nightmare#2

woke up with another nightmare i might defined it to be.

it happened in my dreams that i was married to someone's husband, and his wife came to my place to find the husband that we shared
it was weird and stuff, but somehow it got sexy half way and to think the husband that we were sharing was an old man.well not really the 70-80 year old, but more of 50+ years old and both of his wife are still young...

somehow it is still scary okie.
very!!

and now i cant even remove that image in my head.
gosh.

changes.

changes is sooo inevitable.
its about adaptability.

my goodness.eversince, the last semester break, which was only 3 weeks,and my body 'time' has been changing.
so much, for holidays and to catch on sleep, instead i find myself hogging on the comp, from midnight till early mornings.i love dat routine soo much till i got soo addicted.staying up for 20hrs straight was really fun sehh.and now the aftereffect is taking a toll on me.
right after terawih i find myself hogging on comp to either to do RJ or just doing nothing, and then slept for a few hours before sahur, and then cannot continue to sleep.
i always wanted to cry when i find myself wasting dat one hour of sleep before officially getting ready to go school.pathetic as it sound,

and i soo looking forward to every fridays,TGIF!
not because i have boyfriend that get out of camps or such, but its just another day where i can stay up all the night and get my space updated.
like FINALLY!
and finally a rest from all de hectic schedule,only minus the busyplussuperpacked preparation for RP Iftar 07, with a spirit.SMILESS!
but i still i am tired due to all the superLengthytheory from Operating system to system analysing.
i seriuosly need to find motivation to go to school.like really badly, and it turns out pocket money doesnt excite me that much.
its just de second week of the new semester and i have skipped two lesson.
well, a skipper got to do what a skipper got to do.

&& i think i have my observation to full use.
i observe the surrounding, and make use of issue to excites me.not excites me sexually, but excites my humour, but i think faa&deiya find myself lame.super lame.

the first random observation tat was made when i was otw home from buke at Al-Falah,
i was standing in the train, de weird thing was dat, there were seats, but apparently, i choose to stand all de way from Raffles Place...& den i wonder, why are there seats, but still some people choose to stand, so here might be some of the reasons,..ready?
1.maybe these ppl 'terkencit', and there might b stained in de underwear,so they cannot sit.
2.maybe their butt got bisul
3.they lean on de glass panel, because they want to test de durability of the glass panel.

i noe super random.
but i dont care!

i remembered cikgu aliza said this: "alah takkan mati kerinduan" & "kat agora takde reception,tu kan kat kubur, cume ader reception dgn Allah"..
Ingat zan??hehehe

so wells,
i soo in love with ...................

random zone.

well.

they say great powers come great responsibility,
but i think great choices come great responsibility...right?

okie its had been the random very random week,days,hours of mine.
there is a lot thing that just happened, and i wish i had a video recorder that will record and give me this power of playback and then laugh again.

and they say, laughter is always de best medicine huh?
den what explains the stomach cramps and the spins in the head?
hahaha.
whatever mira.

so anyways, i think moms are the most busiest peole on earth during Ramadhan,dont you think?
first they must have always a list of recipes settled for this month,they have to cooked twice a day man, the buka-which must be nice and extra special since its a reward for those who puasa and the sahur- which must be extra delicious so that everyone in the family will wake up and more importantly must be extra healthy lah kan, coz we need all the energy to last for the day..
&& their duty are not done yet. they are either busy planning what cadar to use for hari raya, which langsir, and there are even those busy baking kueh, and those busy sewing baju kurung.sometime it just make me wonder, ibu still jahit her own baju despite the many outfit they sell in bazzar.ye lah..save money katekan.
but serious man...women-ibu-mothers are the most amazing people on earth.

they are my new definition of my superheroes.so goodbye, superman!

and that means, i cant wait to me the superhero.
i want be to be the women, the mother..but i just cant imagine myself have to coook everyday, like waking up three plus in the morn just to do cooking and to tolerate all the nonsense that i might get when i have a husband and many children.ohmyAllah.
imagine having to know of what to cook everyday, well lets say having to know atleast 200 recipes,i mean, i dont want to eat the same food like every 3 days.it is more torturing then having to memorise the periodic table man.

okie.that was preety random rite?

not untill when i had this convo,
we were watching this malay tele movie,where this guy was married, and his mom apparently wants him to marry another one since his wife is having kidney problem.and this guy actually agree to his mom request.

me: abeh laki tuu nak kahwin? then the guy agree to get married?
ibu: nak lah..baru sakit buah pinggang sikit, abeh nak cari ganti want lahh!just because of kidney failure then want to find a new one.
me: sape yg suruh kahwin? who initiate?
ibu: mak dier ar his mother ar
me:alah dier nak turut ckp mak dier perr..taknak jadi anak derhaka haiayh, he dun want to be a rude son lah...he is just obeying his mother ar.
ibu: alah kalau jantan takkan takanak melawan, dah kate jantan, gatal,pantang di hulur then dun call himself a man, dunnoe how to stand on his feet,men are all de same, see chance, sure grab the chance..
me: rilek ar...dier ikut script lar, ada cameraman semua.hahahaha relax ar...they acting oni mah, got scrip, cameraman and all.hahah.

&&
it had been two days since i had a ohsoromantic buka.
once was with fatin, where we had packed meals and sit outside civic facing de sunset..untill there was dis lizard sound near us, that make me jumped and hurriedly asked her to pack all de food and find new spot..
then the nextnext day, had it again, but now 8 of us, de iftar comm ppl basically, sitting behind the mrt station and had the lepaks moment again.the laughs was unbearable lahh.

okie taaa...
in life, there is no guarantee...u got to take that risk.

new defination

SALAM RAMADHAN!!

to all my muslim readers.family,friends and acquaitances.

a more blessed one this year?

InsyaAllah.

terawih is only 30 days a year.
& have never got better when u have babes that spent time with you through all these.
well, lepak-ed is never a bore and we will find time just to do dat.


so its errr...26 days more to go.
and you people be good;
in de mean time,
HEAR,SEE & SPEAK no evil aites.

school starting soon.
hmm like.TOMORO!
new class, new friends and new module and new facil and new practices and new...(insert own text)
new addiction and new feeling of happiness.

new defination of happiness,loves,sacrifica and most important, new defination of life.

ironic

people are complaining of global warming etc.

and you know some people can go irony,

damn, they are cutting trees now.dang.

now you can feel the heat.now shades and no more source of "air refreshner"

this is what is goin on.

dang...and all these trees bear mangoes sehhh...waduhhh...

forestry.

FYEZA'S EIGHTEENTH BDAE

singing or screaming whatever u define, to sisterschick its pleasure & FUN!
3rd row: singing My Heart with emotions. mcm paham.

its all pure fun.i swear,
from 2.30pm to 8.00pm and its still aint enuff right?
its was nice and all...
terserlah hidden talent.
and to think we won third and an islandwide comp, kicking butts with 'Tanjong Katong' 4 years back.hahaha.
hahaha....

happy beachday!

it was happy beachday on last tues.

yeah kinda slow in updating.busy banget.

and we are a bunch of happy kids.

thanks to Top1 bread,TC Boy tuna and skippy peanut butter with chocolate strips and ntot forgeting de delicious scrambled egg that put us on cloud nine.

thanks for the nice and beautiful weather,

thanks for the company girlfriends.

and minus de fact i got scared in de water. i need to buy sandal so i can wear and swim with it.hehe

i swear we these food were giving us an extra energy to have fun!

and then we had emo times.NO LAHHHHH!! mane ader....it was just a day specially for happy moments.

thanks to all de happiness we had.and yeay.to dese girfriends that make it happen!

taggies replys

replies to taggies.

8 Sep 07, 11:52
fyeza: THANKS FOR YESTERDAY DARL<3
awww...i really hoped you enjoyed it.and it great to layan u thru ur jiwang mood.nehh

8 Sep 07, 11:29
akhbar: eh fun ar kaunyer entry...hahaha...aku pon nk buat cam gitu...=)
hehehe.BUAT lah....something to do lah kans.hahaha.lame tak dgr khabar kau....

5 Sep 07, 21:15
fyeza: dinner tmr, 3pm town. chalet? monday afternoon jumpe. and i see u have an interview on tues. make it at sentosa ah.
:)

5 Sep 07, 01:18
aauudd: hmmm we are meeting next tues time not confirm but shld be in the afternoon.will let u know again (=
thanks babe.keep me updated ehh.

5 Sep 07, 00:36
deiya: BABE! ECP was LOVEEEEDD
MESTILAH!!because ur precious was around..u noe hu rite?...me lahh...:)

4 Sep 07, 21:50
aauudd: eh darling let us know if you are free this thursday cause we arranging to meet up!
okie sureee

4 Sep 07, 02:12
icka: that song question thingy is interesting. Kita pon nak buat lah!!! HOHO~ KPO nye aku!
hahaha.ape pula kpo pulak...ape jerrrr
4 Sep 07, 00:40
Khairiyah: anyway kan..the question and answer thingie with the song super cutee!! kekadang,tkder link langsong ngan questions asked.heheh..
yarr...precisely.tapi kekek lah buat tuuu..mcm paham her lah dat questions asked.

4 Sep 07, 00:39
Khairiyah: ohhhh heyy missy! yeap..of course I know u and u know me..chets.(mcm paham!) your the director!! kan kan kan??heheh...anyhoots,ur linked laa babe!! *loves.
erkkk..dah takde title tu lagi lahh..hahaha.nice knowing u babe,thanks for de link.

4 Sep 07, 00:32
faatin: haiyaaaak!!!!boring2 turun toysrus lah..jengok2 saya=p
jauhlah kat suntec..nak TAMAN WARISAN!!!

3 Sep 07, 15:24
Wirni* <3: Ahahaha intended to do it at ferst when I read her blog ydae bt mcm malas gitu.. Niways Mira!! Date wif me soon ok... PP lah seyh!! Dating2!!! Weeeeeetz~
yeap..DATE sett!!!

boredom strikes.

okie.I AM BORED.
so i went bloghop and saw dis entry.
i copied from khairiyah(NP).credits.
sorry ehhh...i dah bored lah.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN
NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

a) How are you feeling today?

"Jangan Tunggu Lama-Lama"-Gerhana Ska Cinta

hmm.i wonder who the "dia" i am refering to from dis song.and indeed a ska rendition of dis song explain my mood.

b)Will you get far in life?

"Kata Orang"-Imran Ajmain

i belive i will rite?if only i wont be bothered with all these remarks given by them, betuk tak Imran?hehe.mcm paham.

c)How do your friends see you?

"Qyiam"-NewBoyz

ape makne qyiam ehh?ntah ehhh....maybe,maybe not..

d) Will you get married?

"Semua Tentang Kita"-Peterpan

its all about us rite?so yar shud be boleh kahwin...hahaha...yeay nice song to represent a marriage thou

e) What is your bestfriend's theme song?

"Wait For You"-Elliott Yamin

aww...sweet.yes we will wait for each other no matter how late.

f) What is the story of your life?

"Give Thanks To Allah"-Micheal Jackson

Alhamdulillah.i believe there is hikmah in everything i do.and whatever is happening.

g) What was high school like?

"Seize the Day"-Avenged Sevenfold

hmmm.maybe.i seize all my days indeed.oppurtunist.

h) How can you get ahead in life?

"Nyanyian Rindu"-Iwan Falls

i dunno.missing.

i) What is the best thing about your friends?

"Ingin Tahu"-Erra Fazira

hmmm.my friends are curious bunch of ppl indeed.

j) What is in store this weekend?

"Kian"-Mawi

HAHAHA.ntah!!!

k) What song describes you?

"Bahasa Hati(interlude)"-Imran Ajmain

i believe de melody does reflect my mood somehow.but i dunnooo.

only i understand de language of my heart

l) To describe your parents?

"Hapus Aku"-Nidji

NO!!not hapus dem..listen to the first part of de song."tulis kan kesedihan..lalala"

m) How is your life going?

"Ada Apa Dengan Cinta"-Melly & *i forgot who*

YEAY!!read de title...whats wif love?yeayyyy...soo betul gituuu

n) What song will they play at your funeral?

"Umpama Mimpi Dalam Mimpi"-Damasutra

songs that i will dedicate to all my friends that have been by my side all this while.

thank you.our friendship is a sweet dream

o) How does the world see you?

"Pencinta Wanita"-Irwansyah

hahaha.direct translation.women lover=lesbian??FUH dahysat nyeee..

i think i make a best girl bestfriend.hahaha.mcm paham.

p) Will you have a happy life?

"Lemas"-Ruffegde & Bernieve

drowning?i dunno.i believe everyone is entitled to have a happy life.there is always a blessing in disguise.

q) What do your friends really think of you?

"Hanya Menari"-Imran Ajmain

unless boys get jealous over the fact that their girlfriend loves me more than him.hahaha.

r) Do people secretly lust after you?

"Bukan Diriku"-Samsons

YEAHHH BETUL.not me!!lust after me.you got to be kidding kans?

s) How can i make myself happy?

"I Wont See You Tonight-Part 1"-Avenged Sevenfold

hahaha,not seeing yoou make me forget you and forgetting you makes me happy..somehow logic.

t) What should i do with your life?

"The Sweet Escape"-Gwen Stefani

sweet escape kerr?

u) Will you ever have children?

"NowWhy2"-OAG

YEAY i will explain thru dis

makcik1:dah ada anak?

me:sekarang(now?)

makcik1:yes

me:kenape?why?

makcik1:takde tanye jer(just askin)

me:ouh..ada dua(i have 2)

so i have used de title to ans.

this thing make me laugh lah kan.

ok people

have a nice day ahead.

baju kurung affairs.

jemputan at banana leaf was nice.

had good laughs and had soo much things to laugh at.

and bestie was excited over de fact that we were in baju kurung and that leads to camwhoring session at midnight.giler punya kerja.

and thanks deiya, i am all addicted to sudoku.

and to hidayat hassan, good luck for de hearing.

pictures time.

kene abuseeeeeeed!!!

poses mule bodeh... i loike!

and holding a baby is a bliss.