i am upside down

i dunno wat has got into mie...

all i want to do was to cry..

feeling useless and crappy..

feeling like i am wasted....

n dat nobody care bout me...

izit just my illusion?

i dun understand....

why must i be ugly duckling...

i admit dat i maybe tooooo emo at times

life has always been a challenge...

for mie..n u...

i have no more light n heat

dat will lead me thru the dark n cold

never imagine today will be the worst

no calls no nothing...

just wondering how r u...

just miss ya smile n "blur" eyes...

today was realli SICK

got stuck at home..tied down with all my problems

i just wanna share

but all of u had gone ....

i just need it off my chest..

ohh gosh...i am really tired...

living in a werld of lies n drama..

i am tired to be the supporting actress...

misssing u*****

Queen Mirah

= squeeze=