despite bein the mira u noe..u mightnot noe dis..i will cry if sumbody picked on me wrongly...i mean accused me for doing sumting i didn't do...n i will cry wen somebody talk bad bout my family esp my mum n my bro n dad....

well talking bout it just now..i just realised y i was being sooo emo just now..today 15th january..i mean the 7th year death anniversarry...gosh..now i am crying.. i miss my dad sooo much..i miss calling or saying the werd ayah...i miss every single moment dat is related to dad...ppl alwaes go to their dad for allowance..i miss saying'ayah,mimi nak duit belanja'..i miss the times i spent wif my dad..i am jealous wen ppl go out wif thir dad..it looks soo perfect..a happy family...i miss the love of a father...i miss hugging n touching my dad's spiky beard..i miss his laughter...i miss every single bits of him....i wish he is here wif me thru the darkest time...yes i oe he is alwaes wif me...i miss saying the werd.."AYAH,MIMI SAYANG AYAH" n "TERIMA KASIH AYAH!"....
honestly i dun a have a tight bvond wif dad coz firstly he werked till late nite to support my family,he was alwaes sick n hospitalised,n futhermore he have already gone!!

p/s:to those hu r reading..appreciate ur dad for he is the man of the family..eventhough u dun like the way he look at certain tings..there is is one ting for sure dat will never chang..he loves u..depite ur stuborness or rudeness...u r is presious gift from god...tresaure every moment u can n have to be b with ur dad...coz once he is gone..there is no replacement...
right now i am missing him...i never want dis to happen but it happened for a reasons...i miss u dad...
*ayah,mimi rindu ayah!!gosh wat happened to me?