i wish...

okie.
i just read a blog of a close one abt this story that i am gonna share.
something i might say close to the heart, even if i have never been one, i guess i know how it feels.

there is dis young mom-to-be...she is labouring her baby till date,is abt 5 mths.
my gosh, i never imagine the happiness of being a mom, to have the little one living and depending on u for live and most importantly for love.the joy of knowing that u will have the little one belonging to u, to be loved by you and to be taken care for life.aint that so beautiful.
so well, the mom-to-be had her scan, excitedly to know her baby gender...it turned out to be a baby boy...mom-to-be is VERY VERY happy.its a boy and she was indeed very excited.but that wasnt all....the doctor had to break something worst that gonna change her life...
the baby..wasnt perfect..he has a brain tumor,cleft lip and the pallate as well, his left arm bended, and last thing was....a hole in the heart...

she decided to keep her baby, for he is her blood and flesh...but her desires will not be fulfilled.she have to finally let go of the baby. its taking a toll on her life as well as her baby,too much complication.when her water bag burst and the baby is out, she held de baby, and she cud see him, to many deformalities, but the baby has his daddy' face.
my heart goes out to her.

Amin.