missing him

haiz
my bro is goin to NS soon...
very soon...
dis 13 dec
how???
who will fight wif me??
who will have pillow fight wif me??
feel like crying...
but its everyman duty..
why sooo emo?
maybe because
he is my only bro
but gosh
will definetly miss him...
yar got back my prelim official result
n trying my luck at millennia institute(toh tuck)
hope i get it



i want to go for the Camp Kesenian Melayu
i mean its my chance to study malay cultural arts in depth..
but it falls on shikin's bdae
yikes...
how?
den if if am oustanding..
i can be choosen to be a member of Persatuan Kemuning Singapura
sounds very fun...

but maybe i will forsake it..
i will do my best if i were to be admitted in Millennia institute
i simply falling in lurve in malay culture


feeling hurt
how can u sae dat i like to lie...?
just dun understand?
u dun trust me?
hmmm
maybe
well like i care...



feel like crying
feel like jumpin
feel like a loser
am i?
not seeking sympathy..
its just me
mIRA
hmmmppfff