fave song at the moment: Maha Karya Cinta - Faizal OIAM
tell me.
i want a boifren..nahh maybe a normal guy friend that can sing to me any songs and strum the guitar for me.at any time.not fussy.just sing for me.
and i had a weird dream today.
haha.dat make either wanna smile or laugh.haha

okie pardon.
my entry might be a little shitty today.
i dunno what i am feeling now.
like seriuosly.
i am happy but there will be some incident that never fails to make me upset.
maybe i am too demanding.but i am not.
i have never expect so much out something.
i have always had this feeling.
the feeling of being used.
and damn i am tired of playing acting anymore.
i dont like promises that are kept unfulfilled,one dat u are telling/asking me dis and dat..and de next thing you say.all have been done.i dont need u animore.
for goodness sake,i do have feelings.maybe u should have discuss or tell me abt it, but they dont.
i cant please evrybody thats for sure.but atleast be considerate.
all this while i have listening to u,doing things u want me to do, but stopped being two-faced.
sometime i wish i could be me.but i am me.i have been too considerate i guess?
tell me?
really hope will be fine.i am trying to cope with things but i realise i was nobody to afterall rite?
damn.how can i be soo naive and nice.
@#$%&*


and i told myself not to be bothered.
it ends here.


forget what i have said earlier.
i am torn into making decisions.again!
haha.
deciding whether to join de contact rugby or go for SLC camp.
and i choose CAMP.
haha.rugby no kaki lah..if haba-haba goin i will tag
hehe.
so anyway.

forget it.

so going out tomorrow.
with fellow jelly-nauts
how i missed dem :)

and goin over sarah's place for bonding
and we gonna bake!!
and how i hope she still have de ice-cream machine thingy*grinss*

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