mimpi yang sempurna?

Dingin malam seperti menanti percikan cahaya harapan
Harapan yang digelapi dengan hati butaku ini
Aku tersentak dari lamunan ku yang jauh
Lagu kenagan silam bermain kembali, memecah kan kesunyian yang mengalas hatiku
Fikiran aku melayang, tapi entah keman
Hanya ditemani dengan linangan airmata
Yang membawa seribu makna
Aku keliru,adakah aku hidup dalam mimpi,
Adakah aku sekadar memenuhi mimpi?
Adakah mimpi ini selalu indah?
Senantiasa di warnai dengan kegembiraan?
Mungkinkah ia akan terlukis di duniaku seanndainya ake tersedar dari tidurku?
Harapan ku putus bagaikan benang layang-layang yang dihentap angin yang keras.
Sejak itu, aku tidah tahu apa hala hidupku.
Hati kecilku meronta, menjerit-jerit, ingin melupakan kisah-kisah lama yang bosan dan penuh kedustaan.
Aku terperlus ke dalam lumpur kekecewaan.
Aku cuba memejamkan mata dan hentikan mimpi ini....
Aku keliru dan binggung

songs stucked in my head

wat i like bout malay citizens is ther have this high spirit for karoake session n chilling out n basically having FUN!!
okie well dat is wat i notice just now!! i mean they are just so typucal..
well my area had dis karoake session which is held every last friday of the month..
okie honestly dis was my first time watching it there...i was with fiza..the other mad ladie..
hah..we were enjoying ourselves..chasing musfira and nashita..they were soooo adorable..especially nashitah,i mean she kept running and ending up falling..but she got up n continue running..like her spirit..
okie i tink tonite was the dangdut nite..coz most of them were singing song that ppl stand n wan to shake their booty..
well there is dis gurl name nadia..my bro fren..called up her auntie to stand in the middle of the area n started to gelek(dancing in circle while shaking ur booty)..bit funny n quite sick..coz many are looking at them..

den we sat at the void deck holding a packet of teh susu n teh o ...we sat there till bout 9.50pm n rushed home to watch survivor...
loving stephanie..she simply rawks!!
feel like writing puisi or sajak but no tittle n ilham(inspiration)..hehehe
till den...
chiow..

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mirah

*need an inspiration from U*

done!!

well like wat u have read below..i am writting one bout peningallan..ya..so here it is..it took me nearly half of today to re-compose dis..hahax..to those dun understand..nvm...actuali ade byk makne yg tersirat dlm suratan in...
here it goes....

Peningallan terakhir

Di tengah gelombang fikiranku yang kusut-masai
Fikiran ku hinggap ke ayahku, ayah kesayangan ku
Memang benar apa orang kata
Kasih sayang ayah harum sepanjang jalan
Kelahiran ku memang detik yang kau amat menantikan..
Debaran jantung mu mungkin dapat ku rasakan..
Tangisan ku lalu memecah kesunyian di malam itu
Kau sambut ku yang masih bermandikan darah
Engkau melaungkan azan di telinga ku menandakan kesyukuran keatas kehadiran ku
Aku dibeasarkan dengan penuh kasih sayang
Bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh
Ditimang,dimanja,dipeluk dan dibuai
Aku bagaikan seorang puteri yang dianugerahkan kapadamu
Ku akur setiap siapa yang hidup akan pasti mati
Itulah realiti yang melakukan hatiku
Kau pergi meninggalkan ku sebelum ku dapat membalas jasa dan budi mu
Aku pasrah dan rasa kehilangan
Di malam nifsu sya’ban yang duka cita itu
Sejak peningallan kau
Harapan hidupku terputus
Bagaikan benang layang-layang dihentap angin keras
Hidupku tiba-tiba kekosongan
Hanya ditemani air mata
Setiap linangan air mata membawa seribu makna
Luka,kecewa dan hiba
Di alam ini kita disatukan
Sebagai ayah dan anak
Kiniku redha dengan pemergianmu
Aku bersyukur dengan ketabahan yang dibekalkan Allah
Semoga kita bersatu kembali
Tika di syurga,indah sekali

almost done..

hiaz..its finaalyy reaching to an end..but o'level is on her way..wish i could handle all the stress dats is waiting n installed for mie...can't wait for the new survivor series..at gautemala..well been pen-ning down mt tots bout ma frenship but it is malay..sori..hahx..suddenly i got the spirit to write..
i composing one on a tittle 'peninggalan terakhir'
quite touchie i might sae..bout the death on my closest kins..my dad..6 years ago..my uncle a week ago..on the 7th of september..


soo..this the awaiting pen-ning that i just composed..lots to post man..hahaha..to my sistas..dis for u..and not forgetting to ma closest buddies,juraidah,hadijah,azimah,lydia..n ALLL to u dat had been reading ma blog....
here it goes............................................

Teman Sejati
Kehadiran kau dan aku memberi seribu makna
Kita disatukan bukan kerana peluang
Tapi kerana takdir
Sejak pertemuan kita yang pertama
Gerhana di dalam hidup ku kini hilang
Pelangi yang hilang
Kini berwarna kembali
Pengenalan kita sangat ringkas
Hanya mengenal nama dan darjah
Tetapi senyuman yang kau ukirkan
Pada pertemuan pertama,
Kekal abadi
Hari demi hari kita bersama
Perasaan ragu ku padamu kini hilang
Satu perasaan telah terbina
Di antara kau dan aku
Di sejak hari persahabatan kita terbina
Aku tahu kau adalah kawan sejati
Masa duka dan suka kita bernama
Rasa cinta terhadap persahabatan terpendam di hati
Sentiasa di sisi sesama sendiri di kala duka dan suka
Itulah janji pertama yang kita lafazkan
Menyayangi sesama sendiri bagaikan saudara
Itulah kalimat yang indah kita lafazkan
Tetap bersama hingga akhir hayat
Itulah harapan kita bersama
Bersama mengabadikan persahabatan yang kita bina
Adalah matlamat kita bersama
Kini
Kita sudah lebih matang
Kita terikat dengan tanggungjawab yang berbeza
Mempunyai amanah sendiri yang harus dilaksanakan
Walaupun itu bukan alasannya
Untuk mengabaikan persahbatan
Yang telah kita bina selama bermusim-musim
Ombak di lautan akan berubah
Begitu juga dengan kau dan aku
Itu kita tidak boleh nafikan dan larikan
Aku menitiskan airmata kesal dan marah
Kesal kerana aku tidak dapat melaksanakan
tanggungjawab sebagai teman
Marah dengan diriku kerana tidak berfikir atas perbuatan ku
Yang dapat melukakan diriku dan mu
Kini
Biarlah yang lepas menjadi sejarah kita bersama
Kita tidak harus kecundang kerana kesilapan kita pada masa lampau
Masa depan adalah milik dan hak kita
Biarlah kita merancang kesudahan persahabatan kita
Aku memohon kemaafan seandainya aku telah melukakan mu
Wahai teman sejati ku
Aku bersyukur kerana telah disatukan,
Anugerah yang paling indah yang pernah ku dapat
Harapan setiap pagiku adalah
Untuk melihat sekuntum senyuman mesra yang kau ukirkan untuk ku
Hanyalah itu permintaan terakhir ku dari mu wahai
Teman sejati

hmmm..okie tak??

here is something for us to tink about..

"Kawan adalah orang yang sentiasa disekeliling mu bila kamu suka dan dukan

tapi

teman adalah orang yang akan mengongsi segala kesukaan dan kedukaan yg di lalui..."

siapakah teman dan siapakah kawan mu yg sebenar?

just bein miee

yup..
its sunday..
but still have to drag meself outta of bed to gor tution..
been doin quite weel for my eng trial..
but next week is ma SA2..
dead...
maths was fun with mr roslan scribling all over ma eng paper..
den accompanied my mum n makling to a wedding..
dis crazie uncle of mine still got the cheeks to ask
'hey, where's ur guy?'
wat was he tinking man..
den headed to causeway point but buy notin den head back to jurong point
ate at banquet n bought a slipper..
my mum tinking of buyin iSqueeze...
from osim..
he leg has alwaes been aproblem since her retrenched..
tonite was different..
spent atleast 1h30mins at the corridor wif ma sis..
hahax..we r just so kecoh..
well dats us!!
laugh at our old memories..gossip bout our lurve..
i mean monkey lurve wen we were as young as p4..
so dumb..
can't wait to celebrate her bdae dis weds...
hehehehe..
lurve ya peepz..
take time to relax
respect urself
n
repond to the surrounding..
hahaha...
well i tink dis will be my last entries till after prelim..
got to continue mugging..
chioa baby..


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queen mirah
LURVE MASELF!!

just dun understand why??

heyz...

been really sick today..

eventhough i was supposed to be happie todae..

well duh..he is here!!

whatever..

just dun feel like i am me

everything seem so wrong today...

just dunnoe wat happen...

i wonder where is she??

the real MIRAH..

yikes..

i hate dis man..

all the butterflies in my tummy..

bwekkk

well today performance was fantastic..

i might sae.. lurve the bands...

SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS

been shouting n shouting..

didn't xpect mukmin's voice to be soo nice arh

den headed to bedok community library..

to attend the prize-giving ceremony...

got the gold award n 30th place out of 100++ entries..

quite sad but okie wat got to be top thirty n gold..

the mini-seminar was FANTASTIC..

although i kept yawning during the first speaker tok..

i was so fascinated wif the world of writings...

SASTERA MELAYU!!

it really spark my interest to write a book...a short cerpen or novel..

so guys..wait for my book okie

support local talent hahaha..

i am really dieing to write a malay sastera dat include cerpen n sajak..

gosh...desperately need the chance...

thanks to mr A.Wahab n mr Ismail Wardy for the motivation...

met my old tcher..

ms zailena..really miss her man...didn't xpect her to remember me..she took down my number but i forgot to take hers..she remembered her deal to blanje me n ma fwens for our psle results..hahax..

well been tinking bout dis lately...shud i write about my life or u got any suggestion...

support my book kayz??

shud be published by 2007..long way to go man..need ya support...

i wish u were thare wif me..i was missing u n hoping dat u will accompany me..but..i still wish dat u were there just now..need ya man...

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queen mirah

*wish u were dere*

just dun understand why??

heyz...

been really sick today..

eventhough i was supposed to be happie todae..

well duh..he is here!!

whatever..

just dun feel like i am me

everything seem so wrong today...

just dunnoe wat happen...

i wonder where is she??

the real MIRAH..

yikes..

i hate dis man..

all the butterflies in my tummy..

bwekkk

well today performance was fantastic..

i might sae.. lurve the bands...

SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS

been shouting n shouting..

didn't xpect mukmin's voice to be soo nice arh

den headed to bedok community library..

to attend the prize-giving ceremony...

got the gold award n 30th place out of 100++ entries..

quite sad but okie wat got to be top thirty n gold..

the mini-seminar was FANTASTIC..

although i kept yawning during the first speaker tok..

i was so fascinated wif the world of writings...

SASTERA MELAYU!!

it really spark my interest to write a book...a short cerpen or novel..

so guys..wait for my book okie

support local talent hahaha..

i am really dieing to write a malay sastera dat include cerpen n sajak..

gosh...desperately need the chance...

thanks to mr A.Wahab n mr Ismail Wardy for the motivation...

met my old tcher..

ms zailena..really miss her man...didn't xpect her to remember me..she took down my number but i forgot to take hers..she remembered her deal to blanje me n ma fwens for our psle results..hahax..

well been tinking bout dis lately...shud i write about my life or u got any suggestion...

support my book kayz??

shud be published by 2007..long way to go man..need ya support...

i wish u were thare wif me..i was missing u n hoping dat u will accompany me..but..i still wish dat u were there just now..need ya man...

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queen mirah

*wish u were dere*

i ammmm so full

wooohhhooo..
had so much fun today..put everything aside n wen hunting for 'kain'
me n ma sistas wen to kampong jawa to get some kain but insted we got lost..not actuali lost,we missed the bustop n ended at geylang..

hahaha

had a good laugh at ourself..
soo much fun..
wen for our lunch at hajjah maimunah den wen to get the kain..
we are so lucky dat we met this shopowner who was once teacger and gave ur a $10 discount and free brooch..
so lucky of us...

den we walked all the way up towards bugis..

but we stooped at dis building called parkview square( something like dat)..
opp raffles hospi arh..
den snap some pictures before goin to bugis..
we took some neoprints despite the fact that we had a camera

da first trial was excellent but using it second time was terrible..we were caught unprepared for almost all the shots...

den proceed to the market and got myself a bag..hahaha..more discount...
before goin back, wen back to bussorah street to get zam-zam murtabak for our famili..

had a tiring dae but enjoyed it soo much...thanks dear...


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queen mirah

where have u beee huh?

yikes...
its been a week or sooo since i last update..hahahx..
been realli2 busy..damn busy man..been mugging..

dead...prelim are just round da corner..

yikes..i ammm soooo scared..

well i hope notin will happen to mee..

except the other day..miss ma c.m.e paper coz of my sore eyes

its really scary coz it had caused a gland around my upper neck..hehehe

well my frens had been very supportive..

yar..dat dae wen to watch 'the maid'...its okie lar..i rate it 3 out of 5..

not bad actuali..full of suspense..

had my prac prelim...i am very scared..i am sooo damn nervous on dat dae...only god noe..

den after dat wen to west coast drive to have lunc wif ju, kathy, lydia n elfa..

den accompany kathy to j.e to get her specs... soooo fun den chilled out at the library at left at about 6.15pm

it mentor's final...and it wasssss ssssoooo fun...

sooo exciting...and the winner was PIJA..hope it was NABEEL though...dats all..

wen to my pri skul today but did not manage to c my tcher..she was missing in action..meet lot of old peepz and enjoyed today...looking forward to my outing tomorrow with my sistas:[[fiza]][[shikin]][[nabilah]] to kampong jawa n hajjah maimunah...

lurveee ya...

queen mirah

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