well
i haven been updating dis for so may days.

there are lots or things to be said, but i dun wanna put it.
but i dunno okie.
for sure i will update the necessary things i guees.
maybe it is important for me but not you.i dunno..
i am sorry..

well..
it happened again.
i think i wasnt menat to have dat feeling.
u noe dat fling thingy..
yeap dat one..u had it right now.

urghh.
whatever.
okie exciting news..
i got to fast for a complete full month.
okie it something i am proud k.
hha.
not my girlfrined haven been coming and my pinggang area is in great pain.
yeay thanks NURUL..yar eyes having tembel.not because of PORN lah..
dirty hands..hahaha..did hanky panky stuf on my eyes..thanks ehh nurul...
haha.

i miss my bicth..
we are supposed to meet for nasi lemak tau..
haha..wen will dat be..


saturday morning was a great start at west coast seh.
haha.
met up my besties and have BREAKFAST.
super long since we last met.wanted to have our fave wak jawa mee sot..but close lah pulak..
den had chicken rice instead.yumyum..hehe...
we had great laufs and we are even down planning for shikin's birthday...
YAYYAY..we are goin to Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical..
mum say dun waste money..but i want lar ibu...
den she allow..so fiza and shikin getting de tix.yeaheyah

haha
saturday nite i hitted my tembel and it is sok pianful taht the whole swollen thing have turned black..
eww lar but i dun dare to cucuk deh
haha
and again i broke my specs.
so yeah..i am making my 7th specs
can k ibu..
i dunno why..i love to collect specs.
oni dat it is expensive..haha..

den klua hari raya with kak ena and family..
very kecoh siark..but i like lah.
de wannna go my aunts house kebayakkannye takde..
yeah..den in de end we cross cousins house visits.hehe.cool ler.
okieokie.
haha..
erm.what else to tlk ehh
ouh..my bottom front tooth is painfull..
shud i go dentist this week or wait..go with granny?

den next saturday..hanz and gang ajak klua raye..tgk dulu k..
mira segan lah..
haha..fatin goin..
alah u all nie.dtg my hse k..tiiooot
den sunday klua ngan gang
confirm kecoh sark..
kite confirm giler.haha.
:)

okie i finish what i have to say..
hehe..
my teeth sakit jer...hehe..

DEEPAVALI @ THAVEN"Swee.its bunga api time...
for de first time.i am scared of bunga apey...haha
wee.we love saturday.
smile smile:)
happy DEEPAVALI :)
i had soooo much funs...

okie i haven been up updating...

hehe...soo aite?

you noe i have lots to say

but i am soo lost..

hussshhh.i am so speechles rite now.
let me be me for now.

 

i dunnoe what to say.i cannot make uo my mind.

i am so sorry.

de smile.maybe be deceiving.

i tried to smile.

but the real truth lies in my eyes....

i am sorry.

whatever

haha. i am like freezing in class yest and today too.i guess i am de oni one feeling.
like imah use to say..is it you or me or the environment?
haha.
i feel so woman nowadays.okie
haha.like crap tau mira.aniwae.
haha.so yah, dis few days i have been qurta to school.
yeap.so feminine?haha.like serius, i have been dressing in shirts and jeans,
mum once nagged dat i gonna look like guy coz i starting to dress 'masculine' way like boi lah she sae, so yeap, decided to wear qurta for de month of mulia.Ramadhan.
hehe.a few ppl sae i looked different. i take it on de bright side lah.hehe.

haha.
i have been quiet seh.i want to talk or laugh like i use to with de old W16c.yar
dis time, W16c is a bit more introvert except for few people, but i starting to like it, as i cmon lah, its just de second week or so kan.so must bersabar ehh...

and yar, before i forget, got another haircut.
ds time is like thinner,haha,and like can see my benjol-led head.haha.
dunno.no i aint no alien tau.haha.atleast dis time my mum actually notice de haircut.
seriusly i tink i all for haircuts.i have dis desire to cut hair like eveymonth.den kalu dah tak lawa,sedih sendiri.
haha.okie.haha.so yeap.haircut done!
partly reason is because i have been having dis feverish feeling for the past few weeks.
okie.i noe kental.
u must be wondering why i go to a saloon instead a clinic?why meet hairdresser instead of doctor?
haha.there are just somethiing that are unexplainable.
haha.
or i am falling sick because i change my name.not literally change lah.
now my class includes faci called me Siti instead of kamirah or mira.
so yah..
okie so old fashion i noe.
okieokie watever.

i am having maths now.looks like i am getting hang of it.
i seem to like dis lesson.haha.its like A maths.
learnt the function phacdorian(!) i dunno how to sae but the symbol is (!).
ok fun lah.but my fingers are freezing like nobody business.

and stucked in my ears are rockstar supernova songs
haha.
wat the world is ladylike?
hehe.
i tink dave ***something**(i dunno)haha is hott oni dat he have a whole tattoed body.haha.
kental.
opss

okie fiza has been bugged about my kental thingy.
haha.its a werd my fatimah had introduced me.haha
kental-ness all de way ok?haha
kental nak mampas.

okie bye babes,girlfrens
okie.
haha
i need hott around.

ouh hooo

hello peepz
rite now i am at my granny cribs.
well its been a long tiime since i last slept here.
well wasnt feeling very good dis morning.down with fever.
i guess it starts with yesters long hours in air con bus.
people say fat people will have dis xtra layer of fat that can help me stay warm
goodness. i will prove u wrong.i cannot stand the coldness of evrything.
especially in class anything related to air con lah.
sometime fan make me brr.haha.get what i mean?

well life.
dun ask me.coz i am damn speechless.i so torn into parts.
u noe been staying at bedok rite?mum had chemo like every two tuesdays.
now she have to be down on monday as well to put dis medication IT into de bone marrow, to protect another relapse or another outbreak of cancer cells in the brain.
great.mum is great.she is daman strong ok.she is stronger than me.
cmon.mak mak kite lebih byk makan garam dari kite.
i love mum.

whatever you have to say..i dun care ok?
rite now.i am only concerned to excel in studies and fulfilling my duties as siti kamirah
dun question my credibility ok.coz GOD had helped me thru all dis.

okie here i go again.
haha.pardon me.
haha
i miss my besties and bitches.
besties.besties.can we meet?haha.
bitches can we go school/home together?
hakin is now busy with everything especially DB.
phat has been poping into class.haha with lovable qifang.
hehe.
things have changes.i am so quiet nowadays.maybe too tired.i am seriusly tired ok.
hurhur.

well schedule is packed nowadays,
busy with SLC campaign dis week.for the next weeks till 8oct.
den sats down with KidsRead.
shucks i will forgiving my SunLove project and CDAC project.mati seh.

fuad is hott
hady is hott
u are hott.

winkswinks