haha..i had fun today..i mean doin project was sooo fun...actuali quite leceh but i like seh..i love the powerpoint slides...we went to farisha a.k.a shasha...haha...love her room lar..like candy floss..nice rite..yum yum...hehe...we shared lots of common stuff...shikin n shasha...hillary duff,kelly n more artiste..we sang in her room like nobody's business..atleast half of the project is done..phewww...
shasha n kin n me shared our lil secret...hehehe :)hope everything will b as per normal..haha...well..been out to mustaffa two day in a row...haha..shopping..i bought a bucket of lollipops for thurs*wee*..hehe
well i am quite worned out..haha..sorry ehh..penat banget lah...

aiyo..its been 3 daes since i last update..hehe..well life has been ok-lar to me..
okielah lets start..i realli am thankful dat shikin is very understanding..she been a great sis to me..i mean she realli listen to my crap,i mean all the whining i had for certain ppl(shikin noe hu)..haha..i am happy for what i am..i tink soo..but i am definetly gratefull dat i met dem(my bestie n buddies n frens)i mean i will never ever b able to replace all my frens...
okielah..lets talk bout me...
i really am enjoying myself in skul despite the waking up xtra early..i mean i am beginning to feel it as a routine now..meeting up new ppl n den lerning new jokes n definetly understanding the diffrent ppl's attitude..its sooo fun..sometimes its just amusing,seeing ppl being agitated soo easily,being amused by a sneeze,being attracted to someone new...haha..i tink i am soo ab-normal..but there is sumting that i find it very weird i might sae...i asked,if lets sae ur given a chance to do something wat will it be?y did many ppl choose to do something over again?>well i tink chance are given for someone to learn from the mistakes n gain the experience..if we were to turn back time,wat if the the americans may not choose to dropped the atomic bomb,we will definetly still be under the hands of japanese..but thats not the issue..the lesson that we made from the past make who we are today...ok..dun wanna crap bout it..just wanna noe...how many think dat love is impt n how many think success in education will gaurentee happiness?
okie went shooping yesterdae wif bestie fiza n kin..bought purses..cool rite..emily stuffs just rawk..i wanted to buy the memoir of geisha book..but haha..nvm
soo ppl plz ans me!

well its finally sunday..REST n RELAX!!haha..too much activity had happened for the past few daes..well liked i said in my previous entry,i dun wanna join the Dikir Barat..but eventually i joined it..haha...it wassss sooo fun den i expected..but the sad ting is dat becuase i can't sit like the srikandi awok-awok..i memang ada difficulty sitting cross legged since young..futhermore sitting like dat..ouh god..luckily the amirul sae it was okie..just sit normally..haha...thanks ehh..haha...syimah was sooo nice to me..coz i was new..den she keep on turning bhind and asked me whether i was ok?thanks syimah..wee..i have learnt two songs n a few ragam..cool man..kak ama n kak su were nice to me too..they hugged me eventhough i was new n gave me lots of encouragement...haha..i mean i was new n they treat me indiffferently...thanks ehh..kak ana got a melodious voice...the girls are good man..
den wen to esplanade to meet the my class buddies...gosh miss dem man..hey thanks yat for organising it...i had a blst together wif dem eventho it was a while...i saw u ju..hehe...i like to on the roof of esplanade...i loike u noe...haha..
on friday wen to Sp wif my bestest(wat else can i asked for)gerlfrens..i had sooo much fun too eventho i was tired...ya lor..on dat dae got 1h30mins of PE seh..aiyo2..haha..to fiza n kin n nab...love u loads...haha...
okie..i been having butterflies in my tummy..u noe wat ppl been saying i looked like a guy in one of the pic..n sound like a guy on da fone...its sooo sad
...i sooo sad seh..is dat wat ppl see me thru their lenses?haiz...

well forget wat i said at the previous entry...i just realise how fast my mood can change..the first pasrt of the morn i was sooo excited bout goin to class n the other minute..i was pissed off at ppl..i am sorry kin if suddenly i change my mood...urgghhh..i just dun understand..maeb i was sooo emotionally attached to dat point of situation..i just cudn't control myself...urgghhh..maeb its part of growing up..its all bout emotions...well its not like wat u tink...is nutin actuali..i will try to get hold of myself..but i simply can't..
nvm..lets change the topic..well yesterdae our class rep forget to indicate dat i n shikin was at the lecture..i mean we were sitting infront of her lar..haha..lucky the teacher check the attendance durin tutorial if not..kena detention seh..lets get the amusing part..my econs tcher called me kamari instaed of kamirah n my class rep called me mika instad of mira..haha..sooo farnie..
even though i tried to lughh..i just kept remembering..oh man!!wish i have never met u..

i am soo in lurve with my new skin...thanks to shikin for editting the pics n fiza for making a change or uplift for my blog...weeee...haha..gonna make dis short..well today was the official start of the new time-table..we had 2 break for every day..soo looking forward for tomoro malay lesson hehe...well no management class so wen hm a lil bit early...haha...finally we talked..i mean at last we officially introduce ourself to the three retainees...haha i mean after sooo long..the other guy was sweet..we finally talked..i mean he said sumting to me bout shikin waiting alone at the LT1..den he said see ya..ouh so sweet..hehe..i am sooo gundu..just like dat dah sieow..haha..well nobody cud understnd my feelings now...

despite bein the mira u noe..u mightnot noe dis..i will cry if sumbody picked on me wrongly...i mean accused me for doing sumting i didn't do...n i will cry wen somebody talk bad bout my family esp my mum n my bro n dad....

well talking bout it just now..i just realised y i was being sooo emo just now..today 15th january..i mean the 7th year death anniversarry...gosh..now i am crying.. i miss my dad sooo much..i miss calling or saying the werd ayah...i miss every single moment dat is related to dad...ppl alwaes go to their dad for allowance..i miss saying'ayah,mimi nak duit belanja'..i miss the times i spent wif my dad..i am jealous wen ppl go out wif thir dad..it looks soo perfect..a happy family...i miss the love of a father...i miss hugging n touching my dad's spiky beard..i miss his laughter...i miss every single bits of him....i wish he is here wif me thru the darkest time...yes i oe he is alwaes wif me...i miss saying the werd.."AYAH,MIMI SAYANG AYAH" n "TERIMA KASIH AYAH!"....
honestly i dun a have a tight bvond wif dad coz firstly he werked till late nite to support my family,he was alwaes sick n hospitalised,n futhermore he have already gone!!

p/s:to those hu r reading..appreciate ur dad for he is the man of the family..eventhough u dun like the way he look at certain tings..there is is one ting for sure dat will never chang..he loves u..depite ur stuborness or rudeness...u r is presious gift from god...tresaure every moment u can n have to be b with ur dad...coz once he is gone..there is no replacement...
right now i am missing him...i never want dis to happen but it happened for a reasons...i miss u dad...
*ayah,mimi rindu ayah!!gosh wat happened to me?

well today wen shooping..it was a remedy for me but a suffering for my purse..hehe..i got an xtra $50 from my brother..he ask me to use the money to get myself a sling bag..haha..so sweet..den i bought a yellow bag n sandals n earings..den wen to cuzin hse at bedok...since my cuzin no longer own a car,i had to make my way hm alone..i mean ALONE!!got 45 mins accompanied by nobody..it was a nightmare..
well like wat i said, i went to bugis to do some shopping..den i was falling in lurve wif dis watch..not really falling but OREDI fall in lurve wif it..u can cuztomize ur name into the watch..ain't it cool..hahaha..i gonna get it man..
so let me end my entry by thenking these few party..firstly i wud like to thank y fabulous sistas,shikin n fiza for accompanying me for my shopping den TV mOBILE..i mean tv mobile had accopanied me home all this while..i really am thankful to all these creations..well need to get some rest now..haha..to all the ppl reading dis...have fun wen u still can kay...hehe...
i desperately need more cash..if u notice..my wishlist is extending..coz human wants can never be statisfied..!!haha
have u ever wonder y girls like to go shopping?spending all their money...not all lar but..u noe wat i mean..den in the end they wan more cash...example me..hehe..let me emphasis dis...we girls contribute a lot to the economy..u noe y?coz we shop a lot..so guys,we did our part as a sporean..haha..i mean in economic wise..haha..lets put on ou thinking hat,if we girls dun shop?will we get big turnover n profit for our country..to to all husbands-to-be..dun nag wen we wan a GOLD CARD!!

well i got notin to do so i took some test on myself..
dis is the first test: personality test...
sooo here is the results:
Mira Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.With others, you tend to be polite and formal.As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive(really meh?)You take good care of yourself.On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

so went to another test to satisfy myself..
sooo here is the results:
Mira Personality Profile
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.You tend to blend into your surroundings.Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.You believe that you live a virtuous life...And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

so went to take a test to detrmine my heart colour:
Mira Heart Is Red
You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!
Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy(OMG!!dun tink soo)
Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing(no,no,no)
Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense
What you bring to relationships: Honesty

so went to take another one...dis i need help..coz its hw ppl look at me?so i am not sure:
Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it

i tink dis test is true bout me..
Your Inner Child Is Angry
You're not an angry person.But when you don't get your way, watch out.Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.

so i guese dis was my last test...(enuff mira)...
Your Hidden Talent
You are both very knowledgeable and creative.You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

ya ya

well wats today post will be?
well i had my first Gp period today..and something caought my attention wen my lecturer said dis: ENGLISH AMONG TEENAGERS ARE DEGENERATING
well wat do u tink?i seriusly think its illogical lar..did u guys listen or watch DETIK? these bunch of teenagers homourly n bravely admit dat they prefer to talk or interact in english..well den how u explain the irony thing bout engklish is degenerating...i really am embarassed wen some of these malay teenagers admits dat the malay language is boring n stuff..well i wud like ask dem...wat was the first language they learn right after they have the abilty to speak n talk...nyahnyah..these teenagers ar..dunno hw to appreciate malay language seh..

another issue..did u guys watch the GET REAL:UNDERAGE PROSTITUITION..
actuali we can't blame these batam underage girls just because they offer underage services...we must look at dem right from their background..u noe wat i mean..they dun have to choose these career prospect if they are given opputunity n choices..eventhough they noe it is wrong n against their religion..wat can they do...given their little education backgroung who wud employ dem rite?...haiya..dis is bitter n sweetness of true life..it is easy said den do..pity these girls..well i hope they will realise where is their mistake n will change...

mira outz at 9.10pm

okie..today was the start to lessons..well actually there was a suprise early in the morn..well the Malay cultural society(MCS) of MI put up a brilliant performance about hari raya haji..the music were live..i mean the melody from the flute blown by dis kakak was perfect..den the guy 'takbir' o meloudiusly...it was sooooo cool..den proceed to have my first lecture..
the first period was history..the teacher a bit lembik...we had like 3 thick stacks of notes to read..den wen for PE..do nothing coz fist dae mah..haha..den continue wif history tutorials den wen for management of business course...den we like have to read dis dtack of notes by the nxt lessons..oh gosh...
dunno whether i can survive..
another suprise awaits me wen an old primary skulmate came up and approach me...haha...
okieah..been bloghopping...lots of happening tings goin around...
well like wat many may emphasis will be the release of o'level results...well have faith in urself..believe dat u have given all ur best...dun worry bout pleasing others bout ur results..be content wif wat u get..dun ever try to be perfect coz nobody is..dun worry bout a failure coz nobody decide ur destiny n achievements other than urself...

wat shud i sae?

weee...i tink dis skin rox eventhu it gonna irritates ppl...but i simply love it...do leave me ur comment...any idea hw to let my post to publish oni to entries..instaed of a lot..haha...doodles...take care n comment okie?:)

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haha..i missed out one ting fom my previous entry..we played this 4 way soccer on the third day..the game goes like 10 persons frm Alcor1 n Alcor2 VS 10 persons frm Cyrus1 n Cyrus2...
acn u imagine 40 ppl chasing for i ball in the basketball..it looks retarded but overall fun..well yesterdae(7jan)i had 4e9 bbq at banyan condo..chewy home..well we had agreat time despite the rain..weee...great food n gummies..we had fun catching up with all the class mates..we then played truth n dare game..as per norm..well i had great fun yesterdae...thanks peepz..hehe..actually i reached hm at 10.30 but i got into my hm at 12.00midnight coz my mum did not leave my keys at the norm place...
well i still have butterflies in my stomach..but dunnoe why?sheeessshhh...i tink its the results...there is some sources that sae it is on the 15th Feb 2006...OMG...my legs are wobbling...ouh my gosh...
sheessshhh...i feeling cold rite now....
speechless now...

My new MI life

this is an entry dat sum up all my activity at Mi for the past 4 days...

okielah its is soooo crampy in the hall...n very stuffy..luckily i made a few more frens frm my grp...the first person was YongYong frmTKGS.. den Nas frm bartley den rachel n amalina frm ridgean sec... , siti sabirah frm?chloe from MGS,yvone
we learnt new tings during our clan period..meaning all alcor grps will come together in a lecture hall to discuss bout Alcor's identity,mascot..
u might b wondering wats is alcor...dis yr they had themes on star which 'supernovation' means explosion of stars..sumting like dat..
okie..one the first day was bored coz got a lot of admin stuffs...
lets talk boy day two..my grp n cyrus grp learnt the mass dance during the first half day but in the end had to cancell coz of the rain..so the rest of the 4 grps:orion,draco,phectao n rigel come up to the hall n played bombings game...so we bombed the Student conucil which made of year 3 students..our emcee,Joel was forfeited..u noe wat he had to do...he to do POLE-DANCINg together with Keong another leader..Keong is hensem coz he chinese muslim...it was soooo farni..at bout 1pm..the rain stops n thus we continue with our mass dance..we had a cha-cha dance cum lil bit of waltz..it soo cute..
on the third day we played our mass ice-breaker which was only a short one den we proceed to get ready our mascots..u noe wat we choose for our mascots?SPONGEBOB N PATRICK!!y dem?because Alcor is a red star thus Patrick is a Red starfish...they were soooo adoroble n we won the best mascots competition...hehe...the whole year 1 student were singing along with our spongebob song..haha..sooo cute..den again Keong had to do pole dance with Patrick..haha..sooo cute...
on the fouth n last day was the most exciting one...well we had mass games on the first day..they had 5 stations n we have to play 2 out of 5..my grp,Alcor1, choose to play all the wet games..the first station was called 'the germans up the slope'...they place bed mats n sleeping bag on the slope behind their school n pour flour soaps n everything slippery on the mats...we actuali had to fill in a bucket by transporting cups of water attached on the helmet...we were caught wet wen Farid,the cameraman.was in charge of filling the water,uses his hose n splash on us...he was very farniee too...den at the end of the game the whole grp slide down the slope...but one ting for sure is dat everybody wen home with a soiled underwear..haha..i brought mine..haha..den farid offerd the boys disposable undergarments at $1...haha..the other game was water bomb..we den took a grp photo with our soiled clothes..den prepared our mass skit n dance..we came up with an american idol thingy but instead we had bangra dance performance,dikir barat,mordern dance n to instill humour we had dis ikea n gatsby commercial dat was acted out by my grp...it was fun lar..den had our own alcor mass dance..it was cute...
well dis is a extract of the dikir barat:
(christmas song tune)
on the first day at MI
my SL told to me
you shut up,sit n pay money

on the second day at MI
Joel said to Keong
i be the pole u be the dancer
n we make everybody happy
...den i cant remember wat was the nxt lne..something got to do with keong dancing with our patrick...
well dats all folks...

p/s:wat i noticed is dat the SL n SC are all good-looking n preety..haha..well i will b having my first official lessons dis monday...sooo...i will update u again......haha

Anugerah Planet Muzik

anione wanna go to
ANUGERAH PLANET MUZIK 2006
@ spore Expo
on the 24th March 2006
From 8.30 to....???
i wanna go...

all new

weee
its finally 2006..
well 2005 was a tough year for many us..i might sae..
but 2005 will always etched in my memory coz its dats yr i learn a lot..
n i mean a lot..
goodbye 2005..
dats all i can sae now..but never to the good memories that i had onced experience..eventually all these good memories will obviously come with bad ones....
well wat can i sae...life will never b alwaes SWEET even though u tried to b perfect...
haha..
well 2005..it has teaches me a lot of thing..it had teaches me to b a more matured person n more sensible(i tink)..well it definetely has teaches me the power of frenship n most importantly believing in myself...
well its very important for me too realise dat i have to stand strong on my grounds n principles if i want to excel in line..well it does not only apply to myself..it APPLIED TO ALL!!..i really hope that 2005 will leave us with all the precious moments n not the times where we cried because of betrayal be it by buddies,bestfriends or even lovers..
well 2006 is a new start for every life..forget the past but learnt frm it...
well its the experience that makes a person matured..

well 2006...i hoped it had installed great suprises n challenges for everyone of us...well has everyone had their new year rsolution?
well mine is:to be a more better person but not perfect n to b more realistic in my goals coz i wud not want to expect too much from myself n in the end stress n upset myself..
i have learnt that i shud be grateful for wat i am n not to be someone that is not me..well dats it lar my new yr resolution...to b a better person...
for some ppl,its hard to c a diff side of me..i usually keep all my feelings to myself...i had alwaes been the ears n not the voice...well i hope i will b able to open up n not bottle up my feelings n in the end give in...
...............................well dats all i hav to sae...but before that...i wud like to express my gratitude thanks to ALL n EVERYBODY that had been with me eventhough its for 60secs or to hurt me...u all had changed me to b a better person....LOVE ALL!!