helloo bloggers..
haha..
orite just had dis weekend for myself..
woohooo
it has been a great week...
lets start with

• school

its has been nice n great..
i love my class
they are one bunch of frens dat so rocking..
haha..i love dem..
well its just the start
i tink it will be better aite
its been great all over..
i love my two gurlfrens..
they are the first ni met n hang out..
they rock my socks...
hakin n fatimah
well hakin is very outgoin..haha
alwaes wan ppl to call her jie jie
ok..my class boys are also fun!!
they are thaven,andy*but sad he is leaving for SP*,louis,mioa wei, n moransi
they really heat the class up man
haha..
they are great
during kunch the school is packed lah n we ordered macdonals..the other day was BK,KFC n MAc..
ouh gosh...we are funny..
well lessons was super-duper great
presentations everyday!!!..
haha..the core subjects are fun..
it was fun lar..
love working with estella..she is great lar
well yah..eberyone in class is great

• my name,Kamirah

well talk bout it
haha..
can't stop laughing...
haha the second day,my grp member called me karima
haha..
he kept saying hu is karima wen i told my name was kamirah
haha..
aiyoyoyo
haha.den i wanted it to be more simple..i told my dem to call me mira
mira
haha
it turned out to be mirror
so yah mirror was me
maths lessons my facilator called me karima again..
so yah..haha
its so funny...
den goa yu,a china boy did the presentation n introduce the team members..
he pronoubced it with slang n the whole class laugh
n they say does ur name sound like camera?
OMG
they are so farni..
well i dun care wat they wan to call me,karima,mira,mirror or even camera..
it will just make the whole day
more happening.

• dreams

well now yah
haha..
again i got dis stupid/sweet dream/nightmare
haha
its just soo gun of me...
haha..
do u all believe in ur dreams?
*kadang leh ke nak caye bende2 nie?org kate mimpi permaina tidur...pada saya,saya-lah,it adalah satu drama yang mungkin ditayangkan*
haha
hmmm
soo yah


pissed off

1. ppl who likes to cut queue
2. taxi drivers who doesn't stop for passengers
3. apeks2 who spit their phlegm
4. a bagedil dat cost $1*wow..mahal seh..*
5. no idea of wat to wear the next day
6. people who has no originality*nak copy jer*
7. my blocked nose n cough...*bile step masok air-con rm,aiyo it will start man..aiyah*

lovessss

1. my new class
2. my new frens*but rest assured u r still de best*
3. my 2 new shirt
4. MYSELF
5. that dream
6. laughing
7. U!!!

i having bad times now...
*kepada wanita2 mamahi saja,PMS*

haha..updates!!yeah
haha...
actuali nothing to 'woo ha'lah
but i miss khairil yusoff..

all bout khairil!!
okie
he decline the suria's offer..
i tink he had clarified his reasons in the papers..
yar true...in spore..its very diff to make a living
u see arh..org singapurra very the speaking..
i admit maybe his pronouciation in eng not that good but NOT too bad..
he wanna make a living in his singing n acting profession,so i guese its better
for him to HIJRAH to m'sia wher malay talents can expand easily
i tink my syg make a good move..watever u do,i will alwaes support u k syg..haha..i noe u all dah meluat kan..haha..but hu cares aite...
i belive he will be more likeable kat msia..syg jgn tersangkut orh msia sudah...
haha..
i noe..
watever

oklah..
haha..
haha..woohooo
shud i or shudn't i?
muahaha
guese lar...
urghh...which one?
hmmm

yar...
wait!!!
urghh i have been thinking negatively bout myself
i dunno?
wait sumtime i tink
i useless n me-bebankan..
ntah lah..
kadang2 aku rase aku ni spare part kawan
bile takde aru cari
kadang2 kan aku rase yg aku ni menyusahkan org
yelah..susahkan hidup org..
urghh ntah ehh
biler org bermasalah pandai aku kasi nasihat
biler aku berproblem..mcm susah aku nak katakan...urghh
ntah ehh...
i feel useless at times wen i cannot make decision n make everybody wait..
i think some have started to hate or dislike me coz of dat..
urghh..
hmmm..
maybe?

urghh
just forget bout it..



wait i have very weird dream today..
wait was it a dream or nightmare?
i dunno..
ok i will the story...
here it goes
i was walking along dis houses,den i past dis hse..
in the hse there was dis wife n a handsome husband n a preety baby
wen i was standing infront of their walkway,the wife was screaming to her husband n asking her husband to leave the hse wif the baby...
they both left the house n walked past me..
the baby was crying but the husband was still in the daze...
i dunno y,but i followed them...
i offered too carry the baby n the baby den stop crying..she is soo adorable..
den i offered her honey dew *of all things?honey dew?great!!*
she stopped cryin n the husband thanked me..he is hensem..but i duuno him?
we sat in a car *dun ask me where the car came from*
haha...i dunno..it seem so real..but wait..haha
shud i sae its a dream or nightmare?
the baby slept on my chest throughout the journey...
i was awaken by mum by then..haha..
i wonder how will it end?
haha...its weird..



haha..
i love to dream..
its the only way for me toescape from reality..
but reality will still remains...
sometime dreams or even nightmare has indications for us..
haha...
if
only wishes could dream and all my dreams would come true...

*i am missing someone badly...fiza how??u oso ehh?*

hey did u see the photo slideshow?..haha
its cool arh..
sorry just uploaded my besties pictures first..i will put up more pictures of US*refering to all my frens n buddies* ok...
the server was down just now..so yah...i love it arh..haha

well
my modem is werking again..
yeah'
haha...watever
anyway..the second day at RP..
i had fun..

we did some prblem solving skills
-presenting
-acting(role playing)
fun n cool..

so we noe our confirmed classmates..
but the ting is dat we are changing class in semester two..
yar..i tink they want us to noe EVERYONE in RP rite?
haha..
made more new frens..
the funny thing dat happened was the china boys....
i find it pitiful,coz they can't speak fluent english...
BUT my class was very cooperative..
we encouraged them to relax so tat they can speak properly..
yar..the nervousness!!
we had fun thou
i love my class 'facilitators'
natasha..she is sooo sweet..

anyway
expexted the day to end bout 5pm
but we ended at 12.20..
so it was sooo lucky
haha
like norm..
we sat at our 'port' cafe

i feel like screaming..
atikah!!!
gosh its been like 2-3 yrs since we last met
yar noe her during a camp..she was like
wait i quote
atikah:ehh muke mcm pernah nmpk
mira:ehh yah..mcm pernah bebual seh..tapi kat mane ehh?
atikah:mira kan?
mira & atikah:YA!! THE CAMP

ouh god i miss her lah...
haha..we chatted a while coz she wanna have her lunch...
yar manage to ask whre is shasha,jun n sarah..
we were like sarah!!sarah HOS GOT BEE?haha
sorry yar
she like a sis to me during the camp...she is sweet..
well expect to bump into her more..coz our class is side by side..

i miss shikin
i miss fiza
i miss nabilah
i miss Ju
i miss Shasha
i miss Ym
I MISS_______
haha..to those i have not mention..its not dat i dun miss u..coz we meet everyday or have just met or have just chatted..okie..haha

*takdir yang memisahkan dan takdir juga yang menemukan*
-fate may have separate us but fate also brought us together

to LOVE does NOt mean to OWN that person

hello..haha..me actauli got nutin to sae..haha...
well did u all hear RIA 89.7 dis morning at bout 12.50am?
okie its bout syed azmir n teman anugerahku shooting...
sumtig happened lah..
*nak tau tanye saye yer*


anywhere i feel damn excited about school...hahaha
aniwae i feel like shouting n squeezing my pillow now...
haha...
i missing someone...
haha..shut up mira!!

haha...well
haha.
yar..i missing someone...
wherever u are...plz...

anyway...
yar..
i love to be myself
actuali there sumting i want ppl to noe
actuali i just notice it lar
i talk to myself...
let me repeat
talk to myself...
haha..
i dunnoe lah..
i just talked to myself

its like weird lah...suddenly i started talking...
especially wen i am alone...
another thing..i love to dream
*i dream i can run like the wind n be strong*ehh?did i sing it rite?
haha...
anyway..i love the pic not pic..the jigsaw puzzle i have in my room...
it sooo calming..
i wish i can be in dat picture...
sitting on the chair with a white table cloth n a white umbrella...
around it has lots of flowers bushes...
it has white n red rosses..its sooo beautiful..its soo dreamy..
i love the jigsaw puzzle that i have made...

haha..wait i finally decide to blog in early wee hours
okie..
wait i did yesterday...hmmm..
wen over to fiza hse coz i wanna see n touch her darlene...haha
he is sooo cute n slim n hensem..haha...
okie wait..actuali i had fun at her place..
like i said..i alwaes have fun with her...
played with lil chita...haha...she is cute...DAMN cute..love her cheeks..
she resembles fiza wen fiza is younger..yah she is old now..muahaha...
pity chita n her nenek(fiza mum)...both got food poisoning..
n WAIT..it think fiza is down with it too....yar if not we will go imm today..but yah..she down with it bebeh...
haha..i lurve iman musfira n iman nashita(sp?)..haha...
they are soo adorable..
now i can help her to take care of dem?can fiza?haha...
they call me 'teacher' but it sound more like cicak..haha..
it was fun playing with dem..oklah ilove dem..the two iman(s)..
ok..i love fiza too...opps!!

hahaha..
u noe wat ppl...
setting up my own childcare...?must think twice bebeh..
u noe by the time 2010,insyaallah
i bet ppl are more career-minded n definetly no time for babies..haha
i decided to be a motivational speaker...
can?can?
can or not?
haha....let me think again
or a counsellor..
but wat if i give wrong advice and he decide to kill himself?sucide?murder?
OMG...haha...DEAD..

p/s:
soooo..
we talked bout sumting..
fiza wants her boyfriend or husband-to-be
to be a lil big build,berg,tall,macho..
haha..
so guys..go to the gym yar...
haha...cool kan...
hahaha..
how bout big,tall n hairy??
haha...sorry beb
love u..

hey shikin...i miss yar lar..
hey nab..i miss yar too

hello..finally i got to hog on the compie...
haha..stupid lame old jokes lar..
haha..
i went out to meet my buddies..
great time we had

*sorry ehh fiza n shikin,i cudn't meet u all up...i am seriusly sorry..i will make it up..i did not reply coz my prepaid dah bez..i am truly soory....maafkan hamba...kalau nak hukum,hukumlah,tapi jgn pancung k...i am truly sorry*

it started raining wen i was on the way home..i was rushing..coz i have to reach my nenek's hse by 6.30pm but in the end 7.05..haha..i rushed n got into the cab..haha...urghh..
a lot of things pissed me off wen i am rushing..
the queue was EXTREMELY long..ouh wait..did i exagerate it?but it was long lar..
den traffic jam..den u noe these ppl...its raining n they are rushing home..but u have to queue bodoh...haha..stupid rite..haha..ish tak baik ckp org bodoh..SORRY...den aiyoo..so many traffic lights..urghh..i am rushing okie...

haha..enuff of the bad things dat happen...dn reach nenek's hse...okielah..got dis person crap not crap...promote his company product..haha..he very good at xplaining..haha..den i remebered his werds which is very good n bernas"jgn biarkan hasutan menguasai diri,dgr kata isi hati sendiri"
i think its damn true..hasutan is more stronger than the kata isi hati..u all agree?

okielah...i didn't noe being single for three or more yrs,ppl sae dat u r more experienced..haha..no lah..u dun understand ehh?wait i quote wat i heard

A: asal kau tanyer aku semua nie? [why u ask me?]
B: pasal aku rase kau more experienced [coz i think u r more experienced]
A: giler?aku dah tiga tahun lebih single [crazy,i 3 yrs single u sae i more experienced]
B: tau lah [i noe lah]

wait!!before i end...
i think homosexual shud be allow or better yet legitimise..
cmon lah..its natural u noe...haha..u can't force the person to like other gender wen its a natural thing to dem...i think is ok lah...selagi kau tak confess kat aku..haha..i tink can lah...can lah?haha..

haha..
i actuali very weird...
very WEIRD
haha...
i duunoe...
i jsut think dat having eye-bags is cool..no..
i mean ORITE..haha...
stupid n lame..
i very happy u noe..haha...
oni fiza n kin noe who is dat *ehem*..haha
he has been very kind and sweet..haha..
alwaes ask me how am i..very gentlemen...haha...dun bother to ask hu is him?..
we r just frens aite...
i really hoping that my cough will be gone by tomorrow...takleh tahan seh nak batok2...tgh2 malam den tak leh tido...urghhh
i wanna go for swimming!!!!listen swoosh swwash..can hear the water calling u..hahaha :)

BILA APRIL
Lagu: Ajai & Fazley / Lirik: Fazley

Bila April tiba
Hati mula berkata
Setahun lamanya
Perkenalan kita
Kutanya padamu
Kapankah hatimu
Akan ku miliki
Selama abadi

Di April yang itu
Kau katakan padaku
Sabarlah menant
iTakkan lama lagi
Kau senyum bermakna
Padaku kau pinta
Berikanlah oh waktu
Kenalilah dirimu
Bila..bila April
Aku menantimu, aku menantimu
Dan bila April, bila Aprildapatku pastikan, cintaku ini
Dan bila, bila April
Bibirku pasti akan bertanya
Kapankah kau milik ku..

dis is the latest song by fazley..opps..shud be Dr Fazley..haha..he is such a noble man...i like..haha..anyway u guys can always go to www.fazley.com to listen to his song...its a nice calming song....anyway...just a lil of info on him..he just created a school..read yesterday berita minggu for more info...actuali no updates about me..haha..still the same old me yah...haha..school is satrting soon yippeee...haha..ya...too soon..i miss my MI frens..dunno dis morning i dreamt dat i was in their class doin home econs..weird?but true...haha..miss dem..not forgotting my KR buddies n frens..anyway,anyone goin to the Kr sports carnival dis friday?haha..sounds weird but true..haha

hahah..i was listening to the song Cinta pertama(rebana version)
it is a song sung by fira's bro..

its relli nice ler..
its about first love.. inspired by the song..and dis was created...love it...?

cinta pertama
terlalu indah untuk aku lupakan
terlalu istimewa untuk aku noktahkan
terlalu dalam tersemadi di jiwaku

cinta aku dan kau
cerita yang paling indah pernah ku karangi
cerita yang bermandian haruman bunga dan kekata manis
cerita mimpi yang paling indah yang bisa aku angankan

cinta aku dan kau
penuh dengan janji manis
penuh dengan memori
penuh dengan ucapan
penuh dengan pendustaan

cinta kau dan aku
adalah cinta pertamaku
kau lah yang pertama bertahta di hatiku
kau juga yang pertama mendustai cintaku


cinta ku dan kau
sudah pupus
sudah berakhir
berakhir dengan tangisan airmata
dan pendarahan di hati yang tak bersalah

aku masih ingati kata-kata mu
kata-kata manis yang sungguh berbisa
kenyataan mimpi mu dan aku hampir sama
tetapi yang nyata ia tidak sama
niat mu dan ku adalah sama
tetapi yang nyata
hati ku dan hati mu tidak akan bersama

cinta

ada yang kata cinta itu buta

ada kata cinta boleh membutakan

walau apa pun

kamu semua tetap bercinta

cinta

andai diberi peluang

andai diberi kesempatan

andai diwujudkan kepercayaan

dan niat suci

pasti indah

cinta

bagai medan perang

perang yang tak bersenjata

yang tak berdarah

perang yang melibat kan pergolakkan emosi

yang mungkin diakhiri dengan penitisan airmata

cinta

kalau aku diberi kesempatan

aku ingin memiliki cinta dari seorang yang buta

kerna ku tahu cinta itu suci dan luhur

kerna ku tahu cinta dia bukan kerna rupa

bukan kerna darjat

cinta dari yang buta

cinta yang penuh kesabaran dan kematangan

cinta yang tak pernah sekali berasaskan rupa

cinta yang mungkin tidak di khianati

cinta yanfg bukan hanya kerana simpati

kasih sayang sejati

dari si buta ke akan jumpa

ketenangan

kesabaran

kematangan

hanya si buta yang pandai menilai kebaikan hati ku

yang tidak mengira rupa ku

cinta si buta sungguh ikhlas

*tiada siapa yang lahir di dunia dalam keadaan bodoh,
pengalaman kehidupan adalah pengajaran dan ilmu hidup*

it is oredi 1 am in the morn...
i can't sleep..
i feel like a LOSER..
i can give advices,suggestions n stuff...
but the irony thing is..
i can't make decisions...
urghh...i hate it k..
i want to have the abilty to make my own decisions..
urghh...i can make but i will
i will think of the consquences and 'what-happen-next' phenomena
urghhh..how..help..

maybe i am the one getting myself into all this shit...maybe?
but its not shit
its just dat i cannot make or do wat i really want...
well i in dikir but wen got dikir prac its just dat something will be goin on or had been goin on..
for example today
i got plans...
den yesterday nite..kak fana smsed..
there will be dikir..
i want to go..but my partner has quit..
urghh..
den hafiz,lydia,ash,shahida planned to go for movie..
how???

wait on top of that... i am sick
my cough is still on..
been coughing..
ibu sae better stay at home..
how??
where shud i go?

anyway go dikir oso fun..go movie oso fun..how??
anyway i just checked their agenda..
and the BayanA Azali are performing for women nite at NUS dis june..cool kan..
but how..hope wen i sleep..my dream will give the answer..

or maybe i am just not fit in that BayanA...
no lah..u see..we are all from all diff sch..
den i will be starting poly soon...
i will definetly gonna join Rp MCS..den thay oso got their own activities rite
den how am i gonna split myself?
how??
how??