The Showdown....

PESTA PETI PUTIH
REPRESENTING REPUBLIC POLY

i am tired.
i am beat,
please,give me a sign......!!!!


URGHHH



discipline mira!!!!

hapus aku-nidji

faizal, u just blow me off..

and...

"Yakin kan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarlah waktu, waktu
Hapus aku

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarlah waktu,waktu
Hapus aku."

-nidji.

whoopeeedaadoodee

okie.
my house electricity power tripped.
haha.it happened thrice at 11.30pm, 12.30am and 12.45am and then it can never be fixed.
so me and ibu had to sleep in the heat?
SERIOUS seh.
and i keep on fanning myself and thus resulting no sleep till 4.30am
why?
cause bro just came back.so he was plugging out the wires and everything, untill his third try den we have electricity.
and fan is working.i was like OOOWWW fan..haha.and i was sure i was smilling when i went to bed.haha.


so ystd PPP meeting,
was a little bit mendak.
BECAUSE nobody was in de rite mood.
so we did postioning and more discussion.but nevertheless,it carved a smile on me.
they people never fail to cheer me up.
de heaches wasnt helping, halfway thru notes, i fell asleep.
which make me high after the nap.
like opss.early dinner with wirni and faatin and naq and 'arifah.
arcade-ed.haha.yeap we went arcade!
we went hunting sara lee.and den de rest get it for father day as well
haha
cute lah.and super-marketing have never been fun with dem
haha.

rushed down to west coast(Ayer Rajah foof Centre)
for juu bdae celebration and last gathering with yat.
allah! yat!!!
see lah what have u done.haiyah...
and they dinnered and me bringing de cake for dearest juu and den we lepak.
we played the silly all time fave game, de animal game.hehe and the all time fave but stay away game.
truth and dare.no i shud say is as truth and double truth.
it makes us noe each other, more bonding lah katekan.
haha.


bumped into yanti..lucky somebody spot me or else i wun even notice yanti.
awww i miss all my W66G babes (shaff and yanti and shimah and shama)
hehehe.
i cant wait for class tomoro.
but i dread it.
i cant wait to kecoh kecoh!!hehehe.


and razan is back
whoopeedoodaadeeedoooo
haha.:)

PICTURES OF MY LOVE ONES.

venue:TAPAC.
camwhoring was never bored yah noe.haha.
see how drama mama.
i love dis pic a lot
LIKE REALLY A LOT!!
can we have a formal picture taken WITH ALL the crew next training.
wooohooo.

and dese picture actually sum up my date!!!
i love dese girls to the core okie.
it was SisterChick Date after soooo long.
but it wasnt a full squad.HAIYAH.
but still we enjoyed each and every min of company.
.had lunch at Seoul Garden at marina.hehe.sisterchick and seoul garden is like in de blood.
den we walked to boat quay to chill at coffee bean and definelty enjoy the scenary.
i, no we were overdosed with laughters and not forgetting snippets of dillemma wanita.haha.

i love my girls sooo much.haha.
see.i am sexist.Whatever.

and babe razan is on her way home now.
i cant wait to see u seh.and definelty PPP training again tomoro.
again a hell loads of laughs again
and dinnering with buddies(a moment of sadness)
haiyahhhh.

and APM is like bored ok?
maybe no, not maybe.THEY CUT A LOT!!!.
haiyahhh.and how come aznil and fiza and suhaimi and rika appear lesser.huh?
wahseh.dun like dat lah.
yar yar, there u say, u shud get tix, but still....
haiyah..

hmmm.
another announcement.
launched.

roller #2

okie the next song stucked in me is NowWhy2 by OAG
actuali it was nawaitu.when u listen den u noe lah ppl.:)

okie.
i might sound damn sexist now,
haha.yar yar.some ppl say i am already sexist.
yeap especially when i planned outings and den i say, no boys allowed.
wah wah sexist ehh.
so finally. i have decided!for now.
and i watched WHI(wanita hari ini), so they were discussing de role of a father since Fathers' Day is coming.
so they are saying, if a daughter who have lost a father at young age, she basically tends to be dominant. and she feels that she doesnt even need guys to support her because she have been seeing her mom as de hero of the family.
hmmm.i dunno,and i think it was partly true.

okie so what happened to me for de past three days or soo?
i have been be a freaky girl, whom she dun even understand what she feels and what she wants.
LIKE YAR!!
and i have been feeling like a loser somehow.
and i noe.DONT.but i cnat help it but to feel dat way.
SHITTTTTT!!!
and i have made a decision.

okie whatever(baby ally style)

so training at tapac was cool.
everyone was in de mood to do more.haha.
and standing in was supppperr effing tired.
and i was half drained and migrained halfway.
haiyah.
de room too cold i think.and i have feel so remorseful that we come late for the training.
we are sorry.really am.
and we had lunch at amoy street food centre.de ayam penyet was somehow weird. yarr. but to see 'arifah and ekin and akhbar finishing de chicken till it bones, i was like ouh ouh. and yar. we had chocolate ice kachang too.
and we did a lot of things.especially laughs.
wif silly comments.and critics.haha.
i suke sgt222...
9am to 9pm really drained me.and walking back to esplanade was wahhhweeewooo.

weds.
two meeting, and a date in a day.
i was late.
my second meeting was more of a date rite wirni.
we did A LOT of bad stuff.hehe.
and we have a lot of catch up to do.
and i think wirni, we are getting closer, better and tighter than what we had earlier in first sem of year one.
thanks babe.
and another date!!
with dearest FARISHA.
yeayeayea.finally i met her after like a thousand days.
serius,i miss her.and dinnering and catching was de last few thing i would like to do before school starts.
and we shared a lot and some spicy secrets.woops.hehe.
love u babe.
and to dat farisha, u dun b too notty.GO DOCTOR PLEASE!!

okie so what happened today.
i will update de pics once i have it.too much to speak for.
nurul ashikin and norshafiza is love.
and i cant wait to see u again.i think in another 10 hours rite?haha


thanks to ppl for listening and telling how stupid i was.thanks so much


now it just me and me and....

my babes and girlfriends.




it have ended,

song of de week

Hikayat Cinta

6ixth Sense

Takdir pertemukanku dengan dirimu
yang membuat aku jatuh cinta
malam gelisahkanku tentang bayangmu
yang hantui setiap mimpiku

takdir yang bisakanku
dengan dirimu saat ini

ketika kuterbuai dalam lumrah
takdir cinta di hatiku

c/o
aku mencintaimu merindukanmu
menginginkanmu
pasti takdir tak bisa
pertemukanku dengan dirimu

holidays.second tots.

okie.
can i say i hate holidays??
urghh.i have turned into a bummer.
like wat bestie says.
i hate it when i spend most of my time sleeping.
see.how um-productive i am.

serious shitt seh.
i mean it.

okie ugly confession.
i hope like preety late today
den i got on de net settle some stuff, feed myself with news and then eat watch dramas
and then i sleep again and then wake up to attend tuition.
and freak.i din even concentrate, i was busy decorating my foolscape paper and my mind was thinking abt razan.i miss razan. and then i sms her.eat cadbury choc alone coz amna is not in class.and it was freaking cold and it stinks like what mrs samuel said.l

-.-

i am soooooooo NOT productive when it is holidays.
and holidays mean WAR.

WAR as in time.
ibu complains i am not at home most of de time.
ibu complains with whatever i am doin
ibu complains when i hog on the net ALL de time.

COMPLAINTS COMPLAINTS COMPLAINTS!!

urghh i hate lah...

and besties we having date!!and yeay.like finally.
woohoo
okie chit chat wif bestie fyeza at 10pm was craziee.
she look like some woman just been doin housework all day long.like u look shaggered.looked like u have been OPPS.haha
CONFESSION and SECRETS.
haha:)
pathetic bummers meet up. we were supper-ing on chocs bread(bonjour) and vitasoy.
waduhhh!!

and i in love with de song.
my fave for a moment.
de bold parts especially.
yarrr.

GSC is love too.
Gerhana Ska Cinta

cant wait for July to come to an end.
till den..
i will wait...

if being in love is about being in silence...
i will just be mum.

roller#1

i just ended my yahoo and googleing seesion,
and i am kinda tired.haha

juts finished you-tubing sepet as well.

and APM will b shown on Suria dis friday i guess.
and see my boy..

and some artist that i am proud of still.
worth my vote.i send in only one but nyah.
like IMRAN AJMAIN.yeayyy.
he looked kinda shagged, but still he melts.
and he look ubberly cool and seeezzz hot on Suria Segar.
SITI still win.yeayeay.dats my girl lahh.
and MAWI too lah. and M.NASIR and KD.wooo


okie.
ystd was fun.
PPP was fun except we were 'nottty'.
haha.and brick games are fun!!
but to some, it make dem drop their waterface, but wierd they still wants it.
ahaha.
meet my some old-yet-happpening-still missing bunch of people.
the sexy crew.
haha.hmmm.kathy wasnt there:(
so who was here??
hmm juu and i had to wait for de guys like terribly long.
so me and juu had beard papa while lepakking at parkview parde(i dunno).de one opp raffles hosp.
haha.watch some cranky vids before heading to have our lunch and wait for lyd.sexy hair!!
walked all way from bugis to clarke quay, where we sat by de river and played some silly yet challenging game.Chop Chilli Chop. and dis animals games which was introduced by sol..
it was a pleasure meeting dese kids, and getting cranky was fun.i still miss dem.

and
thoughts we running loose in my mind,
there were tons to think abt, reall lots.
and to some people, there were just ignorant.
but i was at fault,i am sorry.

and thanks.

and razan will be back real soon.
i cant wait to see her, and her cheeky smile and everything abt her.
babe i miss you.

and to dearest pryncess deiya,
Alhamdulillah...its done.and i am smiling at you like there is no end...



i thought i would just give up...
i am tired...

have u experience a day with a whole loads of emotions.
and seriouly it was worst than falling in love or falling out of it.
den i might say mine was a whole roller coaster of feeling.
it was a thrilling one i might say.

anyway.i am not in de mood to update.
so read deiya's
she have a great account of what happened ystd.

i am in a sneezy mode.haiyayy.


i want my kampong boy please.



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Gelapnya malam seperti kegelapan yang sedang aku lalui
Sejuknya nya malam bagai terasa kepedihan hati ku





if only dreams are tommorow trailers...

i love today!!
there are many reasonssssss that make me smile like crazy

1. i watched Kabil Khusry Kabil Igam
2. i wore skirt to school*double grinn* like finally.
3. lunch cum dinner was treated
4. i miss ---- ------
5. I FEEL SO FEMININE!!!!

so anyway met wirni.our date was to lepak at sch and do some discussion.
but we werent alone, deiya and akhbar was here too.to keep de atmosphere alive.
so anway.after a discusiion*ehem*
everybody went to their own world.
wini with her blogskin and two lovers watching just follow law.
and I.yeap and I. watched Qabil Khusry Kahbil Igam alone.yesh Alone.so i was feeling alone.
i swear i had de best movie that made me cry a losing my control.DROP MY WATERFACE!!!haha.its was bad enuff dat i cried, and my nose too.contribute to de wetness. the story was super sedih.and akhbar and wirni laughed when they see me crying my eyes out.and THEN!!they had deir turn.Deiya and Wirni CRIED TOO!!!haha.akbar step macho never cry.hahaha
IT WAS SUPER SAD.and i was just hearing and not even watching also made me cry so u noe how sad lah kann.



then as per normal...
you noe.i overdosed with lame jokes and laughtes and and my babes are my candy.
seeing deiya and wirni make my day sooooo much.i wish de time wud stopped for a moment.
and wirni has a cam-whored addict.haha.i love her to de max.i hope things gonna b orite honey.aku syg sgt kat kau.and i will miss you.haha


and thanks deiya!!thanks for LJS.
and now i am thinking whether to attend de PK esok.
coz i noe deiya and akhbar realli wants me 2 be there rite??hahaha.dun b shy.
and we did a very awkward yet sensational discussion.
about PAK PAK BING BING!!marriage.hahaha
its so fun.
i soo like de part when "YES AH" and a pucnched to mother in law.
haha.oni some ppl noe.haha.





okie shud i attend tomoro???
please give an answer.pretty please.

i love dis pic.and how deceiving my eyes were.
i swear i just finished crying.and dat makcik beside me,is soo in de cam-whoring period.!!hehe

if only love can speak.
will you answer my call....

these are de pics to actualli sum up my tues meeting.
basicaaly we used de TRCC,yay.
haha.girl and cameras are soooo inseparable, but still i am still a camera-shy person okie.

i love my babes!!!
alalala.sweet okie.haha.we were drafting out something.ehhemehem.haha
my SM and PM
ouh.so drama-mama sehhh
us at kiddy.haha.i love her can?

she is just one strong person and babe.

hearing you out and to know it helps u, i am really thankful.

i hope i said the right things and i will love you no matter what okie syg.

so i will update another post for wed meeting as well.

with love

letting you leave my memories was hard,

but i thank God that i met you...

unfair..i am married.

okie.
so today was monday.and still is a monday.
had committee meeting with de people.
mary and ezzah and fatin and yun and liyana and huda and suhaimi and saiful.
okie so many and.like dis surely fail english.
haha.
so we planned and planned with a lot of suggetion and collision of idea.
but alas we finally cmpleted a plan.and i think we did it, but still we got another whole lot of hearts to win.*cross fingers*

and PP is not accepted.hey faster sehh

PPP meeting/training tomoro.
and and i soo need guidance.
and wirni.please dun stress coz u make me wanna stress too and when this happen i will start my stupid antics,again.
and crews.its time to kick butts.haha.
okie
AND i am sorry to have troubled u guys alot.

so i was reading EH! magazine date august 2006.i noe its soo long ago.
and babes(PPP), after this production i got plans.how bout we staged something abt 5 types of guys tat we shud stay away.and i soo got the materials.haha .but whatever it is its FOCUS FOCUS now.haha.

okie.i am supposed to b working on something now.
but i have a weird thing to share,
this afternoon i had a dream/noon-mare
haha.
i was married.
married to a t______t.
i was running finding a place to hide.and dis person helped me soo much.
and to think of it, i told deiya dat i want a garang or fierce boifren and sooo t______t is tooo extra scary for me.
haha.


and out of random.
my mom is SOOOOO loving my bro.
and you are rite.you smell jealousy.
she asked me whetehr i want to eat dinner, and so she suggested that she decided to goreng telur and kicap
and i am definelty fine because i wasnt in de mood to eat so yeah i love kicap.
BUT.
when my bro came home and says he wants to have dinner. she COOKED for him!!!!
yeah she cooked asam pedas which i sooo not like.
okie.
shuddup mira!!

bye.



till the seas never drys.
till then, this feeling will never stop.

wahhhh...

its weird.u noe.how sometime u see some people should end up together but it never happened??

okie.PPP meeting ystd was de awesome and dramatic one
OMG.i am soooo drama mama with wirni and darling fatin.
CREW was very very nice.dey did well with everybody JIWA-ing de character.
den we have our own gems.Sheqal.awww.dier hott seh.and he is oni 3.
kecoh giler.haha.and we rushed to airport to send razan.we reach airport like 5.50pm and she is checking in at 6.00pm.we running up de esc and rushed thru de crowd.oh man.touching maut okie.den we dinner at viewing mall.bumped into bitch!haha.phat i rindu u sehhhh.and lets really really go out.
so i am gonna let pic speaks.haha.I LOVE YOU!!!!

awww.seeeweeet can?
tahukah anda kami juga menyediakan kursus-kursus penyediaan utk alam perkahwinan dan alam ke-ibu bapaan.:))

haha.lame lah aku.
EHHH.why i amm sooo kena related wth patrick huh????
haha.first my sem2 people called me dat, den ppp crew somehomw kenakan me ystd.haha
ouh man.i am soooo goofy.haha
but heck.patrick is cute can?

ok chowz
i am soooo in angry mood.
i just snapped and shouted and my bro.
PADAN MUKA!!!!!
hahaha

was it meant to end dis way?
was it a sign that i ignored?

blupblup

i want my own set of Puteri Gunung Ledang Love Story.
i want!
i want!

a love that is full of sacrfices and full of obstacle.
a love that was meant together but never had a happy ending.
a love story that touch lives and full of passion.

fulllamak.jiwang kape....

Puteri Gunung Ledang will always be a favourite movie of mine.
and i bet sisterchicks crews had been addicted to it too.
cmon we did a KR re-enactment version of it with a lot if mahjong paper that is filled with de lines.
how we spend late afternoon, pausing,rewinding and forwading the vcd to get the lines.
and how we spend the afternoons shooting the scence.I LIKE.
and
and
the musical?yeap we save our money just to go and catch it.we were PGL maniacs.hahaha
and how i drool over de sultan,woops.haha

okie.dats all for now.
i think i am gonna sleeeeeep early tonight.

and i think i am changing.
i having this goldfish memory goin on inside me.
like serius.and i give damn stupid remarks.
and doo things that are quite. no i mean very embarassing.
and.


okei.
ever wonder what does your moles mean.
i am offering a free 'tell-me-what-my-mole' means.
so nudge me.or tag me or whatever.haha.

to give a brief introduction.some facts are in malay,coz i dunno how to translate.
this is what my moles means.
i have moles at

1. my topright upper lips : byk rezeki and smart *ehem ehem*
2. bottom left lips : pandai bicara, tak mudah kalah - smart talkers and dun give easily.
3. left shoulder : suka kerja keras, banyak tangungjawab - hardworking and many responsibility
4. right side of my neck : cerdas, jujur, berani menderita - smart, honest and willing to suffer
5. right lower arm : setia dan taat pada atasan - royal to authority *i wonder*

in muacks2 mood.

okie
i am squeezing some time to update dis blog.
haha.u noe dere is these pleasure that u get when u have the chance the update this personal space if yours.and it doesnt mattter if people gonna criticise on what u write.like WHATEVER PEOPLE!
haha.
okie.so today is de last day of lessons.
TERM BREAK.yeah bebeh.haha.
yeah yea boleh bangun lambat:))
so anyway lass was damn pathetic.oni 12 people turned up for class. and two left.so make a class of 10.hehehehe. -.-
database system was kinda OK. back to SQL.tell me abt it.
and to shaff and yanti and shimah...susah gila dok.
haahaa.

anyway.dis gonna be a lot of damn random post.like very very.
so anyway tomoro silat IVP will commence so good lucks to feelllow SELATRA people and you know who you are. and not forgeting to my one and only bestie.i am sooo roooting for u bestie.
SHOUTS OUT TO : NURUL ASHIKIN BTE SAMSURI!!REPRESENTING M.I..:))
all de best bestie.
and what else.ouh tomoro.Bahas 4PM preliminary round.soooo GOOO RP!!
SHOUTS OUT TO: NURUL FATIN, EZA ASYRANI,ROHONI aand NURUL...show dem bebebebeh.haha'
and my dearest razan will be leaving for UMRAH sok.so i doa and doa.:)huggies okie


okie.i am supposed to finish typing my RJ and now what i have done to my time.haha
heck.
and and some random facts.
the laksa yong tou fu is nice sehh.
and my class is freaking cold.
like relli super super cold.


THANKS FIZA!:)

okie i am getting ready to meet my Crazy PPP crews.cant wait.
to disturb wirni esp.she is attached,ALHAMDULILLAH.now cannot rogol-mengrogol.haha.