gua bingit!!

i dunno ehh.
i have lost de enthusiasm to study oredi.
lesson is either too difficult or too boring or too merepek or maybe it lies in de group formation and even de grades that i have been getting or even de facilitators.
all i want was to stay in school but not in class.
and i feel like having morePPP meetings,cause dats when i will b able to let myself free.
and damn i misssed it.
java was preety okie on tues, but i maybe it just me having dese negative stupid attitude.
I AM SOOOO TIRED sehh.
people are not soo supportive nowadays.
and i feeel so damn pissed.
i cant help it sehh.i need to sleep now.i mean it.
i really reaaly mean now.



okie.
snappped.
shaff and shimah self declared holiday startson tuesday.yeay.
and yanti is kind enuff to come to class.
and so i assume i am gonna be in class on friday. like with who??
yar.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH


i need a change of blogskin.like serius seh.
anybody helpppp.?

i love my new personal message.
teeshirt jeans girl.
:))

and sooo.
two days for rest.
like errr today and thurs.
okie so had lunch with razan.
RAZAN I AM SOOOO GONNA MISS YOU
i hate it when u are mad but i love it when u agrees with me
i hate when u are pissed but i love when u start being random
i hate when u are not here but i love to know that you gonna miss me.

bammmm
i noe people are against me dis few days.
i can sense it.U dun have to tell me.
I am sorry thuis have to happened.

okie.
so i stepped to town like FINALLY
meet up with nurra and fyeza
and fyeza joined her Dago for dinner while nurra did some shopping hunt
i need a new bag.
would someone lend me $50??
my bag has a hole now..
:(
haha.i cant deny i love shopping but shuck no money.
I wants to cut my hair.
haha.i noe.

i love you lah fyeza but i hate you for cancelling de photography date
nyehnyeh.
so we complains about how brothers are nicely treated by mothers
LIKE SERIOUS!!
her mom and my mom make a good pair.
haha.
we are victimised and now i cant deny i am goona be a lil bit sexist.
i am gonna say I hate boys...
see what dey done.
FYEZA!!lets write a book abt how to survivor as sisters.haha
wahlahhhhh.


i swear its fading.
i guess its over.
till i meet u again