i am your teeshirt jeans girl <3: February 2006

well it was supposed to be yesterday's post but i was too lazy too type coz reached home arnd 11.30+pm..haha..soo loing it yesterdae..well its been two since we come together as 1e8..u noe y we consider it as sec 1 gathering coz if it was sec 2 den we have invited ms dim instead...haha..well we had a blast..i learnt to grow up..meaning i dun care if they wants to call me names..coz without it..there will be no jokes..but just one ting ting dat i dun comfortable with was wen the bpys sae i look like dem..meaning i look like boy...got meh..well its not once or twice..tons lah...urghhh..i just dun feel rite wen dey sae i look like boy..shucks..yucks..but that is wat i alwaes wear wat..c'mon lah...aiyah..crap lar..but overall the outing WAS FUN!!we were like laughing so loudly n ppl kept looking at us..but tru ler..imagine 20 persons walking down esplanade together..haha..its like a history trip man..haha..gosh..i enjyed myself yesterday...did u?

well dis post will touch a lot of things ler..so bear with me..well dis paragraph is dedicated to my MI frens..gosh are u reading dis?i soo gonna miss u...seiusly kar i never felt like dis before...the shorter ur attachment the stronger the feeling maebe?yikes..i soooo not looking forward to dis friday dear...it mean our last day lining up together at the quadrangle..the last time we gonna sit together in the canteen n the last time we gonna sing national anthem(lame:))n the last time for everything..but i hope sooo not...i GONNNNNNA MISS YOU!!!O6C6 rox!!!!..omg...still not blieving it but its reality ler...can promise me dat we gonna have loads of fun dis last week??plz...urghh..dun wanna type bout dis animore..i gonna tear myself...

hmm..wat else shud i sae?seriusly lar..i dunno..haha..i just wann talk bout me...for those hu don't want to noe bout it den just buzz off..haha..sorry i just dun wan to be riude to anybody..u noe its girl's nature to hve feeling towards guy dat caught or make their heart throb at the first sight..but it is wrong to love sombody in silent n keeping it to urself?well i seriusly tink dat kind of feeling is normal but isn't there anyway that these awesome girls express themselve..i mean y must guys have the right to do the first move..?haha..sooo much of their gentlemen...well i am not condeming anyboys lar..hmmm..u get wat i mean?

and one last thing..i dun favour or like ppl dat alwaes boss arnd...just because she is a little older by me..dat does not give her the right to do wat she sae..n worst to wait for her frens to carry her meal..soo pathetic..n i see dat no-one dare to object to wat u se..u just wait n i will show wat is right n wrong...haha..dun be a bully ler...

wait..i MISS KHAIRIL..KHAIRIL MD YUSOFF!!!

class gathering rox!!

i love dis pic!!

can u find me??

haha..not in da last pic..more pics coming up..sooon

well wel well..haha..i have been getting up from bed at the wrong side my my brain n goin looney in skul..haha.. :)haha..been smilling n goffying around..haha..its the gonna be the last few days i will spent at MI..haha..well gonna miss all..classes have been shrinking like nobody business lah..lectures are worst...sooo noisy and i think especially mrs wee lectures...haha can't stand it..ouh gosh...hahahahha..so loonney rite now..dun ask y lar..been soo tired n sleepy lately..i can't sleep at nite..eventhough how tired i am...den wen i tried to close my eyes on the way to skul oso cannot sleep..haiyo..i am sooo sleepy but my eyes just can't shut...well well well..i am soo tired rite now but i just cannot sleep..urghhh...

hello..well today went back kent ridge to get our our yearbook..wow..soo sian seh..its like so cheap..i mean there is not a lot of our graduating batches photo..aiyah..haha..suppose to go watch movie today..
but i didn't go..sorry guys..well skul was getting more n more out of hand..ppl are either skipping lesson or withdrawing..haha..suprisingly me n shikin skipped the last two periods of management...oppss...haha..
i really pissed off during econs..haiya dun understand..dats y i ask wat..still can sae i never pay attenetion..aiyo!!utgghh irritating..
well school gonna end soon n i dunnow whether to still saty or just withdraw..haha.its a tiring day for me..
i tink lar..felll like sleeping now..but got "Dia"...sooo must stay wawke..haha..well fiza chatted wif chiko..
cool kan :)..well lazy to tpye somemore..i hate my the quality of this year class pic..its suppose to be a
memory lar..gundu seh...urghhh..haha..noting can change..hiaz...
urghh..need to chow now..need to wash uniform..hand wash okie..haha..so old fashion right..haha..scrub-scrub..squish-squish..haha
dardar..

hmm dunno wat to update..like no mood leh..haha
VdAE was fun..had two movie marathon..i tink i got write it some where...hmm...den ever talk bout skul..shucks..its about to end real soon..i mean it...2 more weeks..dead lar..i am sooo gonna miss my frens..shasha,cheryl,yinmei,azirah,manda,menaga,thurga,
michelle,haiyu...miss all lar..i sooo gonna miss O6C6...especially the weird reactions n jokes created by kenny n fareez,haiya n fathuddin...n sure gonna miss shikin too..arghh..dun wanna leave but got to leave...haiz...(sorry for those ppl i missed out ur names)...
yucks...u see in my tagboard hu has a name giler...i damn pity him/her..kesian tau..name giler..kesian sgt...nak cari simpati lah tu..saje nak porak-peranda kan hidup org...hish hish..dun be bothered lar ppl..haha
well sooo basically today entry is about missing O6C6!!!

well its vdae today..well it had alwaes been significance to me because its the day i alwaes chill wif my besties..not that i dun spend time wif them..it is xtra special lar..haha
soo how was vdae today?well we had mini movie marathon..which was AWESOME..haha..we loan 4 vcds for oni $10..cool rite..so we lepak at fiza house coz she has a big tv so nicer to watch there...well we snacked on junk food for the whole afternoon..3 big packs of potato chips n a packet with 80+ packs of seaweeds...OMG..my stomach is soo damn full..haha...its fun..
well just for ur info..i am not goin to Mi..because they won't accept me for my fail in english..well i signed up for Diploma in Mother Tongue n other courses at polys..my courses are all over singapore..thank god spore is small n there is such thing called MRt to bring me around..pheww...haha...so MI..goodbye..arghh sooo sad lar...
nvm..well dats all folks..no wait..ehh fiza n kin n nab had dedicated dis video dat was edit by fiza for me for my bdae..its soo cool..will upload it her soon..i love it seh..haha..thanks sis(s)..haha
well..lets talk bout the relevant of today!!..ppl with partners definetly having the most romantic time of their relationship..wow..flowers,chocolates,bear , more money..haha..haha..sooo romantic..well dis is the day where guys is more romantic than other days..get wat i mean?..haha..sorry english terabur...haha..well to those hu are partner-less..more fun..more power!!..its shopping day for the laydeess..shopping therapy does absolute wonders...wooohooo...n movie marathon relaxes the mind..hahaha..but the main thing is dat learnt the gift of love!!
i love u too!!!

to those hu tagged me n smsed me:thanks darlings...i knew i cud count on u..well thankful dat i met u guys n love u with all my hearts..rest assure u have a place in my heart..aniwae can i write ur name on my lungs too?haha..
well i guese my dreams aren't all crashed..i remembered wen i was in early 15 years old..i had dis dream to be in MI..looks like my dreams is still here for me..its true i had always wanted to do early childhood..but MI dream was the earliest..
soo i have learnt to stabd up straight n face all the crictism dat i am goin to face..coz one ting for sure is dat..all my frens n buddies will stand by me...ryte?hope sooo..
hmmm...for now..i have tried to receive comments dat are not really pleasing but i have learnt to censor the werds n look it from a different angle...hmm..let me the mira dat ppl had alwaes known....

well i guese u noe how did a fare..its seem so clearly how my dreams crash infront of me..its seem meaningless to live at dat point of time..i had always wanted to b strong for my fellow frens..but little did i believe i was the one setting up scence..crying n weeping ike its de end of the world..little did i think of wat i got myself into..
at dat point of time i just one to at my mum hug..the dreams dat i once live for came down crashing like nobody business..i brought it upon myself i guese..
it was just a day before the results i told ppl to brace themselves n think on the brighterside of life..i told dem to be strong..but wat happened to me?i cried n weeped..just because the world came crashing down on me..i was too emotional..i tried calming down myself..i cudn't help it..it seems i just killed my mum dreams.
i was not the mirah dat i noe..i was strong but it realli took everybody by suprised wen i just break down..
i am happy for my frens n sisters dat do extremely well..gosh they get their ideal courses..i am truly soorry coz i was not there to congratulate u..am i being selfish or i being too childish?i was not in da position to congratulate u..from the bottom of my heart..i am seriusly proud of u...
well now i wonder..how do i face the werld..i noe its not the end..but how do i face the ppl dat places too much hope on me?i am sooo sorry..
well i wonder if u tink getting 13 pts is embarassing den how about me?OMG...just dun understand y do ppl feel unsatisfied wif themeselves?
before i forgets,its just seem there too many ppl taht care about me more than i expected...i wud like to thanks everybody dat came up to me n comfort me...i appreciate n i am sorry if i was too harsh on u..i realli am..seriously...
to ju,kathy,lyd,azhima,illy n shah n crystal:thanks for supporting me n lending me ur shoulders.
to SHASHA:thanks for clling n encouraging u..despite knowing u for a short period of time..i am reaali thankful dat u care..
to shikin n fiza:thanks for being there for me..i dun noe wat will be of me if u weren't by my side.
to ms wan,c.khatijah,ms lim,mrs yeo n mrs tan:thanks for leading n showing me the right path to success..thanks for ur encouragement.
to nab:thanks for sharing n listening.

well dun worry ppl..i am orite now..rest assure..i will continue wif my life..it definetly won't end here..plz stay in contact dears....love ya..thanks again

hello its been a long time since i last updated bout myself..firstly..reults are gonna be out real soon..i mean it..haha..to lydia..thanks things easy k..everyone dat live will have to leave..
well today (8/2) was the last malay lesson dat i have wif cikgu marnee..i mean b4 results n stuff..i gonna miss da class n ppl man..i gonna miss 06C6 too especially da gerls!!i felt so close but soon enuff we will sae goodbye..had fun durin malay n management lesson the most..den headed to westmall to eat BK..pity azirah she tot we will not accopany her..haha..we love playing pranks on her..sorry hehehe..den wen to watch i am not stupid 2...*****(5 stars)
well its gonna mark a new journey of life after 10/2..u noe wat i mean rite..after results..i wish all of u the best..i can't sae much..but remember every choice dat u made..u will bear then consequences..make the right choice..shucks..its making me feeling bad..i soo gonna miss the MI pals...i will..n OMG!!just dunno wat to sae..further update by friday..ya rite if i got da mood...