to fatin

hehehe..
is so in lurve with the elmo...
haha
to fatin if u r reading...
well dats a great idea man...sooo looking forward to the day I..(opps... i mean we)
turn 17..
hehe..sounds fun man
sooo ppl save up n buy pressie for me..hehe...(no shame)
haha
well today so bored..fiza out to jb with her sis,kak tini(if i am no wrong), n kakak sedare for a facial...
u might be looking radiant now..haha
well to all HAPPY NEW YAER MAY HE LOVE FILLS THE AIR!!!

school reopens...

woooo
its finally here...
the new year of course...
well i had a call frm someone frm MI
he said that i must report to skul by 7.15
dats early...
haha
well he told me dat we are goin to have orientation dat day till 3pm..
WOW!!!
i am in ALCOR 1(my grp name i suppose)
haha
well lookin forwrd to a exciting day...
well i tried to did lil changes to my skin...
tadaaaa...i loive dis pic...
haha...
i manage to improvise my skin on my own...hehe
thanx to my tchers:ms shafiza,ms lyd n ms juraidah
thanks yar...

p/s:anione can buy me dat elmo?hehehe....

tsunami tribute

TSUNAMI YANG KELMARIN......
(i was watching the tribute show of the tsunami on CNA..n i cried to c all the young kids lost their parent tragically...cume utusan ayat suci yang boleh atau kite mampu hulurkan utk meringankan beban ank-anak ini....)

hari ini genap setahun peristiwa malang itu berlaku
hari itu bagaikan mimpi ngeri buat diriku dan saudaraku
hari ini pembagunan sungguh sibuk di tempatku
tetapi hari itu tetap menjadi mimpi ngeriku

aku anak mangsa tsunami
aku generasi yang mengalami
aku juga yang melalu detik gentir itu
hanya penentuan takdir yang aku nantikan

laut itu indah
tempat ramai mencari ketenangan
tapi hari itu sungguh berbeda..
ketanagan tidak ditemui..
cuma pemusnahan yang diundangi

tempat penginapan seumur hidupku kini musnah
teman seperjuaganku kini lenyap
tempat permainan semasa kecil ku kini hancur
cuma yang tinggal,tempat perkuburan

aku kini gerun dengan pantai
pantai yg selalu memberiku ketenangan
hanya satu ungkapan yang mampu ku katakan
'air itu kejam'

hari itu aku dijadikan anak yatim piatu
dalam sekelip mata aku hilang insan yang aku sayangi..
hanya ditinggalkan kemusnahan yang teramat dahsyat
tapi apakan daya aku cuma insan biasa

hari itu adalah kali terakhir
kali terakhir aku menatap wajahmu
kali terakhir aku memegang erat tanganmu
apalagi itulah kali terakhir aku memanggilmu,ibu dan ayah

kini sudah setahun aku keseorangan
kini semua telah berlalu
takkan dapat aku melawan takdir
mungkin ini sudah suratan illahi
aku cuma redha...
cuma rasa pilu takkan terubat

haha

well on fri was supposed to have dinner at seoul garden..we changed it to EAST COAST PARK
well coz my aunt can't leave werk early and seoul garden last reservation is up to 7.30...n by the time it will be leftovers..
but we had a blast at ECP...we had like 40 sticks of stay,ikan bakar n more fooooooddd..
after filling our stomach we wen to had a stroll at the beach..but it was yucky,coz it rained earlier n the sand was wet n yikes...but love the tranquility...
weeee.....
den we decided to drive along the orchard road...i want to c the lights...den it was damn pack den fetched my hensem abg sedare at wisma coz he werk at topshop...
actuali we were in two diff vehicles...i was in my aunts van n my kakak sedare was in her cute car bhind us...we were playing tagging game on the road..haha...
den my aunt decided to go mustaffa centre wen it it was 12.00AM...
wen for shpping spreee... i bought a small sling bag which look very classy n gorgeous...haha

okie now yesterdae(christmas eve)
I LOIKE IT!!!!!!
i wen ORCHARD with my kakak sedare n adik sedare n mak sedare n my MUM..
it was choatic...but i like...
i went with my my new specs..look stunnin...haha
i cant explain the situation down thre..
we had SNOW SPRAYED FIGHT...
i like the spirit of sporeans yesterday...
the ppl go arnd with dis spray n spray at almost everyone..
we are the victims tooo...
it was so fun...we den decided to buy a can to have a revenge...it was fun lar...
so farnieee...
hehe
damn packed
damn kecoh
damn FUN
damn Spiritful...
.....
wanna do it again...hehe
the ppl in the hippo bus were like screaming merry christmas and waving to everione...
it was soooooooo SIONGAPOOOOOREEE STYLE!!!
den wen taka to take a look at toys...
i wanna buy the big elmo...but tooo bad...
the texture was not my type...
just take pics with it...
i will put it at my frenster or here real sooooooonnnn


den wen simpang bedok to had supper which was oredi 1 am...
darn tired...
once again
MERRRRRRIIIIEEE XMASSSSS!!!

nyeh__nyeh__

haha...
its has been a great day..
wen out with shikin but the weather was bad...
aniwae we wen tto j.p to do some shopping..
haha...
to fatin:i have not even start skul lak...wait for the mth...
aniwae dun worri i will sure blog in wat was my first dae at MI like..
i won't promise on the day itself maeb the nxt dae wen it is no longer hectic..
ya..our burdae cumin but wat u planning?double bdae bash my twin...
haha...
i am open to any ideas..
well just now my mom had dud examination dat was held for canteen vendors..
i hope she pass..
i sumtime wonder y they make the life of the malay diff...
i mean the did not have any courses dat was held in mlay.. but there was for chinese..
aniwae luckily my mum was able to do it...
i prayed hard dat she is able to pass...

looking forward to another hectic day...
need to go present hunting early in the morn n den head to tampiness for a dinner gathering at seoul garden..
but i haven really able to get in contact with my bro...
his hp was confiscated by his copral..oni get back fri evening wen he is leaving for camp..
haha..serve him rite....
aniwae i am tired today..turning in early tonite...
to those hu are reading dis...
thanks ya..mish all of u...

hmmmmmm
hw bout a new year gathering?
haha

i am back..haha

well it was a mistake for the previous entry..it was blank..
well too many things had happened..
well its true..if u go blog-hopping..ppl are facing crisis here n there
me too..
haha
not that serious though..
well like has been norm for me..been sitting n rottenning at hm..aimlessly walking up n down my corridor..
well i got a haircut..i will never fail to get a haircut durin a holz...
but dis time was shorter..shorter..ppl sae its okie..but my mum tink it was BAd..
other than that..dun wanna brag bout hair..
well i mish LOTS of ppl...i mean terribly...
miss my sisters..my betest buddies...everybody had been tied down with course,n part-time jobs..worse is HOUSE-WORK...haha
well i hope my LAST two weeks will turn out orite..
must spend my time wisely..
bidding to 2005 real soon...
waving to all the bad times i had
smiling at all the memories dat i had created...
wish it will b just like dis wen 2006 sae HELLO
haha..
fuh..i hope i will be able to spend a day with ju,lyd n kathy n many more...i mish u guys..
well sisters...remember our impt DATE!!
kill u if u forget..haha
wish everything will b okie..
please...
talk things out..

i am back..haha

the results

Yeah yaeah
i n shikin i had been accepted at MI toh Tuck campus...
n we got into commerce course..
yikes...can't wait for it to start on 3rd Jan
but before dat i MUST enjoy my holz to the very bitz....
malay cultural here i come....weeee

results

okie..tomoro is the day dat i have been waiting for..
the results of the PAE exercise will be out..
which is 10.00am...
bet i will wake up extra early n check it...
yikes...frekin out u noe..
wat if i didn't get or i landed at m.i(bartley campus....)
OMG!!
sheeessshhhhi countin to dat period of time tomorrow...

hmm

Kini aku sedari
menjalin percintaan
bukan hanya sekadar berpimpin tangan
ia adalah pengongsian jiwa dan hati

kini aku sedari
cinta bukan hanya pertemanan
bukan hanya sekadar janji manis
ia adalaha satu pengorbanan
yang suci lahir dari hati

kini aku sedari
cinta yang paling indah
mulanya dari sendiri
permulaan yang sangat mencabar
cinta yang yang paling indah
bermula bila anda mencintai teman yan anda pernah benci...

....

aku hanya insan biasa
yang tidak pernah lari dari khilafku
aku insan biasa yang
yang mengharap cinta darimu

cinta yang kupinta
bukan sebesar lautan
dan bukan semahal permata
tapi sekadar kejujuran
dan kesetiaan yang ku pinta

kini
cinta yang ku semai
kian pudar dan layu
cinta hilang tanpa ku sedari
hanya tinggal diriku dan sang bayu

aku
hanya mengaharap kejujuran dan kepercayaan
bukan kepalsuan atau lakonan

aku tidak perlukan intan dan emas
aku cuma ingin perlindugan diwaktu cemas

tidak ku sangka kata-kata manis
yang bersalut madu
kini pahit bak hempedu

kau musnahkan impian dah mahligai
kau tak peduli remuknya hati ini
adakah ini satu persendaan
untuk kau buat lawak di waktu pagi?

kini
aku kekosongan
cuma diseliputi kenangan semalam
kenagan yang beracun
yang membunuhku dari dalam

kini
ku mengerti
cinta itu bukan hanya permainan ku
malah ia juga medan peperangan ku
ku sedari,
aku telah dikecewai
tapi hidup harus diteruskan

if u dun

never sae i love u
if u never care
never talk bout feelings
if they aren't there
never hold my hand
if meant to break my heart
never look into my eyes
if u are telling a lie
never say hello
if you will say good bye
never say i am the one
if u dream of more than me
never lock up my heart
if u dun have the key.......

dun tell me dat ia m wrong wen u tot u r a perfectionist
dun bother to torch me in the dark wen u r still lost in broad daylight
dun sae I LOVE YOU wen u mean to bleed my heart
dun leave a print in my heart wen u dun intend to live in it
dun bother to bother wen u dun even care bout me......

a malay blog??

okie
finalli finished reading the syair book by Encik Rohman Munasip
the tittle of the book is 'keroncong Syair"
okie i just wanna make dis entry short...i tink?
okielah..i tink dis is the first time u encountered a malay blog
haha...dun care..i wanna make dis a space where i can express myself in the most comfortable way i can n post my
creation here..
well i hope u dun mind,coz its MY SPACE!!!
aniwae i am interested to put dia article...hope u understand...


.....
di sini kita mulakan kembara
kita atur langkah sehala ke hari muka
biar mulanya bertatih, mungkn nanti
kita bisa berlari pantas dan kencang ke hujung jalan
perhentianya usah kau tanyakan
kerana kembara ini bukan suatu pesta perlumbaan
tapi kembara ini adalah perjuangan tanpa kesudahan

dari Encik Rohman Munasip
Keroncong Penyair
Mac 1978
....................................................................................

a malay blog??

okie
finalli finished reading the syair book by Encik Rohman Munasip
the tittle of the book is 'keroncong Syair"
okie i just wanna make dis entry short...i tink?
okielah..i tink dis is the first time u encountered a malay blog
haha...dun care..i wanna make dis a space where i can express myself in the most comfortable way i can n post my
creation here..
well i hope u dun mind,coz its MY SPACE!!!
aniwae i am interested to put dia article...hope u understand...


.....
di sini kita mulakan kembara
kita atur langkah sehala ke hari muka
biar mulanya bertatih, mungkn nanti
kita bisa berlari pantas dan kencang ke hujung jalan
perhentianya usah kau tanyakan
kerana kembara ini bukan suatu pesta perlumbaan
tapi kembara ini adalah perjuagan tanpa kesudahan

dari Encik Rohman Munasip
Keroncong Penyair
Mac 1978
....................................................................................

....

hmmm
i tink life is too simple
maybe too predictable n mayb unpredictable...
mayb is just another story dat is acted out from a dream...
how i wish??
if only wishes cud be dreams n all my dreams wud true?
okie i can't express it in eng..sori..my eng sux


okielah
kehidupan ini aku boleh ibaratkan bagai semuah mimpi atau catatan novel
kadang-kadang kesudahannya boleh aku gambarkan dan kadang-kadang aku terpaksa menceri kesudahhannya
aku ingin kesudahan yg indah dan sempurna..
tapi jika itu yang aku mahu...maka aku hanya hidup dalam dunia fantasi yg penuh dgn kepura-puraan
aku ibaratkan kehidupan ini bagai sebuah drama yang tiada penghujung...
siapa pengarah?
tiada siapa yang istimewa..hanya hanya diriku..ya..dirimu sendiri..
kita yang lakarkan nasib sendiri...itulah kelemahan kita..andainya nasib kita tak elok..kita menyalahkan takdir..jari kita akan menunding ke arah takdir..tapi sebaliknya ia berpunca dari diri sendiri
hmmm.,,,
dalam kehidupan ini,kita mencari kehadiran sesuatu..
sesuatu yg indah yang bernama CINTA
cinta,cinta,cinta..
ada yg tersenyum riang kerna cinta,ada yang menjadi gila kerna cinta,ada yang bunuh diri kerna cinta,ada yg sedih kerna cinta...
semuanya angkara cinta...
cinta,cinta,cinta...
alagkah eloknya kalau cinta ini boleh terjadi atau tercipta dari apa yg kita inginkan..
alngkah eloknya kalau kita boleh melakarkan sebuah cerita cinta yang indah yg ikut isi hati kita?
hmm
cuma satu khayalan..
hari ini kita mungkin diselubungi rasa kesal kerna sesuatu yang tak pernah terjadi,sedangkan kita impikannya terjadi..
mengapa wanita harus menjadi lemah apabila ditewas rasa cinta..
mengapa kita harus mengalirkan air mata apabila kita didustai cinta?
mengapa tidak kita mewujudkan rasa cinta itu dari menunggu dia melafazkan'aku cinta padamu'?


i am not craeting any false judgement bout life..n love...
its just my attitude n perspection towards life n love...
to those gals out there...hu r in love..
just go up to him n sae I LOVE U
those hu r hurtz..just face the mirror n sae
I WILL SURVIVE!!!!

hahahahahaha
thanks for tolerating my nonsense

how was it??

well the "orientation" was
UNSUCCESSFUL
well we were supposed to report at 10..so we reached at bou 9.59..
the secretary asked us to sit at the cafe n come back when they called us..
so...we waited like 30mins..
a test of patience i might say
well so the moment dat we have been waiting for arrived...
we were supposed to follow the manager..
but in the end he told us to go home and tink bot it..
he will give us a call or else he axpect us to call him
like hu bother?
the transportation fees is on our own..
dun bother la

so we decided to walk around queensway shooping centre
den decided to play at the arcade since there is till alot of shop dat is closed
we had like more than 5 times of daytona race..
punching games n shooting
its like oni three of us in the arcade..so we shouted like mad..
den decided to go for a swim..

i LOVE SWIMMINg
thank od they wanted to go..
at last man!!
swam n swam..eventhough there was no sun..
we still turn dark...
den all of us proceed to my home..
my mom cooked for us"ikan pari masak pedas" n "turi masak lemak"
at 7.30 sharp fiza came over n we spread the newspaper n had our lunch+dinner
nab n fiza were enjoyin the food..
den send nab home...
so left both me n fiza

we both of us meet we will never fail to sit at the corridor n talk till quite late..
today we talk bout love...
hahahah n boys..
cant live with them
but
cant live w/o them

hmmpff
still tired due to the swimming
but truly enjpyed myself
my mum had sew my barbie doll a baju kurung
i will upload it once i can take her photo
haha
loveee my mum


hmmpff

job orientation

haiz...
i can't sleep..
i tink i am too nervous
fot friday's job orientaion at km ideaz pte ltd
i hope it turned out right
n dun wanna wake late for dis big 'thing'
hahahahahahaha
wish me luck ppl....