haha..updates!!yeah
haha...
actuali nothing to 'woo ha'lah
but i miss khairil yusoff..

all bout khairil!!
okie
he decline the suria's offer..
i tink he had clarified his reasons in the papers..
yar true...in spore..its very diff to make a living
u see arh..org singapurra very the speaking..
i admit maybe his pronouciation in eng not that good but NOT too bad..
he wanna make a living in his singing n acting profession,so i guese its better
for him to HIJRAH to m'sia wher malay talents can expand easily
i tink my syg make a good move..watever u do,i will alwaes support u k syg..haha..i noe u all dah meluat kan..haha..but hu cares aite...
i belive he will be more likeable kat msia..syg jgn tersangkut orh msia sudah...
haha..
i noe..
watever

oklah..
haha..
haha..woohooo
shud i or shudn't i?
muahaha
guese lar...
urghh...which one?
hmmm

yar...
wait!!!
urghh i have been thinking negatively bout myself
i dunno?
wait sumtime i tink
i useless n me-bebankan..
ntah lah..
kadang2 aku rase aku ni spare part kawan
bile takde aru cari
kadang2 kan aku rase yg aku ni menyusahkan org
yelah..susahkan hidup org..
urghh ntah ehh
biler org bermasalah pandai aku kasi nasihat
biler aku berproblem..mcm susah aku nak katakan...urghh
ntah ehh...
i feel useless at times wen i cannot make decision n make everybody wait..
i think some have started to hate or dislike me coz of dat..
urghh..
hmmm..
maybe?

urghh
just forget bout it..



wait i have very weird dream today..
wait was it a dream or nightmare?
i dunno..
ok i will the story...
here it goes
i was walking along dis houses,den i past dis hse..
in the hse there was dis wife n a handsome husband n a preety baby
wen i was standing infront of their walkway,the wife was screaming to her husband n asking her husband to leave the hse wif the baby...
they both left the house n walked past me..
the baby was crying but the husband was still in the daze...
i dunno y,but i followed them...
i offered too carry the baby n the baby den stop crying..she is soo adorable..
den i offered her honey dew *of all things?honey dew?great!!*
she stopped cryin n the husband thanked me..he is hensem..but i duuno him?
we sat in a car *dun ask me where the car came from*
haha...i dunno..it seem so real..but wait..haha
shud i sae its a dream or nightmare?
the baby slept on my chest throughout the journey...
i was awaken by mum by then..haha..
i wonder how will it end?
haha...its weird..



haha..
i love to dream..
its the only way for me toescape from reality..
but reality will still remains...
sometime dreams or even nightmare has indications for us..
haha...
if
only wishes could dream and all my dreams would come true...

*i am missing someone badly...fiza how??u oso ehh?*