Saturday, July 29, 2006

we goin to de town

wee.
dis is just how thankful i am
i have a great way ending my week.
we headed down town.
yabeedabedoo
hehe.
hakin me n fatimah.
we were carzie and one thing for sure we having lots of fun.
it was so unplaneed.
we plan to lepak.
out of a sudden we took de train n headed to cineleisure.
great.its like finally we went out together.
we will do more often.but must be UNplanned.
super fun okay.
dun jeolous okay.
it was unplanned.
i just love it k.
we were laughing n talking n eating n drinking and making fools out of our self.
one ting for sure that we did is.
PHOTO SNAPS.
woahla.
dis time we will spend longer time together.
must mind about hakin dragon boat n imah have to meet her kakak sedare.

before we left for town.
something happened.
our dearest wirni broke to tears.
dearet wirni, dun worry, we will be here k.we pray for de best k.
haiz.wirni is de nest few hypher-active gurl in class.
well i wore gree today.n eza too n far too.
wohoo.
but wait.
i was labelled 'green cockroach'
just because i pack my lappie slow.
we had great lauf on de way to station wif qifang doin all styles of walking.
keep it up qifang.i mean ur butt.hehe..
i love my lovelies gurlfrens.
wee.outing to TM soon?haha..oni if i goin back bedok k?

to dearest hakin:)
chill aite.the love will bloom w/o u knowing or realising.
stay de hakin u are k.
be strong.

to dearest imah:)
MOLLY!!haha..now i guess everyone noe about u.haha.
be it u have ur class boifren.u r still mine.hehehe


love
mira:)

Friday, July 28, 2006

wat a bad/good week

well.
for some may have known or observed my 'perangai' dis week
or i might sae it start from last week.
i just dun feel great anymore
suddenly i feel like i should be alone
leaving in silence
quietness have been my fave song now.
okay..go on..tell me i am leading a sad sad life.dam pathetic neh.

of all many things dat upset me is because i have scoring B for de WHOLE week except maths..lucky u.
of all many comments, dey stated 'u seem to be quiet during today lesson.do try to speak up more'..my first time sia kenna dat comment.
woah.impressive can?i never expect it will affect my productivity n grade..darn lah.
i am still in my 'pan-chet' tyre' mood.
shucks.i got like 3 more lesson to buck up.
die sia.den now.i like alwaes in de same grp wif him.
sian okie.not i dun like ler.but out of 5 modules, 4 is with him.
if tomoro enteprise is de same.i am doomed.
estella dun laugh k..
fessy..i dun wanna end my semester like dis can?
hakin n fatimah..stop thinking nonsense k.


okey.i gonna be shibbie long entry.bear with me kay.
well if dun wanna.just kindly press de X button at the top right hand corner.thanks for visitting.
weell.i have been in a shibbie mood.*de word shibbie originated from fatimah,and i find it cool*
suber ubberly shibbie mood k.
early of de day i can be so COLD dat i dun even wanna talk.sorry babe.
but my lovelies class doesn't fail to cheer me.but upon de release of de new grouping, i will actually feel like demoralised.urgh.darn rite.BUT I SWEAR its not because of my class.just dat.my lil voice inside of me is having PMS, and doesn't seem to cooperate wif me.urgh.
okie.i starting to have flu n cough back.i wonder wen will it end.relax its not dat serious like dat first term.only dat my voice.is utterly ROCKERS.i tink arh.due to many laughs n singging.
today had super fun time with fatimah n hakin.hakin was in de same grp wif me.YEAH!.haha.
we were singing like crazy in class diuring second brakout.believe me.its wasn't us dat called de rain.haha.i will soon gonna miss all de babes n dudes in W16C.shit.haiz.another sian ting.

if u wanna ask me how am i feeling tomoro morning.i bet i have no answer.coz i dun noe what i am feeling now.looks like me n miao n hakin are feeling lost now.lets add imah n wirni.all of us mood-lost can?one time we will be quiet and de next minute will be super-duper hyper.jumping arnd,like nodody business.
i usually feel like crying wen i feel like want.
which i find is weird.
haha.
wait..is dis entry super long?.
nah.i jus feel like writting.so i won't stop till i want too.
urgh.i can switch my mood so easily.goodness.whoever is holding de remote controller plz click to HAPPY/HIGH mood.i seriously need it.
haha.

lepak wif fatin,han,sham n sal at lib.
i made new frens.
wee.had good lauf n chat wif dem.
its a small RP afterall.
sw natria in de train.she is getting preetier ok.
nice catching up with her.

okie.
i have reflected on myself and here are intersting tings dat i found about myself.
1. i am shy wen i face boys.i am losing interst in boys.
2. i feel weird eating infront of boys
3. i can switch mood easily.
4. i love to smile.
5. i will vomit if i brush my teeth and accidentally hit de back of tongue.*it happened dis morning*vommitted de whole dinner out.
6. i cannot make decisions.easily swayed by environment.
7. i don't like to walk home alone.
8. i am in shibbie mood
9. i will get head-ache if its too cold.i cannot tahan aircon
10. i want love can? from hady mirza okay :)


love.
mira:)

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

picture affairs

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

get right

'keras hanya lah luaran ku,
lembut tetap di dalam hati..'

get de meaning people?haha..kalau tak takpelah.

hehe..de new skin is made by FYEZA..she is a great bestie..she sae she got nutin to n spend her time to make me a skin..
ain't she sweet..thanks babe..i owe u one ice-cream stick..
hehe...okie sound very cheapskate..atleast sumting rite babe..

to other babes, ..i need a make-over..wanna change de way ppl think..hehe..
its quite disturbing wen an aunty sae '$1.60 boi..' to me..
but i noe..just forget it..
its just a random comment..but what if other ppl said de same ting..
my goodness..its feels like a tight slap on my chubby cheeks
note to self:plz be positive..all these ppl really need eye checkups okie?
woohoo...

greatness..
i love myself..
i have great rite?
haha..loser okie..
i have de shoulders for ppl..
now i dun even noe whether i am feeling rite or not?
i just dunno okie..
it just feels so weird.
to ALL hu have been very franked with me all dis while..
its great tio hear ur stories..but i am so sorry..my advices may not be 'heed-able'
okie?

well i guess i have lots to say k..
just agree with me dis once k.
i just wanna be me
i am me but i dun noe what is de real me?
smiles and smiles..dats all i can give k

one more thing, i just dun wanna be dat someone where u let go ur steam k
i got feekings k.
i still have a piece of my mind to be voiced out,
lets practise one way conversation..orite?
i talk u listen and vice versa k?
plz respect what i have to say..stop cutting me in ok?
i listen to u like what?almost everyday okie..
plz k..listening to de same song all de times..ITS BORING OK!!
i maybe be selfish but what bout u okie?
be fair k...


well had early dinner with bestie shikin..
she is looking HOT!!
haha..
shikin her shikin there..i love eating with shikin
haha
we meet up more k..
wen u are not tired and i end early..
hehe..like wen?
haha..anyway kin missh u k..

toodles ppl
mira

Sunday, July 23, 2006

my tea's gone cold
i'm wondering why
i got out of bed and all
the morning rain cloud outside my window
i can't see at all
even if i could
it all be grey
but ur picture on my wall
it remind me that
its not so bad.......
i love her + imah
haha..imah spoiled my pic..
hehe..but i still heart her
i will miss de tymes we spent together..
msning each other over trivia stuff..like goin toilets..
haha..
i like dis pic k..
i looked sweet..hehe..
plz agree wif me!!
hehe..
*sejak biler mirah tak tau malu*
tapi hakin u were hot yesterday

Friday, July 21, 2006

emotionally breakdown

great..
i have deleting watever i have typed for atleast three times..
urghh
just feeling a lil bit stupid..
maybe due to de time of the month.

i feeling
so mixed up..and in mins i find myself in tears..
YA ALLAH, tenangkan hati
haiz..

urghh
i am simply feeling honoured and the same time digusted n irritated n watsoever...
urghh
but things gonna be orite rite?
i miss my besties..
somtime these make me feel uneasy.
i love dem but it just hard for me to xpress it or even show it.
i dun dare to labe any other frens as besties coz it takes a long time for me to really be open n share whatever is it my heart
i am soory babes.
wait.. i am notin without my buddies n good frens
i love al de people in de werld a lot ok i mean real lots k.
i just dunno..i am scared that i will be unfair in dealing my time for my special people in m life.
i am so me rite.
always pretending to be ok but only god noe wat is it in my heart
every beats tells a story
and every story lies a feelings
a feeling that may not be expressed.
haiz..super sucky rite?
haha
now
i believe i have learnt to take things eays n never hold on to anything
dats de reason i have nutin to share
sorry babe esp hakin n fatimah, they share with me but i dun.
i am sorry..i lead a super stinky boring life, dat oni ends with a smile n begin with a smile.

i make one more new fren.thanks ehh fatin for introducing to me
name hanz..haha..
no baby hanz ar..
haha..
i am de mother, fatin is the sister and hanz which is practiclly older than us is the baby..
ironic rite..
haha
they have been calling me ibu for the past few days.
i have silly chats with dem.
haha..my children..

i love fatimah n hakin..
haha..
to all my tagiies..i miss u all too.thanks for tagging sorry..i never reply tau..
i seriusly not in de situation to balas.
okie i am so sellfish. i am sorry.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

missing people

i just heard a bad news dis morn..
so far oni kin noe..
plz k..

so anyway..urgh..i just cannot write hear..
no no..i won't write here..

so anyway..i choose to update in early morning,
god..i love life..
but my god!!
i have like..4 more weeks befor i am gonna separate with W16C
i soo gonna miss everyone!!
the jokes n everything..
i soo gonna miss eu..
u get it?
simply missing ppl dat are soon gonna be missed.
i love eu lah...

i am praying for ur safety..plz
:)
mira

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

i am back darling!!

hello.
yeah..ppl have been complaining that i never update
got lor..my blog tag is alwaes replied.haha
okie WATEVER MIRA
life ehh?
life have been gerek.
now left oni 5 more weeks for W16c to be together as a class..
sad but true..
goddness..

okie..
hmm..
ape lagi nak ckp?
ouh yar..
i love u!!
haha..random..
lalala
i am soo tired due to de FIFA world cup
anyway.. today no NADI..haiz
bored sia..i wan to have k..
amin!!can u plz do a better job?
so anyway..
i ahve update..
pardon me k kalau tak update.
i alwaes wan to type but in de end i deleted
haha

so anyway, now hakin is presenting but i heard no voice from her
yar..bad sia me..i am!!
haha
i am so not focused today.
haha
who cares..
goodness..
i soo gonna die..
haha
anyway i joined the Bulan Bahasa 2006 Blogging Competiton.
i expect nutin but just ur support.
so anyway..
had packed nasi for lunch
i feel so like a construction worker
haha..
but hu cares.
haha

anyway..
lots of love
mira :)