always be the reason to smile

with love,

2007-05-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

before i even starts.
i would like to warn readers that dis gonna be a damn mixed emotion post.
i dun feel great today.seriously am.
so bear wit my cries.

but i would first re-cap on de great happenings in my life so far.
okie.i skipped school halfway before my mind and doul was not totally in class.
so we decide to skipped class.yeap my whole group.
who else if not my sweet girlfrens, yanti, shaff and shimah:)
we were practically laughing our arse off during second meeting and half of third meeting.
and den i left school with nadiah.yeap de sweet lil small girl.deiya.
yeap she oso left coz she wasnt feeling unwell.her heart was throbbing in pain- dat what she claim.hehe.
so we make out way to toa payoh to meet another sexy girlfren.razan.yeap,she wasnt in school so we decided to have lucnh at fork and spoon.and there goes our normal gossip and bitching moment.OPPS.
and yeah, there was dis once, a girl was hypher-ventilating in class cause i think she ran and had asthma.i assume. so i was like stunned can?and i was telling deiya dat i cant wait to shout out 'somebeody!call 995!' and deiya cant wait to shout 'somebody help me'.haha
okie den we went. errr.KBOX at toa payoh.
yeap.karoake babe.haha.we danced and ssing and shout our hearts out.like hell yeah lah.
its worth my money even thou there is a huge hole in my pocket now.but dis day will always be remembered babe!!minus de terryfying ending.shant elaborate.read deiya's blog to noe more.

and today,
bismuth was in RP.
so we soemhow had a 'gig' like in de afternoon.
i must say they have big and great talent.
and
we had RPMCG WELCOME TEA.
but no tea served!
okeii might say it was nice and great.
especially de spontaneous performance(skit) created by razan, 'arifah, nadiah and naq.
IT WAS AN AWESOME 10 MINS SHOW!
and i swear i was moved to tears.
and i wasnt in any mood like since after UT.
so dat explains my sulking face in pic and trying my nest to deny any photo taken.
but zul managed to snap stupid pics of de pentas karyawan.damn and how i hope it is not in mcg sharepoint*crossfingers*
so went hunting razan's mom handbag.it was a failure coz she dint get anything at last.
so no worries babes.u still make my day with ur silly gestures:)

okie now de damn rejected detested part of me.
today,somehow, somewhat, something had made me feell like i am a loser.
something that made me drained
something that make me feel like i am a burden
i just have to say and keeping saying sorry for hurting you.
and i am sorry that i had to be dat bitch.
i am seriuosly feeling ratherly low.
and to people that are constantly around me, i just have to thank you for being here and lending me a shoulder, i tot i have learnt and grown and moved, but seem i was left behind.
i wish i could be a better person.

i think i had enough.
i had to learnt to stop running.
stop chasing.
stop loving.....

2007-05-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

these is somewhat people think abt me.
dis was taken ystd while i was browsing my album,
it was written last year, when it was de last few days in millenia inst.
so our malay teacher, cikgu marnee asked us to write what is our first impression to the person.
so here is some.where i find it rather true.
somewhat true larr.

i dunno whether you all can see.
the one that makes me think and laugh was a remark made by till-now-i duuno-who,
apparently she/he said that
'org ni cumer chat je tapi kat sekolah tak bebual ah.bebual sikit.tapi orgnye baik.Cool!'
[translation: this person only chat but at school talk a lil oni.but she is kind.Cool!]
and this staement had cause 3 people to agree as well.so i am wondering who are these 4 ppl.
but still. i love my memories at MI(toh tuck).
nyahh.

haha.okie.
practically i am bored today, so you noe, i have a lot to do:))
and i am still not doin it.
mira is lazy.
haha.
i hope my bro comes home late, so i can hog on de comp.
but no.he is back now.like after i finish typing dis.
NOOOOOO
shitt lar...

i'll be waiting.

with love,

2007-05-16T02:19:00.000+08:00

hello
its dam early i de morning, but i am still awake and a lot i running thru my mind. okie to be precise when i finished this sentence, its already two am. and gosh.my butterflies are flying violently.

and i seriuosly need to go shopping.
i have been losing my earstuds and i need to dress more feminely.
how i get jealous to see some plus size women dress more confidently and beautifully.
i have to stop my selekehness seh.okie bestfriends.i need my shopping.
but my enemy(time and money) just never gonna let me go.

okie so i wasnt in school on tuesday.yah.
it wasnt on purpose seh.
my alarm was not ringing and i noe its not a godd reason mira.and the headache late night i have been having also helps me seh.
but hey its a rainy morning seyy sayang.
haha.
i remember vividly that there was this point if time i was running in de rain which happened in my dreams, and thanks ehh, it was because i din close my windows and thus i had this feeling that i was wet.
haha.and thanks, shimah and shaff and yanti is not in class too.haha.see how notti are we.
wahcha.basically all de malay girls are absent.
OUCH!

okie
but i was kind enuff to make my way down to school
to attend Nadi Sastera Introductory meeting.
hahaha.baik sungguh kan aku.
and it was lovee lah seh.
some shocking news and yah.breathe in and out and its over.
and soo we continued introducing ourselves and NS have never been quiet.
it is always laughters and thanks to zul and dan for adding it more.haha.and we played Pyramid.and it is sweeet.
i remember playing it during my my first nadi.
and i was partnered wif razan and DAMN we were good.i remeber her face
when she asked me to guess Persatuan Permuda Pemudi Singapura.or something like that.
aku sayang kamu, my Nadi Sastera girlfriends.hehe
OPSS

and so...
i am tired.
and
damn.
i missed it.hahaha.
how i tried to make it last
i am scared its fading.
i hope its not
*cross finger*

okie chiow.
its oredy 2.15 am now.
i gonna watch my UglyBetty.
bye.

with love,

2007-05-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

okie.
currently, my mind is still lagg just like de internet connection in school.
which sux totally coz no access to internet.not no connection.but lag gile bab nye.
and currently de song that really suit my feelings is "Senyuman Ragamu" by Gerhana Ska Cinta.
SKA rox.

and i loving my hallucination.haha.
and i love my Saturday.THANK YOU PEOPLE.
okie.again another workshop for PPP and i loving it every bits.
we talked abt directing.and wirni if you are reading this,GET WELL SOON HONEY.
*random note and it really disturbing when something or someone gets into your way,and how much u really want things to work to plan but yah kite hanya merancang, DIA yang menentukan.
but i just cant stop feeling dat way, how much i tried to b optimistic, it just kill the hopes.i am sorry i have to feel that way.please change...*
but still on a high note, saturday gave me another whole loads or reasons to smile and believe.
cmon.be realistic babe.but who cares. only the brave ones dares to dream. and that is what i am gonna do, although i noe it gonna end as soon as reality wakes me up.
DAMN!
haha.
a few of my babes noes what really make my day.
rite deiya and razan?
it gave me a -never-ending-smile- memory.
and like fyeza say, it might be just fate or fatal coincidence
'dengan secara kebetulan'
haha.it happens.and i swear i will remember it and smile abt it in times to come.

saturday.
you noe i must thank 'Arifah for the lovess.
running in the rain and soaking like 90% of myself is like a to-do list in year 2007.
i never felt this 'free'.i cant blame another person but thanking her and the PPP geng for the awesome treat.
like yeahyeah.
a lil gig dosage was enough for me.
a WHOLE DOSAGE with my lovely razan and deiya never gonna kill me.
i would pay my life to be around my girlfriends and thanks for listening to my random-ness
like nonsense can?haha

and thanks to 'i-noe-who-and you-dont' stranger.
you gave me an inject of the feeling i have lost for so many years.
it just a matter of time till it be gone:)

till then...
i love your name
sweaty palms and skipping heartbeat.

with love,

2007-05-09T16:26:00.000+08:00

okie
yeay.hahaha.slack time in school.
de feeling is so different.
no ppt no meetings to rushed.
went to school today to conduct de audition thingy.
it was fun and nice and relaxing moment.
haha.i was supposed to catch up on ugly betty, which i so not haven.haha
was busy entertained by all de music and jokes by deiya,akhbar and 'arifah.
audition was fun.but lepakking wif dese bunch were a-w-e-some.haha
reviewing session this friday.
so which means PPP meeting dis friday ok sweeties?
haha
dis means i ammmmm soooo packed.
haha.
tuesday- Nadi Sastera
Thurs-kidsRead
Friday-PPP
and darn. i still have PP to think abt.
u noe how sad a pathetic is dis.
haha.

okie.
year2 was like shitt.
i hate some lessons.
like hmmm.
i dunno.i love my group(yanti,shaff and shimah)
and with shama too
haha
like effing farrging when i dun ferk deserve a C for dis module.
i not boastful lah.but wth.i am bladdy sick on dat day.i was sneezing badly dat some classmates have to buy me tissue and i cant talk or laugh coz i will have difficulty in breathing and then u still blame me for not being vocal.
wth wth wth.

and tooot
i am in a jiwang2 mood.
no.stop it.
i just feel like singing all dese songs.
haha.
and its like finally i sang in school.i hardly sings coz i sux and i cant sing a bdae song rite too
-_-''pathetic gilerr.
hahaha

whatever.
okie i have a lott to update but heck.i will post dis first.
nehh

:))

2007-05-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

my hott girlfriend,gossipmonggers etc.
my w66G babes.and shama de hot mama is not in.except duriing networking.where we will have loads of funs.
and i cant stop having laughs with these grls.and one more week, we gonna be in different grp, no more gossip and critics.damn.

anyway.
first day of womanhood.AGAIN.
swings.
haha.
and i have new drug now.
"Izinku Pergi" by Kaer.
it has been repeating on my player since afternoon and my MP3 batt is dying.
its a sad love song that had made me moved to tears.
de last time i had tears listening to jiwang song was during sec.
HISTORY!
haha.
i miss my babes very much.

ok tootootoot
i hate dis feeling of being....
u noe.
how i wish*sometimes* that there will be a place where i will be alone.
cryng and searching desperately for something that is very dear to me.
where i will rant and talked on my own.
collecting memories that were once my story.
where no one is there to get hurt
and no one to be loved.....

2007-05-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

so YEAH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY IRYAN!!!!!!!
we, the happy jellynauts are proud of you.haha
so anyway,we the jellynauts do things beyond normal teens do.haha.
tell me, how will a teenager celeberate his legal 18th birthday??
haha.we tell u how we celbrate his bdae.
WE WENT HIKING AT MACRITCHIE!!
yeap we did.
i think we walked more than abt 8km?
erm....
haha
yeapp.we started our journey like 2.40?
and a five kilometer walk up to de HSBC TREE TOP WALK!!!!!
haha.and if i am not mistaken its just opened last year.if i am not wrong lar..
haha.i tell u.IT WAS FUN!
me and nurra and fiza must say we are 'pengecut' because everytime we sees monyet we will cuddle and even at the slightest strange noise.
I AM SERIOUS.haha.i remmeber at this side trail perling trail or something like dat, when we enjoying de swamp, suddenly there was a lot of monkey jumping around.haha.we started to move back and stay close together.haha.
den we proceed on to terap hut to celebrate ROY's bdae.aint we sweet.we have cake and sandwich and a sweet card for him, after stuffing ourself with de cakes we continued on with the trek.which have abt 2.5 km more.and we finally reach the small hut before proceeding de treetop walk.i swear it was de hardest walk ever, the hill was steep and like mun said 'boleh rase graviti'haha.it was hard and i was like a punctured tyre.haha.but it was worth it,

AND I HEARD NO LIVE TELECAST FOR APM.shitt.i noe its random.haha

okie back to de story.WE WERE HIGH on the tree top.seriously it was high!and it was fun fun fun fun.haha.rest for a while, and den proceed to JELUTONG Tower.which is a kilometer walk.haha.upon reaching, mun and roy start tehor barbaric thing-cut nurra's hair!haha.and den they fall asleep,de four of them sleepin and now i start my mission snapping their beauty sleep pic.haha.fiza was awken by de drizzle and started picturetaking and singing,haha.
we left the tower like at 7.15?i swear de whole place was dark and eerie.but agian de bdae boy keep insisting it wasnt dark enuff.haha.haha.de boys put pranks by hiding in de bush suddenly leaving the three girls starnded.thanks ehh..okie it was damn dark and all i cud see is white shoes glowing,haha.we exitted at no entry that lead us to civilisation.haha.

the end.hehehe:)

actualli more.see pic for more.

2007-05-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

err.

OUH yAR

last friday went back to bedok after to school to celebrate wan's and shukri's bdae.

we had a lot of fooood for a small family.

anyway HAPPY 16th BDAE SHUKRI. hope u will do well is exams and score well for n'level yeah:)

and HAPPY 21st BDAE WAN.hahaha.NS TIME BEBEH.hahaso yeapp.dats was how i spent my friday
and saturday was having some AWESOME wkshp at TAPAC(Telok Ayer Performing Arts Centre).
had fun time wif 'arifah,naq and akhbar.
i love de talks and esp the training session on sun.
and de cutest thing we did was that, we de RP gang wore gree on sun.hehe

and my adventure does end yet.
on monday, after MCG meeting which we started planning on having de actors have their own character so that they can menjiwai.and we are damn excited as we will meet again dis friday to do more m0re.haha.:)
and me and razan and deiya had dinner.fatin was not arnd coz she she is not in PPP but bahas.haiz.but still we will meet up soon.okie after dinner we wnet pasar malam and UK funfair.we girls are having de time of our life.but before that we leapk kat lib to do some talks and henna.hehe.UK FUNFAIR is syiok and deiya, i noe ur eagerness for vortex and razan, i dun care a ride man.haha

and i thanks these people for my great days.

loves:)

Dengan Secara Langsung-Imran Ajmain

2007-04-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

Dengan Secara Langsung
date:25thApril2007
venue:Playden,Old Parliament House.
its de best perfrormance.
an interesting and a 'tip-top' performance from the man himself,
it worth my nite,and i hope you like my gift :))
okie.i wont talk more.
memories sealed and kept.
and i cant wait for de repackaged album.like woooowaaa.

thanks girlfren
loves:)

Dengan Secara Langsung-Imran's Solo Showcase cum 26th Birthday

2007-04-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

Dengan Secara Langsung

Imran's Solo Showcase cum 26th Birthday.

wooops.

update later.

gtg.loves:)

keep staring okie??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMRAN AJMAIN!!!

2007-04-25T15:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMRAN AJMAIN.

so u have guessed it.its his birthday,happy birthday man.

Going to his first showcase cum his 26th birthday. i cant wiat and thanks grlfriend for making time to go with me.

sweetsss.

love:)

2007-04-23T23:57:00.001+08:00

I FINALLY GOT THE TIX!!

YEAH BEBEH
*do de happy gobbers dance*
hahaha

whatever it is.

i am fighting against myself.

something that i am unsure of.

but i am fighting it.

i tried... but its not gonna stop.

PRINCESS HANNAH

2007-04-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

hannah qistina humairah(in stroller) and hannah batrisyah.
hannah qistina humairah eating roti canai.
newly born(18th January 2007) Hannah Rafhannah.
sweet little hannah rafhannah.
these are all princesses of Hisdianna and Hamlali.
look at de family member names's start with H.
awesome kan.
anyway i am waiting for a perfect date to go over to Nilai to visit the dearable girls.

so went to get some stuffs from Dorothy and a mic headphone.

believe it.yesterday was the FIRST time i went out shopping alone.

do some shopping to treat myself.

now i have a new purse.weee

haha.

so anyway now still having java.like hahaha.

tak bother lah nari.i not in de mood.

i cant wait for my wednesday date!!

2007-04-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

yeah.
now i will love my wednesday so much.
coz no school!!mean can wake up late.haha.
and and i finally banked in my cheque
and and,i am finally going to imran's birthdaay cum mini-consert.
LIKE WAHHHH!!
haha.:))double grins.
weee.cant wait for it next week.
haha.yeap aku dah kemaruk.

so it has been 2 days since i was a year two student.
my class,situated at the very far end of the whole school building.
my classmates was awesome.
i guess we were preety fortunate that we started de first day with some games and in the end we started laughing to each other and crapping with one another.
so first day,OOP.object oriented promming basically abt java thingy.
i was pleased and excited for my grp,consists of me ,shaff,yanti and shimah.
we get along real easily,crapping thruput the whole meeting,commenting and giveing random remarks,and most importantly LAUGHING!we laughed a lot.eventhou we were stucked for meeting two.when we are about to start third meeting,almost the whole told mr hong dat we cant figure out,he decided to give more clues.so we figure out the codes and damn,we cant run it because we din save it at we did it on the wrong file.damn.haha.but since we have de codes.we were fast.hahaha.

day2.we had.erm.wat ehh.i forgot.haha.ouh.database system.
haha.out faci is soft and me and shimah and yanti and shaff again in one group.YEAHNESS.
haha.today i was de rascal.but i think my whole grp is,we are commenting and laughing and doing crazy things and we end the day fairly with a lot of laughters.and gaming.wahlaaa.
hahaha.i starting to love my newgirlfrens.but rest assured. i still love all of you.hahaha

so had meeting,MCG.a tensed one.so now preparing and gearing up for PPP(pesta peti putih)and SLA fiesta.
it hard now when u have two IG,like splitting urself.now i noe why back in sec days,its advisable to take one CCA.haha.okie.

a funny incident happened at the escalator.
haha.yeap de long esc towards W6.as soon as i steeped down from the last platform,the ecs stopped and thus leaving a group of boys to get stucked in the middle.and the were franctically shouting 'oi,oi'hahaha.
haha.:)

so bye for now.need to read up some stroy books.
stop surfing oredi beautiful people.give ur eyes a break:)
but shitt,i think i wanna play games.haha.
bye.

LOVES.

2007-04-15T13:50:00.000+08:00

okie i finaly put up a song in my bloggie.
it is one of my favourite songs.
since last two years or one?
fira yang kenalkan(my bro's ex)

the song is damn nice lah.
so tounching.meaning mendalam beb.
anyway i got lots of things to talk actuali.but i noe i am gonna type a few.
first thing first.I love this song tooo much..
and i had it on repeat mode in my MP3.it has been playing since last nite and till now.haha.
if the MP3 is alive i think it will sae dis 'cukup,cukup lah tu mira.penat aku asik putak ini lagu'
haha.translation:'enough is enough lah mira,i am tired of playing dis song over and over."haha.
lame nye aku.
and AAUD is back home:)
haha.went to fetch her yest,along with janice and emily who thought the whole class is there.haha.den nesha joined and not long haha came.
we were hiding behind de pillars to suprise aud but he father kinda saw us behind de pillar dat we run to teh other one.
it was damn damn funny man.we had late supper at bk which turn out to be a disaster.
A BIG S-O-R-R-Y goes to dearest haryati.i kinda spoilt her camera.no..nesha oso.haha.haha snapped a pic of me and nesha, and suddenly de camera off-ed and cannot on.OH MY.i told i dun want any pic dat night.haiyoh.now i feel damn bad,how?

and shitt!
TOMORO SCHOOL STARTS and i damn nervous and i cant wait to see fellow KR in RP.woohaaa.haha.
like i dunno which route to take?i dun wanna be late you see.
haha.and i am meeting emily and janice and aud to go sch tomoro.
arrghhh.damn nervous can.perasan freshie lak aku nie.

okie i was pissed on my way home yest.while i was queing for cab, i was ****ing standing behind dis family and this china or japanes lady just stand beside me.wth.think i wanna share cab ar?boleh blah!den wen as we moved infront,i tried my best to cover de gap so she cant cut me,i even look at her and give dis pissed look.wah she dun bother to go behind sia.so it was my turn to bored de cab,she just stand infront of me and took de cab.wahlauwey.
i feel like pushing her man.
see i am not dat nice rite?haha
damn pissed lah.

okie.i goin to have my nap now.haha
i noe.whatever.
bye.
loves.
AND PLEASE FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG

2007-04-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

hey.
i liked my new skin and if anyone have a problem withe de pix.haha.
read this.GET LOST.haha
sorry.i am in a snappy mood now.
and it gives me de reason for me write more.
sorry jellynauters.cant join today.i have got plans oredi ar.
haha.

okie i have drawing the lil daisy like de one on top.yeap de top one.de big one.
my notebook is full of that flowers.
and songs have been stucked in my head
AND
DEAREST AUD is flying back tomoro.haha
so i am hoping haha to give me an ans real soon.hehe.

biarlah masa berlalu,tapi biarlah kasih kita tetap bersemi
biarlah kau terpaksa pergi, tapi janganlah bawa hati ini

haha.
okie.
love you.tc.

2007-04-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

its rainy raining today.
and i feel moody but but.
i wannnna DANCE.
strictly not influenced by dancefloor although they are contagious esp fantastic four.
i wanna sing and dance.be free and set my spirit flying high.
i just wanna do what all girls likes to do.

okie first thing first.
school starting damn real soon.
and i am excited for de new class ppl.
new class new adventure and new memories and importantly new FUN.
haha.
and i got my pay for babysitting already sooo i am waiting for my shopping sidekick.
and i am calling nurul ashikin and norshafiza!!
haha.miss my besties like crazy.
and aunt midah and uncle anders are goin back HK dis saturday.so have a save trip and daniel and elian.lets wait for de next holz for us to play hide and seek.
its been years since i last did that.
these boys are blinded by fun.i was wearing yellow ystd and was hiding at this yellow wall behind a glass door. and they been running past it like a few times but didn notice me.haha.cute cans.
haha.okie.i love de way dey call my name.they said it 'ka-mee-dah'.haha.
hahaha.

i miss doing something very much.
something close to my heart and something girls like.
but i dun have de time.
haha.
i need a time machine.that may stop or now lets says slow down the time.

hmmm.
i got this strong liking of names having 'shah' or 'sha'
i love de way people say it.
say it with love and romantically
nice u nie.
shah shah shah.
i remembered i named a crush of mine dat.which happened like 4 years ago.HISTORY!

and damned i need a new diary.my diary running out of pages.
i love collecting diaries.haha.den i will draw on it or just lose it.haha.

and suddenly i remembered of issues that i chatted with pakcik.PAKCIK!!haha
u noe some singaporean are just plain.u noe.never mind.haha
and some people have this sucked-up attitude u noe.
haha they really respect and mengagung-agungkan org bangsa lain
i was in a lift with and english man.and dis sercurity guard gave his greeting only him.i am also a guest.
maybe i looked asian and thus he thinks i am a Maid???!!like wth.haiyoh i dun demand anything but be fair ar.haiyoh.haha.
it makes me laugh but a lil hurtful.pantat

and now fiza o and kc are making a fool out of them,but they rocks lah.
never mae to make u look like a retard when u are in public listening to them.haha.
kc oso can layankan.waduhh.

EHH SCHOOL DAH NAK START LAH!!

URGHHHH

Service Learning @ Pulau Ubin

2007-04-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

well look at those pics.
there are more with mel.
so yar.bear with me.
so when to pulau ubin on good friday with fellow slc peeps.
its more personal because it was a small grp but nevertheless we had soooooo much fun.
took a car lift from atiqah with atikah and patricia
hahaha.the car ride is surely kecoh.we were excited over icka stories and jokes and cheers.hahah.
weilin (advisor) was first to arrive.so yah.haha.had breakfast first which i hadn't had.
was dam excited u see.first time to ubin mah.

i trade my day to PPP briefing to this damn adventurous trip.again i am sorry.
right after we reach ubin jetty we rent bicycle.i hadnt ride on one since like sec 2 or 3.
we were like speeding all the way down.and i will always remember the feelings.
went to put our stuff at our 'resthouse' its owned by the chinese uncle.a place ppl can rent to stay.there are chalets,but if u really want to have the kampong feeling,that is the place where u shud stay.
there were dogs.and it make us a lil uncomfortable.more like scared.almost all the time we were hiding behind melissa or weilin or mike or pat.it was really amusing.haha.we rested for like 10-15 mins then we continue to ride for the next few hours in search on a makcik's place.

i love that trip the most.we went into dirt road and had to cross over the muds.cool lah.i like it especially riding thru a smal path in de jungle to reach the makcik's place where we treat ourselves drinks that she sell.had small chats,more like a mini interview.and o my suprise there are only like 5-6 malay families left in the island.hahaha.after that..we really make ourselves at home.see those pics.we were there to play sepak takraw,capteh and badminton.before we continue our ride back to the uncle place.we cooked our lunch once we reached there..but after all the sharing and reflection session.cooking was my fave, but i kinda give it a pass since the dogs keep coming in to the kitchen.haha.i gave up and stayed away.haha.every minute my blood gushes up to my brain.played some lame games while waiting for the next programe.it was FUN.all the brainstorming and stuffs.and at 5.45pm we ride back to the jetty.to return the bikes cause it closes at 6.rest a while before making our way back to changi jetty.

overall it was more than just having fun.its more of a trip to feel syukur to whatever we have now.
like all these luxuries and facilities that allows us to be more relaxed and answer the nature call comfortably.when i was there,after hearing the makcik story, i realize, money doesn't make everybody happy.and how they really feel attached to the place and be contented with whatever they have.they never asked for more.they are really nice people.i love the trip soo much.

so yeah i had fun these holiday.
so off to do my assignment now.
yeapp.
i finally see my two hot twin!
daniel and elian
they are ubberly awesome.
and tomoro uncle anders ask me over to babysit.
yeah.
he asked whether i wanna earn some cash.so yeah man.
de last time i baby sit, he gave me abt $150
but it was an easy job.all they do is play and dun give troubles.not like other kids.
hahaha.weeee.bye.

and to you..thanks for hearing my trouble making decision the other day.
i noe you noe and i have said it.i am really thankful.
like what u said...
follow ur heart.
:)

and to dearest nad.
please do talk to me.i love you and may all these troubles be vanish ok?
whatever might happened, i am always here
:)

and babe fiza and shikin and nabilah.
how i miss my sweet treat of bonding session.
and u owe me one celebration.hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURRA :)

2007-04-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

to dearest nurraihan.
happy 18th birthday.
believe me u are an awesome ladyyy.
loves..XOXOXO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!

2007-04-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

A SPECIAL MESSAGE FROM ME TO THE SPECIAL GIRL!

MAY U ALWAYS BE THE LOUD GIRL I EVER KNOW AND HAVE ALL THE BLESSINGS IN THE WORKD.ALWAYS BE THE PRINCESS OF EVERYONE OK?

TILL WE MEET...

LOTS OF KISSES AND HUGS

XOXOXOX

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

OLD LAR!

U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!

2007-04-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

tell me i am crazy
aaarrr i am okie.
my god!!
okie i will explain somethings that made me hyper ventilate and i really wanna have dis shock again.
haha.
okie.retarded.

anyway.
i am kinda pissed off.
my cash is not coming in.
AR.my freaking cheque still haven claimed.when i am free the person is on leave.pantat habis.
so yar,i need de money to buy a shoe and a sleeping bag.like wholelse can loan me one?fiza using it for her camp.haiya.
i need to pay up my mom $250!yeap.two hundred and fifty dollar.
haha
and i need to pay for exams.and the due date is on the 7th, and i dunno how i am suppose to settle it can?urgghhh.no money no money!!

but nevertheless.
i enjoyed my date yesterday.how can it not be a fantsatic one.
i have been enticipating this date for a LONG LONG time.
and whola finally we met.
i enjoyed my day lah.
i love you.
love you.
nabilah.
haha.okei did a lot of catching up and had korean for lunch.yummylicious.
and i enjoy laughing with her.
she said she haven so much since we met.
so i am beging my dearest sisterchicks for a date.
NO I DEMAND ONE!!
hehe

U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!
U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!U MAKE ME HYPER-VENTILATE!!!
haha
received an email from beats society regarding Imran's latest update.
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
my heart skipped a million and i did not stop reading it over and over again.
he is having his 26th Birthday!!!
its at Playden,The Arts House
so u guessed.
i nak pergi.
tapi i tak tau nagn sape.
arghhhhhhhhh!!!

okie bye!!
for now.
watching my Datin Diaries.

2007-03-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

okie.
so i am went out again yesterday.
off to sarah place for some brownie baking
haha. and nani is there too.
it was a true havoc trying to do some baking and we messed up.
first we started out with brownies and then we use the mixture to make biscuites and then cupcakes.
kecoh lah
so...
finally watched mr bean's holiday. last thurs(29/3)
and mini suprise for dear nurra.
haha.and sge treat us the tickets lah.
how we fooled the guys when we told dem we are watching 300.
okie.pantat la kite.
played some mind games that drive roy almost mad.haha.
we had fun even with small or little time.haha.
i love ya'all
so fiz and nurra and roy will be busy with their FOC.best of lucks guys!!
and mun is goin for the camp.haha.all de best.
haha
go fellow jellynauts

okie so audrey have asked me to do this tagged game.

This is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog entry of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

hahaha.
i dunno what to write.haha.but will crack some.

1.i love to talk to myself<3..pretending>

2.i eats lots of leaves.all the weird ones.like ulam ulam.actually is a micture of weird green veggies.like daun belinjau... i like.

3.i need blanket to fall asleep.i dun care if its a hot day i will just use the blanket as a hugging thing or just cover half of my body.

4.I LOVE TO CUT CUT MY HAIR.see why i dont have long hair.and how i feel sad about it then.

5.i will fall sick when my hair is longer than normal.this true okie.i been having these spells since i am young.maybe i am feeling things.but when i cut my hair, i will feel better.

lastly.
6. i love to smile and smile and smile.haha and i have an esy tendency to feel sorry for others eventhough they sometime do bad things to me.:(haha

i ain't that weird afterall.haha

2007-03-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

fave song at the moment: Maha Karya Cinta - Faizal OIAM
tell me.
i want a boifren..nahh maybe a normal guy friend that can sing to me any songs and strum the guitar for me.at any time.not fussy.just sing for me.
and i had a weird dream today.
haha.dat make either wanna smile or laugh.haha

okie pardon.
my entry might be a little shitty today.
i dunno what i am feeling now.
like seriuosly.
i am happy but there will be some incident that never fails to make me upset.
maybe i am too demanding.but i am not.
i have never expect so much out something.
i have always had this feeling.
the feeling of being used.
and damn i am tired of playing acting anymore.
i dont like promises that are kept unfulfilled,one dat u are telling/asking me dis and dat..and de next thing you say.all have been done.i dont need u animore.
for goodness sake,i do have feelings.maybe u should have discuss or tell me abt it, but they dont.
i cant please evrybody thats for sure.but atleast be considerate.
all this while i have listening to u,doing things u want me to do, but stopped being two-faced.
sometime i wish i could be me.but i am me.i have been too considerate i guess?
tell me?
really hope will be fine.i am trying to cope with things but i realise i was nobody to afterall rite?
damn.how can i be soo naive and nice.
@#$%&*

and i told myself not to be bothered.
it ends here.

forget what i have said earlier.
i am torn into making decisions.again!
haha.
deciding whether to join de contact rugby or go for SLC camp.
and i choose CAMP.
haha.rugby no kaki lah..if haba-haba goin i will tag
hehe.
so anyway.

forget it.

so going out tomorrow.
with fellow jelly-nauts
how i missed dem :)

and goin over sarah's place for bonding
and we gonna bake!!
and how i hope she still have de ice-cream machine thingy*grinss*

Kau bagaikan udara
Yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup
Di atas dunia
Tanpamu ku lemas
Pasti aku tak berdaya
Kerna kau MahaKarya Cinta

ZOO!

2007-03-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

ZOO ZOO ZOOOOOO
the happiest place ever la
okie end the CDAC Starlite 2.0 there.
it was de last session and we went zoo.yabedabedoo.
i tink de last time i went was sec 3 or 4
again with a group of kids from Hariprasad.cool
where peopl played mummy and daddy there.
haha
so it was fun, the SL people make it more fun.
practically atiqah,aisha,hidayah,patricia,joel,jovii,zul,melissa,huili and project manager MAYA!!
haha.
it was fun and i felt satisfied eventhough the kids are running wild there.haha.
it was nice to see theses kids get along well with everyone.
like dese twins,always holding hand with me.tey are adorable, den lil melissa too.and we share stuffs.it was great day man.
miniature pony are cute and oscar the sea lion is cute!!
okie it was a happy moment.
but but.
shocking news!!
I LOST MY HANDPHONE THERE!!
was in de bus to check some stuffs and i couldnt find my hp.
i did not even feel anxious or scared,i kept quite for like the nest 3 hours.
still can go have fun at kedai kopi.and nody had mood to eat because they are too tired.
haha.
and at 5pm.I GOT A CALL.
my handphone had been found and i have to meet dis guy to get it back.meeting place AMK.
haha.pantat tau.got lost just to find that man.
haha. mom followed because she was scared something might happen because i am meeting an unknown man.
i must thank that man.
he saw my phone at the bubble bowl.must have dropped it when -playing with the kids.throwing and picking up balls when they throw at us.
hahaha.
YEAYEAH.i got my handphone back

it was my luck lah ehh
hehehe.
picss.
courteousy Atiqah

random pictures:)

2007-03-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

okie these are just some random pics in my comp.
hehe.
the first one during teh school's open house.
cikgu rahman nye artwork ok.hahaha.i love the lipstick.the colour is nice lah.
everything is nice lah.hahaha.then de second one was a few hours after the school open house thingy,resting at home while waiting time to past to go for yat's party.
the last pic was when singapore final's!!
woohoo.at taht time we(me and fiza) still thinking whether to go watch teh remaining second half at kedai kopi.hahaha.but yahh.we watched at home instead..

err.
so what should i say?
erm.
i dunno.

you don't have to say you love just because i had...

sometime you just forget to say thank you.
haha
pardon?
ok snapped.

i feel like buying eclair later.
haha.dat was random
look like i am always updating blog lah.
you know kuswadinata?
i think he is hott when he was young
abg kusss..hehe

:)

de bus ride.

2007-03-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

okie so far there have been people asking about what about the bus ride.
okie so we began
wait!!
firs and foremost its not about an encounter with something superficial.
this is real life incident,involving real life people.
so those who are thinking abt things that are beyond explanation that you are sooo totally wrong.
*teet*wrong answer.
this story of no offence,it is just a recount.
this gonnna be long...

so i was taking a bus home from my dinner dat night.haha frm boat quay la.
so i was alone.
it was a double deck bus.
so at the lower deck there were only abt six of us.
there was this beautiful girl sitting across me.
soon, people start alighting and there is these group of indians people boarded de bus
okie.
tell me.no.i will.
seriously i am scared of people who have tattoo like at weird2 places.
so tehre was these guy with a neck full of tattoo came up to me.
he have this half drunk faced and half steamy eyes.
he asked whether i have something...
but i couldnt make his word coz i had my mp3 stucked in my ears.
he went back to his frens which were caught up with the driver because they coudnt
and to make things worst they are SHOUTING.
and i assume things gonna get serious soon.
so this tatto-ed guy came to me again and this time i was not listening to mp3.
he came with the guy who was shouting and having problem.
my blood and heart was doing the most difficult somersaults and i think they missed a few step somehow.
so the tattoed guy asked me for some money.his fren in this angry and stern eye staring at me was asking me whether i have small notes.and i told them i had none.i said i had no small change.
his speech smell of anger and so he shouted and asked 'so how much you have'
and these make me shiver.i told them i have coins.but they dun bother,they just walked off.
how i wish i could give a sigh of relief.
after argueing with teh driver they sat behind me.
get it?
BEHIND me.haha,how bad can it get.
so my heart was beating damn fast, i think the person seating beside me can feel it too,
so a war of vulgarities was carried out.and the bus driver was on strike too.
he drove the bus very damn slow...
i mean it.slow like tortoise.
okie after like a scary ride of 15 mins they finally alight.
my heart skipped.
i then exchanged sigh of relief with the beautiful girl that i have mentioned earlier.
ouh yar.before they alight, the tatooed guy approached her and say 'hey you are very sweet'
i could sense she was damn nervous.
hahaha
and suddenly the bus no light.
BLACKOUT!!
how pantat and sedih can the night get.
i think i should have arrived at 12am.but in de end reached at 12.15am.
nasib ibu understanding.i love you.

to me it was damn scary
it damn late and there was not a lot of people in the bus somemore.
anything can happen seh.
ok dats all

u know how i love these small fonts.
it look compact and sweet.
hahaha.
pelik la aku nie.

i love you as much i hate you...

2007-03-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

haven been updating since saturday.
saturday evenning went to watch stomp the yard wif buddies.
i guess outing at boat quat was not enough so we have to go for teh movie.
meet them at 6+ coz movie started at 6.45.
lyd brought liyana along.haha.
okie movie was ok lah for me.
i think a three and half star.
it was funny and touching at the same time.
the stomping makes me want to stand and stomp along.
did some window shopping at JP before heading home.
the train heading home was behaving quite weirdly. me and kathy was standing at the connector when the train started to shake vigourously.
like really scarry lah.
haha.

so sunday.
i think i did nothing much.
okie i would rather go to the market alone than with someone older.
you know why, cause these people esp like mums.they are so fickle minded.
they can spent like an hour or so in the market, but i can take an hour to buy and reach home.
spot the diffrerence?
haiyoh sometimes this all makes my blood go boiling and go upstair you know.
i am not being such a whiner or complainer her..but you do some people are just simply ignorant and inconsiderate.
look,
how many of us have experience a handphone user speaking loudly when the whole bus or lets say lift is damn quite?
like whatever rite?
haha
ok i shall stop.

so lets talk about me.
since this is 'all about mira'
but i wont be such a pedent ok?
ok bestie is stressing about her whole schedule and staying at home for the whole day, meaning more nags.
but we can never run away from nags man.
like people say 'its in the blood'.
okie so we get our new class.
and yeah i cant wait to see hu is in my class.

some thought running wild in my head about things.
you know.
okie wait i was playing with my hair.
and i remembered something.
yesterday i was goin bedok to take my file when i saw this non-singaporean lady who have armpit hair like longer than my fringe.
i mean it ok.
i was half laughing when i saw that.
ok.see i told u i was bad.
but someone was meaner to call me bean...:(

got to have some rest now.
and see whatever thing i can watch on tv.
and i wanna have desperate housewife DVD
preety please??
and i remembered something, did u watch samar?
ok.i dunno what to say. i mean what had happened to teh quality man, where is the morale and ethics?
dah lah ni cite melayu, ehh ni singapura, walaupun sikap openness ada, tapi jangan melampau la ehh.takkan sanggup berkemban?
it was quite embarassing to watch it with family you noe.

2007-03-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

i love yesterday nite.
nite by the boat quay,dinner at clarke quay.
everything was sweet.i love you guys.dinner at satay club at boat quay.

dessert at hagen daaz
MCC soo niceee:))

the pakciks..
step i dunno what

lets feed me & you with love<3>

lydia and mira<3>
double expresso cake?super bitter!!but we ate most of it.haha
my sexy back crew!!
cicak-laydees?haha.look!!i give a pass:)
we hate goodbyes

okie apart from that sweet nite out
i ended it with the most scariest bus experience ever.
talk to me if u wanna noe.
i will get goosebump wen i typing here.
so yah.

hehe.i love my sexy back crew:)

2007-03-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

okie remember i said i doesnot want to step out of my comfort zone because my haircut this time sux to the core and i am to shy hehe to step out of the house with that hair?

haha.

well actually i did go out okie,like fetching my mum from hospital when she was finally able to be discharge.hehe.

i was wearing scarf, and people that i usually know gave me these weirdest look and this guy was much encouraging by slowwing down and smile at me:))

hahah

that besides the point,

had the betest day yesterday apart being worried of bumping into ppl i know yesterday and caring about how i look yest,

we did some shopping.yeah babey.

okie.

lunch at our BK

okie i have to seriously gonna cut down on my expenses sia.

i shop like tomoro is hari raya lah ehh.

bought sandals, earstuds,hairband and skirt

yeay,i really bought a skirt.and ibu is happy yeay.like finally i am wearing skirt lah katekan. but my hair still problem lah.but hu cares.

i saw this pic at imran ajmain's blog, there is this girl that has a simillar haricut.so well.haha..

then i found this drive to be positive la.so anyway.

we did snap our pics but errr pardon me eh shikin if its too few.

so all these editted picture, credits to nurul ashikin bte samsuri.

haha.end de day wif gossips and a tall cup of CCC frapacino from Starbuck.ape lagi..hehe

anyway, i had the awaited email for my cheque, and i am sooo gonna be excited for it. coz that means more shopping and more savings.haha.abit contradicting kan?but heck care.

haha,anyway i am soooo happy la.

i hope lydia and juu will be able to make it for tomoro marchies birthday gathering.

gue kangen banget same deh lorr.

soo before i end.i will leave my latest haricut pic.

laugh all u want lah.tapi atleast i am always the girl that holds the tittle of 'shortest hair'

hahah

lame kan aku nie

:))

quite bad kan??ahaha...